Chapter 54: Distrust
"Maybe it's not what you see, isn't there such a sentence? Seeing that their eyes were empty, they just hugged each other, or you should ask Xu Jingru and listen to what she said! ”
Xiao Ran will always be like this, she obviously likes me, but she will never say any bad things about Xu Jingru in front of me.
If she blows more wind in my ear, the misunderstanding between me and Xu Jingru will get deeper and deeper, and finally we will break up.
And then I was heartbroken and impulsively stayed with her, wasn't that exactly what she wanted?
But Xiao Ran won't do that, she will never use any improper means to get what she wants, especially love.
"Perhaps!" I'm so lost right now that I don't really know who to trust.
At school, Xu Jingru is normal, but in private, I have found her with An Yichen more than once, and she has never mentioned these in front of me.
"Let's go back! What's the matter, you ask Xu Jingru yourself tomorrow, remember one sentence, don't sentence a person to death before you figure things out, it's unfair to that person. Xiao Ran told me very sincerely.
I understand what she meant, and I don't say that Xu Jingru really betrayed me now.
If An Yichen were replaced by any other person, I might believe it, but because that man was An Yichen, I was still willing to believe Xu Jingru.
I walked home with Xiao Ran, on the way, we talked very little, she would occasionally comfort me with a word or two, but in my opinion, any comfort is useless, now I am numb, numb to the point that I don't know what love is.
Or perhaps, is there really true love between me and Xu Jingru?
If this is love, then our love is too fragile.
Back at home, Xiao Ran and I slept separately, and since she became a bodyguard for her boss, she didn't have to go to the bar every day.
It seems that their boss is still good to her, and usually only when she encounters some major tasks or important occasions, she will let Xiao Ran keep up, and it seems that their boss also believes in Xiao Ran's strength very much.
And with this relationship, Hou Zhenyu and others have been very well-behaved recently, and they have not come to us for trouble again, which can be regarded as Xiao Ran doing a good thing invisibly.
Early the next morning, I decided to wait for Xu Jingru outside her community.
After thinking about it, I still think that I should apologize to her first, I'm a man, and I'll put up with some things.
As long as she doesn't let me be green, I'll let her do more other things, of course, if I find out that she really did anything sorry for me, the consequences are terrible, and I don't even know what I'll do.
I bought her favorite cake in advance, and in order to make her happy, I will let it out today.
I waited until she came out of the neighborhood, just the moment I saw her, my face sank, and I couldn't smile anymore.
She actually came out with An Yichen, don't tell me, they just met downstairs, how could it be such a coincidence.
Xu Jingru and An Yichen noticed me at the same time, they were both looking at me and laughing, even their expressions were exactly the same, I was embarrassed to squeeze a smile from my face, it was really hard to laugh.
Forget it, I put up with it, I'm here to apologize today, not to be mad.
Xu Jingru waved her hand to An Yichen, they separated, and she walked towards me.
"Why are you here?" She looked at me curiously, smiling, not showing that she was angry.
"Why, can't I come? Is it illegal to pick up your girlfriend to school? I continued to laugh awkwardly.
"No, I'm just asking." She saw the cake in my hand: "Wow, you are so extravagant! ”
Although she said this, I knew that she was very happy in her heart, just by looking at her little eyes.
I handed the cake to her: "Do you like it?" ”
"Well, but don't buy it next time, it's too expensive and not cost-effective." She knows that I don't have any money now, and she understands me.
It was still early, so we found a place to sit down first, helped her open the cake, and watched her fill it in her mouth one bite at a time.
"Yesterday, I'm sorry, I was too impulsive." I said, just feeling a little awkward.
Xu Jingru's face sank, because she was indeed angry yesterday, but after a night, she didn't care so much anymore.
"You were really impulsive yesterday, you shouldn't have done anything to An Yichen, it made me feel that you suddenly became so stingy, not like Wang Xiaobo I know, don't be like this in the future." Xu Jingru took my hand and said.
I know, I know she will say that, she just thinks that I am eating An Yichen's vinegar.
In a way, my behavior shows that I care about her, and perhaps she should be happy.
But on the other hand, she thinks that I am not generous enough, and I can't compare with An Yichen.
And now, I can't tell her what kind of festival I have with An Yichen, because now that I said it, she feels even more that I am framing An Yichen.
"Alright! I know it's me who is impulsive, but can you promise me not to be with An Yichen in the future, even if you live in a community, don't go home together all day, okay? "I held Xu Jingru in my arms, and suddenly I felt very afraid of losing her.
Everything was fine just now, but just a few seconds after I hugged her, she pushed me away and looked at me with a very complicated look that made me dare not laugh in front of her at this moment, as if something unusual would happen next.
"What's the matter, didn't you just say you forgave me?" My heart is empty, and Xu Jingru's unusual reaction, I am really weak.
"How do you know that I live in a community with An Yichen, how do you know?" Xu Jingru didn't seem to be joking with me at all, but more like judging me, making me feel that every word I said next was very important.
If she takes a wrong step, she may be sentenced to death.
I didn't react until now, I was too careless just now, Xu Jingru never told me that she and An Yichen lived in a community.
Moreover, An Yichen has moved in the last two days, and I have not come to Xu Jingru in the past two days, so it is impossible for me to know about this.
But just now, I said it casually, which aroused Xu Jingru's suspicions, but in the face of this problem, I can't explain it, and she shouldn't believe me.
"Tell me, how do you know, don't say it's An Yichen......" Xu Jingru asked me again, and this time she even got rid of An Yichen, that is to say, if I mention An Yichen again now, she will definitely think that I am lying to her.
"I ...... This one...... Do you believe me? "I really don't know what to say, I can't say, I'm following her!
I know what this kind of behavior means, although I didn't mean it, but in Xu Jingru's opinion, it is a great distrust, and it is a fatal blow.
"You're following me, right?" She was smart and guessed by her.
But she only guessed the result, not the process, but now it seems that it doesn't matter what the process is.
"Listen to me, things aren't what you think." I tried to reach out and pull her, but she pushed her away mercilessly.
Xu Jingru was a little afraid to face me like this, she shook her head at me in disappointment, she was going backwards step by step, she was very sad and sad.
"Wang Xiaobo, I really didn't expect that you are that kind of person, what do you take our relationship for, and what do you treat me for, is that what you treat me?" Xu Jingru kept scolding me, but how could she believe what her ears heard?
"Listen to me, it's not like this, even if I follow you, but it's definitely for your good, you should trust me." I only took two steps in the direction of Xu Jingru.
She's that big anyway, tell me not to go near her.
"I can't understand you anymore, Wang Xiaobo, what kind of person are you, maybe I should think about this carefully." Xu Jingru turned around and left in front of my eyes.
With disappointment, with my distrust, she was gone, the first time she had turned in front of me since we had been together, still with that look of disappointment.
This look seemed to be imprinted on my heart, and it made me feel extremely painful until I was insensitive.
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