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If only it were that simple.
It's not that he doesn't believe in loose people and old E... It's just that this thing is ridiculous and outrageous.
Think about it from another perspective, if one day someone pulls the hand of a big star and tells them that this is his girlfriend, his first reaction is probably to pinch himself first to see if he is dreaming.
Liu Xin'an stiffened his neck and gave an answer that countless ups hated.
"Next time! By all means next time! ”
Seeing that Liu Xin'an was so unhappy, Lao E and the scattered people did not continue to urge.
If you don't eat together, let's not eat together, it seems that Liu Xin'an is really precious to his girlfriend... This kid isn't going to find some weird person, is he?
"Hum~"
"Ready to start, are the up masters of the rookie award here?"
A commotion sounded, which means that the award ceremony of the 2020 Top 100 UP has officially begun.
Liu Xinan was also in a hurry to pack up his mood, he was going to be on stage in a while, so he had to adjust his state now.
However, Sanren and Lao E, the two old fritters, are much more comfortable, especially Sanren, who has been very popular recently, but he has participated in a lot of programs, and even participated in some variety shows on TV, which can be said to have gone further and further on the road of transformation.
Well, it's the seniors!
There was a small TV in the background for them to watch the scene.
When the lights came on, the eye-catching stage and the crowd in the distance shocked Liu Xin'an.
Strictly speaking, he is just more socially phobic in front of the camera and can't let go.
And this year there is no hood for him to cover ...
Liu Xin'an looked at the small TV hood on the side and swallowed.
Or... Go out with a hood this year?
It's better to forget it, I made up my mind, if I really coaxed it so easily, it wouldn't work.
Liu Xin'an cheered up.
I don't know how long it took, Liu Xin'an's mood gradually calmed down.
The UP of the newcomer of the year also smiled and shared their acceptance speeches in front of the camera.
Just as he was looking seriously, a magnetic voice sounded beside him.
"Brother Anzi, it's time for us to prepare."
Liu Xinan turned his head to look at Mianhua, this is an anchor in the game area who has been very hot recently, and he is one of the three award-winning up masters who won the popularity of the annual live broadcast with Liu Xinan this time.
"Is it our turn?"
"This is the end of it, let's go first."
"Okay."
Liu Xin'an took a deep breath, completely calmed down, and then walked outside behind Mianhua.
"Come on, Lao Liu."
"Don't be nervous, you should pretend to be wearing a hood."
"That's right, Brother Anzi, be careful, there are female fans rushing up to insult you in the audience!"
Some of the UPs who came to participate in the 100 National Congress last year made a bad noise and ridiculed Liu Xinan, which made the smile on Liu Xinan's face a little unbearable.
But although he felt ashamed to be ridiculed, but...
His nervousness had indeed calmed down a lot.
Following Mianhua to the entrance, Liu Xinan could even hear the excited voices of the audience outside the venue.
It seemed that Liu Xin'an was still a little nervous, Mianhua reached out and gently patted Liu Xin'an's shoulder.
Strictly speaking, he is actually Liu Xinan's top 100 juniors, but he is the kind of confident anchor who can talk eloquently in front of the camera, which is much stronger than Liu Xinan, a headless anchor who is difficult to turn on the camera.
"Let's welcome the popular anchor of the year in 2020, Lace, Mianhua Big Brother, and Autistic Good Afternoon to the stage to receive the award~"
With the introduction of the host Da Zuo, Liu Xin'an calmed down, followed behind lace and cotton, and walked towards the center of the stage together.
At the same time, the camera that was filming them also shifted.
Cotton and lace naturally waved hello to the camera, and then high-fived the small TV doll acting as a mascot on the side to celebrate, looking energetic.
However, when the camera came to Liu Xin'an, he didn't seem to notice the camera's approach, just looked at the small TV on the side, looking thoughtful.
The man in the small TV doll costume was also stunned, but thinking of Liu Xin'an wearing a hood last year, he subconsciously thought that Liu Xin'an wanted to snatch his hood.
The poor little TV covered his head reluctantly, but Liu Xin'an couldn't be put in order.
He stood there bewildered, and it wasn't until the camera focused on him that he smiled awkwardly.
"Ah~ Brother Anzi is so handsome!"
"Brother Anzi debuted! We'll give you a list every day! ”
"Brother Anzi's supermarket me!"
The camera dutifully projected Liu Xin'an's confused expression on the big screen, and the magnified Liu Xin'an's handsome face also made the audience present make excited interactive sounds.
All this happened in an instant, and feeling that he was already behind Mianhua and Lace, Liu Xinan hurriedly quickened the pace of his feet.
Then, taking a deep breath, he stood beside Cotton.
———
"Oh! It's Liu Xin'an, this kid has good results this year, and he actually won a live broadcast popularity award. ”
Li Chenglu naturally reacted immediately after hearing the familiar ID.
She first cheered with the audience, and then after realizing that she had left Bae Joo-hyun on the side in the cold, she hurriedly lowered her head to help Bae Joo-hyun translate.
Bae Joo-hyun was really in a hurry, of course she also saw her boyfriend's cute performance on stage, but she couldn't understand a word.
"Has Principal won the award? What awards? ”
"Live broadcast popularity award, I didn't think Liu Xinan could win this award, it seems that the last appearance brought him a lot of popularity."
