Chapter 163: What It's Like To Love Someone
He can't easily give her an answer for something that can't be sure, and he is not qualified to ask her to pay sincerely.
When this thought popped up, Hongtian suddenly felt a little strange. In the past, he believed that women were the appendages of men, and they should be unconditionally attached to men and give everything they had.
He doesn't agree with her bizarre concept, it's just out of competitiveness and wants to play with her, so he thinks about taking his time and winning her heart step by step.
But it's been half a year, she is still unmoved, I don't know when it started, his concept began to change quietly, began to accept the fact that Yongshu didn't love him, and even thought that he was too affectionate, Yongshu was not at ease with him, only if he changed, she could give her heart.
He even forgot that she was his wife, and that his wife should be wholeheartedly devoted to him, without any reason!
This kind of cognition made him feel a little inexplicably afraid, is his indulgence of Yongshu such a way of a game, or has it subtly become a habit?
Thinking of this, a trace of fear suddenly welled up in his heart, worried that he had not yet won her heart, and he was already deep in it, unable to control himself.
"Yongshu, you say...... What would it be like to fall in love with someone? ”
There was an unclear question from the noisy sound of firecrackers, a question that she couldn't answer, "I don't know, I haven't felt it." ”
In fact, he really wanted to ask, at that time, she was already planning to marry Honghui, wasn't it love? However, at such a beautiful moment of the New Year, if he mentioned Honghui, he couldn't help but be a little disappointed.
Maybe she was just a throbbing of Honghui when she was young, maybe it was just liking, not love, so she said she hadn't felt it.
Thinking of this, Hongtian suddenly brightened, didn't ask any more questions, took her hand, and continued to stand silently with her in the courtyard to enjoy the fireworks.
Chinese New Year's Eve has passed, the new year is quietly coming, this is the second year of their marriage, Hongday's hand gradually recovered, the twenty-day period has passed, the doctor came to see him, found that he was recovering well, so he removed the support on his wrist.
Hongtian hoped that this right hand could be free every day, but when the pallet was really removed, he was a little reluctant, just because his hand had been restored, and he would never have a chance to let Yongshu feed him in the future, and there was no reason for her to go to the study to accompany him in the office.
This realization made him a little sad, but after his hand was restored, there were benefits, and Hongtian took the opportunity to discuss with her, "My hand is already good, and I don't have to follow the rule of once every three days in the future." ”
guessing that he was not honest and had crooked thoughts, Yongshu Zhengse reminded: "You forgot the doctor's instructions? He said that taking down the pallet does not mean recovery, and he has to recuperate for another month to be considered a real recovery, after all, he injured his bones this time, so he must not be careless. ”
The doctor's words, Hongtian heard clearly, "He just said to be careful, my wrist doesn't hurt anymore, just don't use brute force, and don't hinder intercourse." ”
His eyes were full of anticipation, as if tonight was inevitable, Yongshu shook his head and smiled bitterly, "I didn't let you be hungry, look at your anxious appearance, as if I have treated you badly during this time." ”
"I'm not hungry, but I'm not having fun, you have to make it up to me tonight." It's rare that the pallet is removed, and his hands can move freely, and he won't spare her!
Yongshu secretly sighed that it was not good, it seemed that she would not be able to escape tonight.
During this period, in order to coax him to obey the rules obediently, Yongshu promised him that he would compensate him after he removed the pallet, but she was just talking about it at that time, but he remembered it in his heart and would let her cash it out.
Yongshu had no choice but to allow him to indulge once, but he still reminded him to be careful and try not to use his wrists.
Hongtian has a lot of tricks, even if he doesn't use his right hand, he will have other tricks to take her to enjoy the fun.
This night, he finally got what he wanted, poor Yongshu was not at peace, and he was disturbed by him and could not rest until the second half of the night.
