Chapter 39: Maybe This Is Providence
"Seriously Xiaobo, I suddenly feel that the gap between us is getting bigger and bigger, your wife is too rich, and my family can't be more ordinary, I feel so stressed, I'm afraid that we will ...... in the future" Have a good meal, why does she still think of this, I also take it.
Young Master Ben never thought about this, okay? This is all something to worry about in the future, what about us now? You should be together, enjoy the beauty of youth together, and enjoy the happiness of being by each other's side.
"What are you afraid of, no matter how it changes in the future, I won't change, what is there to worry about." I speak with ease.
Actually, I know what she's thinking, and I know what she's afraid of, but we can't decide a lot of things, so why bother thinking here?
Next, I took her to the amusement park, and today we will find the beauty of childhood together.
We had a great time, from the merry-go-round to the Ferris wheel, from the roller coaster to the adventurer's ride, until we were tired, we couldn't play anymore, it was getting dark, and the amusement park was about to close.
"What's next?" We were standing on the street and suddenly we didn't know what to do.
I took her fleshy little hand, and I felt a rush in my heart.
"It's getting dark, why don't you go back!" Xu Jingru said.
"How boring this is! The nightlife has just begun, so let's go back to our own homes and find our own mothers, will this be too disappointing? "I suddenly noticed the small hotel opposite, and a light flashed through my head.
I grabbed Xu Jingru and ran across the road: "Slow down, Xiaobo, watch out for the car." ”
"It's okay......"
"If you have a car, slow down......"
I stopped at the door of the small hotel, and Xu Jingru turned pale with fright from me.
"Didn't you think your life was too long, did you know how dangerous it was just now?" Xu Jingru looked at me without smiling.
I knew it was dangerous just now, a big truck, just behind Xu Jingru and me, if we were a second or two slower, it would be knocked off.
But aren't we all right now? As it turns out, we don't die so easily.
I pointed to the small hotel in front of me: "How is it, do you dare to go in?" ”
Even though I had a smile on my face and seemed to be joking, I knew each other quite a bit.
Because Li He laughed at me today, he said that I am not like a man, and I am so abrasive even to engage in a woman.
I thought about it for a while, and felt that he was quite reasonable, so I hesitated to do anything, so I stood at the door of the small hotel.
Also, because I am a man and fall in love with Xu Jingru every day, I want to her every second, this is a man's reaction, and I want to turn her into my woman too much.
Only in this way will she not leave me, because I am afraid in my heart, I am not confident, I am afraid that one day she will run away with someone else, in that way, I will go crazy, so I desperately want to possess her, only in this way can I feel grounded.
Xu Jingru's reaction also told me that she was hesitating, she was afraid, because this time was different from the previous times.
If the accident happened a few days ago because the environment was wrong, then this time, otherwise the hotel would have caught fire, otherwise she would have been dealt with by me.
"Is it really decided?" She asked me weakly.
When she asked me this, I seemed to feel empty, because I didn't know if I could still be so calm when she was really standing in front of me at a glance, and if I could really her.
"Are you afraid? Will you regret giving it to me? I asked her, if her answer was yes, then I wouldn't force it, and if we continued to date, I would be good to her.
But she shook her head, and her answer told me that she was not afraid, and that she was willing to give herself to me.
If that's the case, then I hesitated, I pulled her and ran in, opened a room, and we found the room.
I walked in front and went in first, and Xu Jingru closed the door behind me.
As soon as she closed the door, I turned around and pressed her open, and the exciting moment came, and we didn't say a word and went straight to the point.
We demanded it from each other like crazy, and she was even crazier than I was, and she made a sound that excited me.
My hands were peeling back at her, and I quickly got a glimpse of her, and it was the most complete I had ever seen her stand in front of me unobstructed, whole.
I'm stupid, it turns out that women look like this, but there may not be many people who are as good-looking as her.
She was shy and hung her down, and my fingers against her jaw lifted her head.
"I'll go wash up." She rushed into the bathroom.
Her escape made me think that she might not be mentally prepared, and I calmed down and sat outside waiting for her.
Until she washed and came out of it, only this time, she didn't wear anything after washing, so she came out, and there were still water droplets on her body, and she was even more beautiful.
She was smiling at me, as if to tell me that the time had come and that I was ready to start.
I subconsciously rushed over, picked up her smooth and walked in the direction of the bed.
She closed her eyes and accepted my judgment, and I pulled off my clothes, jumped on it, and crushed the whole of her with my soul.
"Hmm...... Ah......h
I'm excited, no one and nothing can stop me from getting her this time, I'm really excited.
I drew my sword and prepared to drive straight into the place I had always wanted to explore without any hindrance.
And then...... And then......
Xu Jingru's mobile phone rang, and the sound was so special that I didn't dare to go straight in.
"Why don't I go and see?" Xu Jingru said.
"Anyway, go ahead." I'm weak-hearted, I'm afraid that after she mentions the phone, we will be yellow again today, and now that the preparations are done, we will almost go straight in, do we have to be like the previous times?
The phone ringtone stopped, and we continued the action just now, just excited. Half of the love has receded, and I am not ready to enter for the time being, so I will play with her first.
We kissed, rolled over on the bed, and when we reached that point of unstoppability, I was ready to go straight in again.
Her phone rang again, and this time I didn't care, holding her down.
"I'd better go check it out!" She pushed me away and went to answer the phone.
I lay limply on the bed and waited for her to come back from the phone.
It's just that she didn't come back, I heard the sound of the phone falling on the ground, and then there was a clang, I bounced up from the bed and saw Xu Jingru sitting on the ground crying.
I knew something wasn't right, so I ran over and lifted her up from the ground.
"What's going on? Tell me quickly. I asked her.
She couldn't speak at all except crying and crying, and after a while, she asked me to accompany her to the hospital.
We got dressed and rushed to get dressed, but it was too late to go.
Xu Jingru's grandmother was already in the morgue, she was lying on that white bed, her whole body was covered with a white cloth, I had never seen her grandmother, but I didn't expect that the first time we met would be an eternal goodbye.
"Are you the family of the deceased?" The doctor asked us.
Xu Jingru cried so much that I nodded and said yes.
The doctor asked us to sign and told my grandmother the cause of death, a heart attack, there was no time to rescue her, and when she received the call and rushed home, she was already dying.
After we signed the papers, we were able to take the people away, and the doctor went out, leaving Xu Jingru and Xu Jingru to squat here for her.
Her cries echoed through the room, and the sound of her cries seeped into the room.
She kept blaming herself for being useless, she said that if she had come home earlier, her grandmother might not have died, and if she had been with her grandmother when she was fine, she might not even have been able to see her for the last time.
She still had a lot to say, but Grandma was gone.
Seeing her like this, I suddenly felt that I was the culprit of the whole incident.
When we came out of the amusement park, Xu Jingru offered to go home, and if I had agreed at that time, instead of dragging her to the hotel, none of this would have happened.
I don't know if Xu Jingru will blame me afterwards, the key is that I really feel panicked now!
"Okay, people can't be resurrected after death, so don't cry." I helped Xu Jingru up from the ground.
"You know what, I was brought up by my grandmother, she is my only relative in this world, and now even she is gone, and I am an orphan." Xu Jingru pushed me away, and she lay on the head of her grandmother's bed and hugged her head and cried.
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