It's the first time that I've written it to the end.

Here, I solemnly apologize to all the readers who have chased me all the way, because I know that everyone can see that both the quality and the number of updates have dropped greatly in the later period.

This is a personal problem of mine, sorry.

I'm a very emotionally sensitive person, and when this book was opened, I had a girlfriend who had been on and off for a year or two, out of place. I have to chat almost every day and night, and I talk for a long time.

Halfway through the book, my relationship with her deteriorated rapidly. Actually, I could feel her moving away from me, but I was still subconsciously holding on to the relationship.

However, the ending, as a matter of course.

The emotional dilemma almost immediately affected my day-to-day, my life, everything about me. During the same period, my mother retired, and I went back to my hometown to buy a pension property for my parents.

The extreme depression and depression of my emotions and the extreme exhaustion of my body made me in a trance all day long, and everyone in the book friend group should be aware of it, because I like to chat with everyone, but in the past six months, I have appeared very few times.

This is indeed influenced by my love life, and this ridiculous relationship has indeed profoundly changed some of my cognition.

It seems that at my age (I'm 95 years old), the relationship is a transaction, put the conditions of both parties out, everyone is rushing to get married, match one by one, and that's it.

I can't get emotional value from the previous person, but I am always exporting emotional value to her, perhaps, from the beginning the amount of "like" between me and her is not equal, and the perception of "love" is inconsistent.

Therefore, under her influence, my thoughts and concepts in all aspects have changed a lot during this time.

It is also this incident that taught me that career always comes first.

Thinking too much will only bring negative emotions to yourself.

In the second half of the book, I was dissatisfied, but I didn't have the courage to take a long vacation during the period when my thoughts changed violently and my feelings were frustrated, so I ...... I'm sorry to everyone, and I'm sorry for the many characters in this book, many of their stories, I can still dig up, but I didn't do that......

It's all due to my personal state.

I'm going to take a few days off and finish my previous book "Horror Jokes" (Above the Mist).

In the rest of my writing career, I will no longer let these emotions affect my creation.

It's funny to say that it wasn't until some time ago that I felt like I had grown a little bit after graduating from college.

Otherwise, my mentality will always be like a recent college graduate......

Thank you for your support along the way, and the scholars will keep it in mind.

See you in the next book.