"Oh... Isn't it amazing? ”
Bae Joo-hyun doesn't pay attention to the second half of the sentence, she just wants to know whether the award her boyfriend won has gold content, whether it is important or not, and whether it is the kind of consolation prize that accompanies the runner.
"It's very powerful, it's equivalent to the head anchor of Xiaopo Station."
"Wow~"
Although she didn't understand much, this did not prevent Pei Zhuxun from making an excited voice, she quietly cheered with the crowd, and tried to shout with everyone in her half-baked Chinese, but after realizing that her approach was a bit stupid, she lowered her head and showed an embarrassed expression.
———
The guest who presented the awards to the three today was Uncle Dong Hao, who contracted Liu Xin'an's entire childhood, and he grew up watching this uncle's various programs, so when he saw this uncle, he showed a surprised smile.
Dong Hao also smiled and handed the trophy to Liu Xin'an, and after gently reaching out and patting the tall and handsome guy, he got off the stage and handed the stage to the three young people.
"Thank you, Uncle Dong Hao, okay, let's invite our three popular anchors to give their acceptance speeches one by one, first of all, lace, welcome lace."
Just as Lace was saying her acceptance speech, Liu Xinan held the little golden figure in his hand, looked at the excited audience in the audience, and suddenly remembered that Pei Zhuxun, who should be watching the live broadcast on a tablet in the hotel at this time.
Today, the venue can only accommodate more than 10,000 spectators.
And 10,000 spectators... In his eyes, it was already a terrifying number.
It was so terrifying that he couldn't see all the audience at a glance.
It was a terrible number that made his heart beat faster because he was nervous.
But...
On New Year's Day.
Did the Bae Joo-hyun he saw in the Seoul Stadium face a much larger audience than he is facing now?
The feeling of crampedness brought about by nervousness gradually disappeared in him, and Liu Xinan clenched the little golden figure in his hand.
He is Bae Joo-hyun's boyfriend.
If he would be so nervous that he was short of breath in the face of such a scene that was probably not even a big scene for Bae Joo-hyun, then how could he have the courage to stand by Bae Joo-hyun, who is loved by tens of millions of people?
"The Legend of the Fairy Tree"
If you can't even do that...
He's really ashamed.
Self-motivation is a very mysterious existence.
Mu Shang was right.
He's been in his comfort zone for too long.
Accustomed to hiding behind the screen and chatting with sailors who can't see each other.
The excessively good results made Liu Xin'an satisfied with the status quo.
He didn't want to go further, and even felt sincerely puzzled by the old tomato and others who were trying to go further.
I even think... They betrayed their shared hobby.
It was only now that he reluctantly understood who the real resting and short-sighted person was.
The unexpected appearance gave him a chance to step out of his comfort zone, but he used high-sounding reasons to convince himself to give up this opportunity.
Then, he still comfortably nestled in a place where he felt comfortable, enjoying the pursuit of water friends.
But Bae Joo-hyun's appearance made him shatter his illusions about everything.
He is so proud that he can even show off his achievements like a joke in front of his girlfriend.
He was so nervous in front of the camera that he might not even be able to say a word, but Bae Joo-hyun could show his charm in front of the camera to his heart's content and accept the love of thousands of fans.
This pressure didn't make him feel out of breath, but... Pushed him out of his comfort zone.
When he was a child, his frailty and illness did not make him feel sorry for himself, and he chose to start nearly 15 years of hard fitness under the advice of Li Chenglu.
And now, the identity gap with Bae Joo-hyun did not make him choose to lie flat and rot, he wanted to work hard.
He should work hard.
Not just to catch up with the girl who was always smiling and shrunk in his arms, but also for himself.
The pressure that had been on for a long time completely turned into Liu Xin'an's motivation to work hard at this moment, his nervous mood was completely calmed down, and the smile that made Li Chenglu and Pei Zhuhyun extremely familiar finally naturally appeared on his handsome face.
His changes are not obvious, and if you don't know him, you will definitely not notice Liu Xin'an's changes.
And for Li Chenglu and Bae Joo-hyun, who are paying attention to Liu Xin'an...
"Cheng Lu, what's wrong with Xin'an?"
If Liu Xin'an still looked a little timid just now, then Liu Xin'an now feels no different from Pei Zhuhyun's usual.
He is humorous, funny, gentle, but not bad.
But it will give people a sense of peace of mind like a spring breeze.
Pei Zhuhyun, who didn't understand why Liu Xin'an would change suddenly, was very puzzled, so he had to reach out and gently pull the sleeve of Li Chenglu beside him.
"This kid has finally come out..."
"Huh? Cheng Lu? What did you say? ”
Li Chenglu was stunned, and after realizing that his sentence just now was in Chinese, he showed an embarrassed smile.
"It's nothing Sister Erin, Liu Xin'an should be enjoying this stage now, you should be able to understand this feeling?"
"Is there one? I feel like he's the same as usual. ”
Bae Joo-hyun was very puzzled, she didn't see it anyway.
Li Chenglu nodded, and the voices of the surrounding audience made her have to get closer to Bae Joo-hyun.
In the end, the attentive Bae Joo-hyun heard Li Chenglu's next words.
"Because this guy is enjoying his time with you every time, that's why you feel like he's not changing."
“... Yes? ”
Bae Joo-hyun's beautiful eyes flashed with astonishment, but soon, this trace of astonishment was washed away by joy.