After Lu Chenxing yelled, his mind did not waver in the slightest, but became more determined. Lu Chenxing drove the lonely boat with eyebrow leaves and sailed towards the other side.

No matter how weak and powerless aging made him, no matter how painful and embarrassed the illness was, he was never afraid at all, never flinched, and always moved towards the other side.

No matter how humiliating and provoking the resentful people were to Lu Chenxing, no matter how much their actions made Lu Chenxing resentful and annoyed. Lu Chenxing maintained an unyielding heart, was not afraid, was not afraid, bravely faced it, endured it, and moved forward all the way, never wavering in the slightest.

No matter how the separation from his relatives made Lu Chenxing blame himself, no matter how the separation from his lover made Lu Chenxing's heart twist. Lu Chenxing has always been moving forward, to accept parting again and again, to bear pain again and again, and to accept the blows of his powerlessness again and again.

Red dust is bitter, and the body is broken. Lu Chenxing was tortured by the seven hardships of the red dust, his body was old and sick, and his heart was full of holes. But his consciousness has always been firm, without the slightest wavering, nor the slightest thought of retreating, and he has been moving all the way to the other side.

Lu Chenxing drove the lonely boat of Meiye, on the black sea, I don't know how long I was adrift. Under the torture of the seven hardships of the red dust, I don't know how long I will last. His soul has been hit by various tortures, and his body has been tormented by old diseases, and his body has run out of oil. However, the location of the other side is still far away. In front of Lu Chenxing was still the boundless black sea.

At the last moment of Lu Chenxing's life, an old and kind voice sounded in Lu Chenxing's ears: "Child, turn back! If you go on, not only will you not be able to reach the other side, but you will also die under the torture of old diseases." Behind you, the way back, as long as you turn back a little, you can live, you can leave this sea that has brought you endless pain and is about to take your life. Let's turn back!"

Lu Chenxing immediately laughed when he heard this voice that seemed to be an exhortation, a temptation, or a threat. Lu Chenxing said in his extremely old and weak voice: "The suffering of life has left me in a dark nothingness, wandering for endless years, not knowing whether I exist or not, and I don't know what my fate is. I can take it with ease. ”

Lu Chenxing continued: "The suffering of old age and illness has made my body old, my body is sick, and I am old and weak, and I am in pain, and I can accept it calmly. ”

Lu Chenxing continued: "Resentment will be painful, indulge in my enemies, and destroy my dignity, I can accept it calmly. The pain of love and parting makes my dear ones leave me and break my heart, and I can accept it calmly. The suffering of not being able to ask for it makes it impossible for me to ask for it, to break my faith, to destroy my self-confidence, and I can accept it calmly. ”

Lu Chenxing gathered all his strength, and suddenly shouted: "The pain of death, cutting off my life, and destroying my hope, I am not afraid." Do my way, even though I will die without regret. Practice my will, and go through thousands of catastrophes without change. Seek the way and die, although death is more than life. ”

After Lu Chenxing yelled, the strength of the whole person seemed to be drained, and he fell on top of the lonely boat, his eyes closed weakly. Lu Chenxing's consciousness also fell into the darkness, and he no longer knew anything about the outside world.