Chapter 41: Hongyang's Inner Demons
For that incident, she had explained it too many times, and her mouth was about to wear out, she thought that as long as she was sincere enough, that matter would be over, but he kept it in his heart and was not relieved.
"You're not comfortable, so you come to me for trouble? You're clearly vexatious! How can I control other people's thoughts? Whether he lets go or not is not something I can control, you don't need to spill your anger on me! ”
Raising his eyebrows and staring at her, Hongyang suddenly leaned closer, grabbed her wrist, and said viciously: "You are mine, you can only belong to me alone!" He doesn't have a right to worry about it! ”
Meeting his red eyes, Yongshu secretly sighed that she shouldn't believe him, this man's suspicion was far heavier than she imagined, she turned her face away from her sad heart, avoided his kiss, Hongtian raised her hand in displeasure and pinched her chin, forcing her to look at him,
"Why dodge? Are you reluctant? Because of him? ”
Holding back the grief and indignation in his heart, Yongshu excused himself: "You have been drinking, I don't like alcohol." ”
This reason is too far-fetched to convince Hongday, "I have also drunk alcohol in the past, but I haven't seen you refuse." Why don't you want to be close to me when you mention him? Haven't you already put it down? ”
No matter what he said, he could pull it on Hongyan, Yongshu couldn't bear it, and replied angrily, "You have been suspicious of me since you entered the door, trying to find ways to try to provoke, how do you think I will feel?" Whoever is questioned will be unhappy, and naturally there will be no interest in intimacy! ”
"If I doubt you, you won't say good things to comfort me? You know what I want to hear," staring at her eyes, Hongday's expression condensed, and he demanded her in an almost commanding tone,
"Tell me, you already have me in your heart, you don't like Honghui, you only like me!"
She was only frank with him a few days ago, she had already said that it was impossible to be tempted by him so quickly, he clearly understood, and now he came to make trouble again, obviously torturing her,
"Do you believe me?"
"I believe what you say, I want to hear it!"
In her opinion, these words are very sacred, and she is easily reluctant to say it, but his eyes are solemn and stubborn, Yongshu knows that he is playing drunk, if he does not follow his wishes, he may not give up, but she can only follow his will and say against her will,
"I like you."
She was stubborn and obeyed him! Hongyang finally heard this, but he didn't have a trace of joy in his heart, tilted his head to her ear, and bluntly exposed, "You are lying to me." ”
One after another provoked trouble, no matter how good Ren Yongshu's temper was, he couldn't tolerate it anymore, "You want me to say it, and you don't believe it, what do you want?" ”
In fact, even Hongyang didn't know what he wanted, but one thing he knew was clear, "There is no love in your eyes." ”
At this time, Yongshu was already full of anger by him, and he didn't want to coax him anymore, "Whatever you think, you are simply unreasonable!" ”
Dizzy, he couldn't tell right from wrong, and there was only endless possessiveness in his heart, "I want you!" I want your people, I want your heart, I want your everything! No one can snatch you away from me, his fate with you has long been broken, and he has no right to worry about you! ”
He didn't care about her feelings at all, and directly tore her nightdress, Yongshu was resentful and struggled, but he was fiercely restrained, he didn't even give her any preparation, unceremoniously broke in, rampage!
For her, this is the greatest humiliation and torture, how can she not have enough strength, she can't resist at all, she only feels that she is like a kite with a broken string, floating in the wind and rain, crumbling, and there is no place to return.
Afterwards, he actually fell asleep, leaving Yongshu alone, painful and sad, resentful and confused.
She wanted to leave here, leave the place of right and wrong, completely stay away from Hongyang, restore her free body, and no longer have to live a life of being questioned, frightened, and intrigued.
However, she was in ancient times, and she had so many family members, and once she fled willfully, the original owner's family would suffer. She can't be so selfish and only care about herself, but Hongtian is very suspicious, and she finds trouble with her from time to time, and if she continues like this, she will be tossed to madness by him sooner or later!
The long night was swallowed up by the boundless silence and darkness, and her clear heart was also covered with dust, and she no longer knew what to do with this rough road.
Living safely has become a luxury for her, and if Hongday's suspicions are not eliminated, her life will not be easy. How to change this situation, Yongshu meditated all night, but could not find an answer.
It was almost dawn, she really couldn't hold it until she fell asleep, and when she woke up, it was almost noon, and he had bullied her before, but at that time he was measured, and he didn't really hurt her, but last night he was like a crazy demon, the more she resisted, the more ruthless he became, so that at the moment she was uncomfortable, and everything was uncomfortable.
When Xingcai changed her master's clothes, she was distressed when she saw her master's haggard and injured condition, she hurriedly found ointment, and complained while rubbing the medicine for her master.
"The fifth master has always been measured, how can this time it be neither light nor heavy, and he is so ruthless."
Last night's situation was a nightmare for Yongshu, she really didn't want to think about it anymore, she tugged at the corners of the quilt, red eyes and sneered, "Don't mention him again, I don't want to hear about him!" ”
Xingcai thought that this was just the love between husband and wife, but Fu Jin's reaction was so fierce, it seems that the two of them had a quarrel last night!
Sensing that something was wrong, Xingcai silently rubbed the medicine and didn't dare to ask more.
During the evening meal, Yongshu only drank a few mouthfuls of porridge when he saw Hongtian appear at the door.
His face was as usual, as if yesterday's unpleasantness had never happened, but Yongshu responded in his heart, put down the spoon directly, and didn't say a word, and didn't see him.
Before he sat down, she got up and went into the back room, and Hongdayqi said, "What's the matter?" Which of you made Fujin angry? ”
Xingcai said boldly, "The slaves and maids don't have the guts, and the one who makes Fujin angry seems to be the fifth master!" ”
Hongday's eyes flashed with surprise, "When did I provoke her to be angry?" ”
Xingcai was worried, and said timidly: "The slave doesn't dare to say it, for fear of being trained." ”
She was hesitant, making Hongtian more and more strange, "Say! You are not guilty. ”
The fifth master spoke, and Xingcai dared to speak, "The slave asked Fu Jin, but Fu Jin refused to say anything, but when the slave and maid changed Fu Jin's clothes this morning, they found Fu Jin and her...... There are a few bruises on her body, presumably because the fifth master lost control for a while and injured Fujin. ”
Is it so serious? Hongday's memory was a little confused, he had no intention of eating, and went directly into the back room, intending to ask clearly,
"I heard that I offended you, but is there such a thing?"