After all, this is outside, Yongshu still has to be careful when he speaks, and does not mention the emperor, "Your fourth uncle's order must not be disobeyed, if he knows that you have escaped, he will definitely be angry with your family." ”

Honghui was tired of hearing these words for a long time, "Last year, I was just worried about my family, so I missed you, failed to stick to my own ideas, and was tormented by regret all day long." This time, even God is helping me, and I don't want to miss it again!

They don't care about my feelings, and I don't have to take care of them, you want to live for yourself, and I want to follow my heart. ”

If Honghui had such courage at the beginning, maybe the original owner would not have died of depression after getting married, and she might not have worn it on the original owner.

The two people who missed it have gone on different paths in life, how can they turn back? Yongshu's thoughts were extremely chaotic, and he sighed with his forehead,

"But I don't want to talk about feelings anymore, I'm really tired!"

Yongshu closed his eyes tiredly, turned his face sideways, and his expression was depressed, Honghui stopped at the right time, "I know that these changes have made you tired. It's okay, I'm not in a hurry, I can wait until you've healed your injuries. ”

He had his thoughts, Yongshu was confused, and he was powerless to persuade him, so he didn't respond again, Honghui helped her tuck the quilt, and said softly:

"Drink the medicine and sleep in peace! Don't think too much and don't be stressed. I am guarding the hall, and you can call me if you have anything. ”

It rained heavily in the middle of the night, and Yongshu was woken up by the sound of the rain, but the medicine she drank had the effect of sleeping well, and she was so sleepy that she turned over and continued to sleep.

When she woke up the next day, she seemed to have a fever, but she still had no energy.

Aunt Qin cooked white porridge, scrambled eggs and vegetables, she thought that the guests were not used to eating white steamed buns, so she baked a cake for them.

Yongshu only ate a piece of bread and drank half a bowl of porridge, but he really didn't have much appetite.

The room was too stuffy, she stood at the door to watch the rain, her shoulders suddenly warmed, Yongshu looked down, only to see Honghui coming over and draping the cloak on her,

"You have not recovered from typhoid fever, and you can't blow the wind, so as not to aggravate your condition."

Yongshu's forehead is not very hot, but the wind chill is not good, there is still a faint headache, and her face is as white as a white paper, and she is weak to speak, "Well, I don't go out, just breathe at the door." ”

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and there is no intention of stopping, Yongshu can't help but worry, a pair of dai eyebrows frowned, "If it goes on like this, when will I be able to start?" ”

Honghui also wanted to take her away as soon as possible, away from the capital, the farther away the better, but he felt sorry for Yongshu's sick body, and he couldn't bear to let her run around in the rain with illness.

"Recuperation is the most important thing, wait until you are well, don't worry."

Aunt Qin also said: "Yes! The two of them just live here, my wife only has her granddaughter as a companion, and it is rare to have guests to accompany her, and the house is more lively. ”

Can't go now, Yongshu has no choice but to stay here temporarily.

Outside the window, the rain was pouring down, and the vegetable field opened by Aunt Qin had been soaked by the rain, Yongshu was worried about her flower field, but she didn't know if Yuehe would lead to the stagnant water in the flower field.

When this thought flashed, Yongshu felt ridiculous again, she had already made up her mind to leave, what did she care about those flowers?

After staying away from the capital, she can't take care of the flower fields at all! After all, those flowers are her hard work, and now she can only hope that Yuehe and Xingcai will take good care of those Yueji flowers.

In this situation, she couldn't help but think of the days when she and Hongday watched the rain in Ningzhao Courtyard in the past.

At first, she did have many conflicts with Hongyang, but then Hongyang gradually changed, no longer touching those concubines, and treating her wholeheartedly, but she couldn't believe that amorous men would become devoted, and whenever Hongyang asked her for a response, she clearly told him that she was not in love with him.

Hongday set a deadline before she promised to give him an answer on the Shangyuan Festival next year.

If the two had been living so peacefully, maybe she would have fallen in love with Hongyang unconsciously, but the change still came after all.

The cruel reality is in front of him, and Yongshu doesn't even have a chance to deceive himself!

She was glad that she had been hesitating and had not yet made up her mind to love him, how sad would she be if she really gave her heart but was ruthlessly abandoned by him?

Facts have proved that feelings are still untouchable, eternity and sincerity are all extravagant hopes.

Her heart fluctuated, sometimes sad, sometimes calm, the whole person was groggy, her eyes were dull, and there was no trace of life.

How much Honghui wanted to see her bloom like she did at the beginning, but she looked sad, even if she was leaving the capital, she didn't seem to be happy, Honghui couldn't help but wonder, is she still unable to let go of Hongyang?

Hongtian is used to rhetoric, women are easily confused by him, and Yongshu has been married to him for a year, and now she wants to reconcile unilaterally, for her, it does take great courage.

These things are piled up, and it is human nature that she can't be happy.

Honghui wanted to persuade her, but he felt that it didn't seem appropriate to say anything, and after thinking about it, he still didn't say anything.

Heartache takes time to heal, and blindly mentioning it will only make her hurt deeper and difficult to extricate herself from.

She didn't have a breathable nose, and she didn't dare to stand in the doorway for too long, so she turned and went back to the back room.

At noon, Aunt Qin made egg noodles, there was no meat at home, although the guests gave her silver, but the rain outside was too big, she couldn't go out, and she couldn't buy meat, so she could only beat a few eggs.

Although the ingredients are simple, Aunt Qin makes it very tasteful, Yongshu has not eaten such a home-cooked meal for a long time, and finally has some appetite and eats most of the bowl.

Two quarters of an hour after the meal, Honghui brought the decoction again, Yongshu began to feel sleepy after drinking the medicine, her upper and lower eyelids fought, and then went back to the house to rest.

Honghui had nothing to do and taught Aunt Qin's little granddaughter to write.

There was no pen at home, so they had to scratch on the ground with sticks. He was afraid of disturbing Yongshu's lunch break, so he took six or seven-year-old Xiaolian to write and draw under the eaves outside the house.

Looking at Xiaolian's round little face, Honghui couldn't help but think, if Yongshu was willing to accept him, they would have children in the future, probably so cute, right?

While thinking wildly, Honghui suddenly heard that there was movement in the house, and Yongshu seemed to be talking, so Honghui called Aunt Qin and asked her to look at Xiaolian, and he went into the house to take a look.

entered the house, but saw that Yongshu did not wake up, she still closed her eyes, her eyebrows frowned, it seemed to be very painful, looking at that look, she should have had a nightmare.

There was a lot of sweat on her forehead, Honghui picked up the towel next to the pillow, and wanted to wipe the sweat beads for her, before she raised her hand, and suddenly heard her muttering in the dream, "Hongday, Hongday......"

At first hearing these two words, Honghui's heart was like a knife, he always thought that Yongshu couldn't like Hongyang, and she denied it herself, but why, there was still Hongyang's shadow in her dreams?

Is she really so obsessed with Hongday? And what about him? What is he?