The next morning, Hongtian got up to change clothes, she didn't notice, the long eyelashes were closed, still asleep, when Hongday returned, she was still in the tent, after Hongday changed clothes, walked to the edge of the tent, raised his finger and stroked her cheek, and called softly:
"Little lazy cat, wake up, it's almost noon, it's time for lunch."
Yongshu opened his eyes with difficulty, glanced at him, closed them again, and said angrily: "Don't eat, I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep for a while." ”
"After eating, go to sleep, it's useless to eat in the morning, you have to use some for lunch."
She kept lying down and didn't move much, "I'm not hungry, I don't want to think about it, my back hurts......"
"I'll rub it for you." Hongyang raised her hand to lift the quilt, but she pressed it tightly and didn't allow him to rub it, "Hugh wants to take the opportunity to bully me again." ”
Hongtian immediately declared, "I just want to help you rub it, without a trace of bad intentions." ”
Yongshu raised his eyes tiredly and glanced at him with disgust, "It's strange to believe you, if it weren't for your lack of self-control, would I be so tired?" ”
Hongtian smiled and said with relief, "Blame me for being too involved and forgetting to take into account your feelings, I will find a way to compensate you." ”
He is a scheming person, Yongshu was already afraid of him, so he stopped it in time, "Don't mention the word compensation, your so-called compensation is nothing more than asking for a few more times, I don't want such a blessing." ”
The ink pupils turned slightly, and Hongtian deliberately lamented, "I originally planned to take you out to see the lanterns during the Yuan Festival, and I should compensate for it, since you are not rare, then that's it." ”
Hearing this, Yong Shuden was refreshed, and his misty eyes widened instantly, "Look at the lanterns? Then I do! ”
Hongyang took the opportunity to tease, "Who just said she didn't want this blessing?" ”
"I mean I don't want the blessings in the tent, of course I want the blessings outside the tent!" Yongshu, who was in a good mood, sat up and talked to him about the Shangyuan Festival.
"Are you really free to take me out on the day of Shangyuan Festival? If you promise, you can't break your promise. ”
It's really hard to say, "According to the past practice, I was going to enter the palace that night to accompany the emperor Ama for a family banquet, but I can find an excuse not to go and stay at home to accompany you." ”
Listening to his voice, this matter does not seem to be easy to handle, "What reason?" If you don't go, will the emperor be unhappy, don't you care very much about what the emperor thinks of you? ”
"I was injured in the court, Huang Ama is very pleased, now I am just absent from a palace banquet, it is harmless, I don't think Huang Ama will mind." Of course, Hongyang just guessed, and he didn't dare to guarantee it before the emperor agreed.
"Oh well! You look at it, the emperor promises the best, if not, it's just that! Yongshu didn't want to put pressure on him, but Hongtian could see that she really wanted to go out of the house to play.
"Won't you be disappointed if I can't be with you?"
"If you don't accompany me, I'll go and see the lanterns by myself!" She understands his helplessness, but she also doesn't want to be wronged.
Her wishful thinking is really good, Hong Day reminded with a smile, "If I enter the palace to participate in the banquet, you will not be able to run away, you will have to accompany you." ”
"Huh?" At the thought of entering the palace, Yong Shudun felt melancholy, "I don't want to enter the palace, I want to go to the palace on a good festival, there are many rules, and the road is long, which is really boring." ”
Hongtian knew that she didn't want to go, because he would think about missing once, "I will try my best to find an excuse to persuade Huang Ama to try to do what you want." ”
There are five or six days left before the Shangyuan Festival! I hope he can succeed in convincing the emperor, then she can go to the market to see the lanterns!
Hongtian was still thinking about what excuse to find, and over there, Yun Rou came out of Xiaoyuezi, and she couldn't help but start looking forward to seeing the fifth master.
However, the fifth master seemed to have forgotten this important day, so Yun Rou specially ordered someone to invite the fifth master, saying that she had just come out of Xiaoyuezi, personally cooked and cooked, and invited him to come over for dinner tonight.