Chapter 52, [The firefly is dead. (Ask for follow-up)

is different from what Xu Ziyin imagined.

Qin Feiyan's reaction was very calm, and the calm was a little abnormal.

At first, she was a little stunned, as if she couldn't believe what she heard, and after being silent for a long time, she looked at Xu Ziyin's eyebrows and asked softly.

"Why?"

She didn't ask Xu Ziyin if she was joking.

After all, no one will joke about the word breakup, and being able to say it means that they have already prepared for it.

Hearing this, Xu Ziyin fell silent.

Seeing that Xu Ziyin didn't answer, Qin Feiyan asked again.

"Am I doing something bad?"

"No, you're fine, it's my own problem."

Xu Ziyin said busily.

"Does that mean you have someone else you like?"

Qin Feiyan asked again.

"No, I only like Sister Fei Yan alone from beginning to end."

After asking these three questions, Qin Feiyan didn't speak anymore.

She looked at Xu Ziyin quietly, and suddenly covered her mouth and smiled, but the smile was somewhat reluctant.

"Today, I always feel that you are chattering and strange, but I didn't expect that what I was hiding in my heart was this matter."

opened her mouth, Xu Ziyin wanted to say something comforting, but when the words reached her throat, she felt that she was pale and powerless to say anything at the moment.

The more Qin Feiyan reacted, the more guilt in his heart accumulated.

When the full moon was in the sky, the two were silent by the lake.

It's the first time since falling in love that there's no topic like this.

………

"So, walk with me for a while?"

It seemed that the current atmosphere was a little cold, Qin Feiyan tightened the windbreaker on his body and asked.

With a sigh, Xu Ziyin got up from the bench.

In the next second, a pair of small hands grabbed his big hand hard.

"Let's hold it for a while."

There is wind on the shore of the lake, and there is a whisper in the wind.

With the night breeze blowing, the two walked side by side along the artificial lake.

Qin Feiyan didn't ask about the reason for Xu Ziyin's breakup, but just thought about his own affairs in pieces.

"Little brother, the school will conduct school recruitment after the National Day, which company do you say I should interview with?"

"Do you have a company you want?"

"Yes, there is, but that company currently has a limited number of places in the school, and I'm not sure if it can be successfully passed."

"Since you have a favorite, then choose what you like, although the work is to make money, but you also have to follow your heart, otherwise even if the salary is good, what is the point of being unhappy at work."

Hearing this, Qin Feiyan stopped and stared up at Xu Ziyin, and then smiled.

"How do you feel that what you said is like someone who has come over for years and deliberately poured chicken soup for my soul."

"It's not easy to make money these days, how can you pick and choose."

"You can make money and work happily, how can there be such a thing as the best of both worlds in the world."

Hearing this, Xu Ziyin was a little embarrassed.

He came from a wealthy background, had a capable sister on it, and the small treasury in the bank card had never dried up, so he naturally couldn't understand the hard work of making money.

But Qin Feiyan is different.

As soon as she has free time, she goes out with Zhang Minmin to take part-time photography, and to earn a meager pocket money, she naturally understands the hardships.

"But that's what you're saying."

"You should still choose what you like, even if you can't get your wish in the end, at least you do your best, at least you don't have regrets."

Moving his steps again, Qin Feiyan said as he walked.

The night was already deep.

After patrolling the artificial lake and returning to the bench before, Qin Feiyan stood on tiptoe and straightened Xu Ziyin's collar, and said softly.

"It's late at night, go back and rest, we have classes tomorrow."

Hearing this, Xu Ziyin did not react.

Glancing at him, Qin Feiyan lightly reached out and stroked the bangs between his sideburns and joked.

"What? I'm afraid that my sister won't be able to withstand the blow of the breakup, and I'll jump from here when you're gone? ”

………

Xu Ziyin left.

Perhaps it would be more appropriate to describe it as a despicable escape.

It wasn't until Xu Ziyin left for a long time that Qin Feiyan slowly bent down.

She squatted on the edge of the lake, picked up a handful of water, and the bright moon and her shadow were reflected in the water, condensed and dissipated, and finally turned into a circle of ripples gently rippling on the surface of the lake.

………

Back to the apartment.

Qin Feiyan didn't have a palm lamp.

She walked to the bedroom in the dark, and then leaned down in front of the desk and quietly looked out the window at the moonlight that was still bright.

Looking at it, I couldn't help but show a trace of sadness in my eyes.

How could she not be upset?

The conversation with no one else just suppressed the pain in my heart.

It's just that her personality makes her unable to cry, make trouble and hang herself like an ordinary little girl, and she doesn't want Xu Ziyin to see it.

The first love was vigorous and ended without a problem.

She was already looking forward to her and her junior brother's future life, but the reality suddenly gave her a hard knife.

She rested her chin on the desk and muttered to herself.

"Why~"

Xu Ziyin did not say the reason for the breakup, and Qin Feiyan did not ask.

But at this point, she was still a little dazed.

Is it because you are not beautiful enough?

Although Qin Feiyan is not an arrogant person, he also has absolute confidence in his appearance and figure.

But if it's not because of this, then why?

Although she and Xu Ziyin were together relatively suddenly, the time was relatively short, and they did not experience many unforgettable twists and turns, but isn't love like this?

How can the real society be like the scenes staged on TV?

Or is he usually too proactive, making him feel that he is in a vulnerable situation?

I called my little brother one by one, but he was a boy after all.

In the midst of the invasion of darkness, Qin Feiyan finally revealed his fragile side.

………

Next to the desk, the glass bottle containing the fireflies emitted a faint glow.

Qin Feiyan looked sideways, and seemed to remember the picture of the junior brother clumsily catching fireflies for himself on a moonlit night that night, and seriously told himself that seeing fireflies meant seeing summer.

In fact, the dozens of fireflies at the beginning have long since died.

It's just that Qin Feiyan didn't want this glass bottle, which was precious to her, to lose its light, and went downstairs several times to catch it.

That's the case.

When I wake up from my sleep every night, I look up and see the lights that are lit up for me in the darkness.

It's like that clumsy and restrained junior brother who is always by his side.

Reading and reading, Qin Feiyan gently reached out and held the glass bottle full of summer in the palm of his hand, and slowly put it on his chest, his eyes gradually lost focus with the clear moon shadow.

The wind swept through the window, feeling the cold temperature of the glass bottle in her arms, and she whispered softly and chokedly.

"Summer is gone~"

"I can't catch fireflies anymore."

(First update.) )

(It's the beginning of the month.,Little cuties vote.,Can't raise books.,Da baa baa~)