Chapter 30, [Then will you be Gu?] 】
The wind was roaring and the rain was pouring down.
Xu Ziyin sat on the steps and gulped down the birthday gift that Yun Xianyu had carefully prepared for herself.
The shark fins have all been picked clean, and there is a pot full of fatty and tender fish left.
But while eating, Xu Ziyin couldn't help but cry.
On the one hand, it is because of emotion, and on the other hand, it is self-blame for his dirty heart.
He approached her with the most swelling purpose, but in exchange for sincere treatment, Xu Ziyin suddenly felt that he was very unworthy.
He wants to live, and he knows that going down this path will inevitably hurt the hearts of many girls.
until he becomes insensitive, and regards feelings as child's play.
But even if he planned carefully, when a living person stood in front of him, that heartfelt smile could crush all the filth in his heart in one fell swoop.
He was only eighteen years old, and he had all the fantasies and expectations of his peers.
Wonderful college life, an empathetic and lovely girlfriend, and lively and rich club activities.
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Yun Xianyu didn't know Xu Ziyin's chaotic and complicated thoughts in his heart at this time, so he just sat on the side with his chin and looked at him quietly.
Watching him feast, a shallow smile appeared on his pale little face.
It was a joy and a sense of satisfaction to be recognized.
"Eat slowly, don't choke anymore~"
Listening to the concerned words in his ear, Xu Ziyin hummed, then turned his head, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said softly.
"Xianyu, can you tell me your story?"
"My story?"
The faint light sprinkled in the crowded storage room, and Yun Xianyu and his good friend opened up for the first time about their past.
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Yun Xianyu was born in a backward and remote mountain village in Guizhou.
Born in the Miao ethnic group, she has the most beautiful talent of a Miao girl.
But God gave her a perfect face, but failed to give her a happy family.
When my sister was born, my parents passed away due to illness, and in that relatively backward medical place, getting sick was like walking behind the door of a ghost.
Fortunately, the villagers in the village are warm and kind, and Yun Xianyu and her sister grew up eating a hundred family meals.
Originally, she would not have appeared in the city of Suzhou, and a girl like her should live in the beautiful mountains like a lark.
It wasn't until one time she was cleaning her parents' old house that she turned to the report of her sister's illness when she was born.
It reads congenital heart disease.
At that time, Yun Xianyu had already gone to high school and had excellent grades, so he naturally knew what kind of disease it was.
When her parents died, she and her sister depended on each other, so she was naturally reluctant to let her sister leave her too.
But how could this disease be cured in her backward place.
So when she applied for university, she filled in the bustling metropolis of Suzhou.
After graduating from high school, she took the living expenses collected by the villagers and her sister to resolutely embark on the train to Suzhou.
But when she arrived in Suzhou and went to the hospital for an examination, she realized how much money she needed to spend to cure her sister's illness, which was an astronomical amount she had never imagined.
Because my sister's illness couldn't be delayed, the doctor said that the older I get, the more difficult the operation becomes.
It's not that she didn't think about telling the villagers the truth.
But when they turned their heads and thought about it, how could they come up with such a huge amount of treatment costs?
Not to mention that there are a series of places that need to be spent on the future.
He and his sister have already received too much favor from them, and Yun Xianyu really can't open this mouth.
So from that time on, during the two months of the summer vacation, she began to think about making money.
She seemed to be taciturn, but she was very smart, and she didn't think about doing part-time jobs in the past, after all, the part-time job was really a small amount of money, and once when she took her sister shopping, she saw a small vendor under the overpass, and she put her thoughts on this.
Because she needed money for treatment, she rented a very cheap rental house to save money for herself, but she was willing to spend money on her sister.
After all, this is the only thing she can rely on in the world.
Later, when the university opened, because she had to take care of her younger sister, she applied to the school for day school, and the school learned about her situation and readily agreed.
The female teacher who contacted her saw that her family was in difficulty and wanted to help, but her ability to be alone was limited, so she reported the matter to the school.
But the school has not given a reply.
After all, it was Yun Xianyu's sister who was sick and not herself, if it was herself, the school might still launch a donation to the whole school, but her sister was not a student of Su University after all, and the school was not a good church, who didn't have a few patients at home?
If there are sick people in the family who ask the school for help, then the school does not need to be opened.
Yun Xianyu understood the teacher's intentions, and she didn't care, but just said thank you to her.
Later, she met Xu Ziyin, and what happened after that, Xu Ziyin was clear.
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After listening to Yun Xianyu's statement, Xu Ziyin fell silent.
He suddenly felt how happy he was compared to Yun Xianyu.
Even if he has an incurable disease, at least he still has a happy family and a sister who loves him.
But what about her?
Xu Ziyin wanted to say a few words of comfort, but when the words reached his throat, he couldn't say anything.
She is sensitive and stubborn, she can drag her sister alone and come to Suzhou, thousands of miles away, does she need these pale and powerless comforts?
After a while, Xu Ziyin sniffed and said softly.
"I didn't expect you to be from the Miao tribe, no wonder you're so beautiful."
After saying that, he answered again jokingly.
"Then will you be Gu?"
Xu Ziyin said this to break such a dull atmosphere.
As a result, Yun Xianyu listened to his words, was silent for a moment, but nodded slightly.
"Yes."
Yes?
Really tricky?
This time, it will not be able to give Xu Ziyin a whole day.
It turns out that the Miao good Gu thing said on TV is not fictional?
He really wanted to know what Gu she would do, but he also understood that this was not the time to say this.
Seeing that Xu Ziyin finished eating the braised fish she prepared, Yun Xianyu carefully and contentedly took the thermos box in her hand and held it in her arms.
By this time it was getting late, and the time had come to eleven o'clock in the evening.
Seeing that the rain was a little weaker, Xu Ziyin proposed.
"I'll send you back, it's getting late."
Nodding, Yun Xianyu stood up, but in the next second, her stomach growled uncontrollably.
With a brush, Yun Xianyu's little face turned red, and he didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at Xu Ziyin, turned his head, and pinched the corners of his clothes nervously.