The past of three years ago flashed in his mind, and he couldn't help but recall that early summer three years ago.

The weeping willow by the pool, her pale face, her already stiff and sluggish eyes, and her ruthless refusal at that time.

That time, after he ruthlessly made his decision to break up, it was estimated that the state of Nian Nian going back was really bad, Yun Menghuan learned about the situation and ran to scold him severely.

He wanted to explain, but he couldn't. He didn't want to break up, but he was forced to break up temporarily.

But he didn't dare to act rashly, he was just a college student who hadn't graduated at the time, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to protect his words.

At that time, his mother had just died, and Ye Junyi finally became the mistress of the Lu family.

At that time, Ye Junyi was staring at him from the side.

Yun Menghuan wanted to reason with him, but his attitude of ignoring her completely angered her, and scolded him for being a negative man.

Yan Niannian hurriedly arrived and asked her to stop scolding.

Lu Zixiao looked at Ye Junyi who was standing on the side, he knew that a small expression and a wrong tone could arouse the suspicion of the other party.

And this suspicion will eventually turn into all kinds of physical harm and be inflicted on Nian Nian.

So he threw out the ultimate killer move, and took the first step to stab the hard knife into Yan Niannian's heart.

"Yan Niannian, are you bringing your classmates here to sprinkle together? You have to nod face, too. Besides, I've been raising you for two years, what's the matter, I still want to be kept for the rest of my life. ”

At that moment, he watched as the blood on Yan Niannian's face faded.

He had a hint of regret at that moment, maybe it was too heavy.

However, as the words came out, he could only continue to act, and he made a noble and arrogant appearance that he couldn't look down on them.

Nian Nian endured the humiliation, didn't say anything, and pulled back Yun Menghuan, who was so angry that he was speechless for a while.

Was there something wrong with her at the time?

Then he should have been more careless at that time, even if he didn't break up, what could he do to them, after all, Ye Junyi's attempt didn't succeed, didn't he.

He worries too much, and in the end, he does more harm to her.

Everything is strung together into a thread, woven into a dense and dense net, and everyone is tightly bound.

Until now, there is no escape.

He couldn't imagine how Nian Nian had spent the past three years.

Now looking back at her attitude towards herself yesterday, he was still a little complacent just now, and felt that Niannian's attitude towards him still had room for him.

Now all that remains is deep guilt and self-blame.

What qualifications does he have to be complacent, all these painful mental tortures she has experienced are all brought to her by him.

In the past three years, he has only used his work to numb himself, let go of Qinggao, and regardless of his young body, he has slowly grasped the power of Huajing into his hands.

He had to grow his strength in order to have the ability to protect her from harm.

He always thought that only in this way could he recover her, and it was with this belief that he survived the torturous days and nights.

And thinking about the experience of the past three years, he can't imagine it even more.

She took a year off from school, was it because she got the disease at that time and went home for treatment?

If she has this disease and takes a leave of absence to go home, how much gossip and how much pain and pressure she should endure.

Now that he thinks about it, it hurts his heart.

Nian Nian never mentioned any of this. I never looked for him.

He also had an accident at the time, and he happened to miss these, and he couldn't contact Niannian at that time.

He thought that Nian Nian might not want to pay attention to himself for the time being, so he also decided to give her a little buffer time, if he couldn't meet secretly to explain the reason, he would never dare to say it on the phone.

He didn't know if his external contacts were being monitored, and he didn't dare to take the risk.

When I returned to school, I was already close to graduation, and entering Huajing became a top priority.

On the one hand, he needs to familiarize himself with the company's affairs as soon as possible, after all, the previous intern experience has not been exposed to any substantive affairs.

On the other hand, it is also to stop his mind from being full of thoughts, he is afraid that he will not be able to restrain himself. If you can't help but beg her to get back together as soon as you see her, then what's the point of all this you did ruthlessly before?

What's more, although the crisis has been temporarily lifted, as long as he fails to grasp the real power of the group for a day, he can only be manipulated by others, and anyone can hold him.

What he wants is to stand with Niannian openly, without being threatened by anyone, and no one can separate them anymore.

So since then, by accident, the two have really not been in contact again.

Step by step, I always feel that I have not done enough, and what I have in my hands is not enough, and I always feel that I have to wait a little longer, but I have waited until now.

Now there is no reason to wait any longer.

Nian Nian's condition, he also had to ask about it in person.

That's all the information available at the hospital, but for more details, it seems that you have to ask another person.

Lu Zixiao didn't hesitate any longer and dialed Yun Menghuan's phone.