When I returned to the hotel, it was already past eight o'clock, and it was completely dark outside the window. Outside the window, the north wind was blowing, and the entire northern land was enveloped in a chill.

There was a warm breeze in the hotel, and after sitting for a while, after the chill on her body subsided, Xia Qing made a gesture to the balcony and said, "I'm going to take a bath!" ”

I joked, "You see we all sleep in the same room, and our parents have seen each other, are you still embarrassed?" Why don't you get rid of my brother today! ”

"Humph! Don't you dare? Xia Qing went into the bathroom with her pajamas after speaking, in fact, although the exterior glass of the bathroom is transparent, there is still a shower curtain in the bathroom.

After getting along for a while, Xia Qing also saw that I was just talking about it and wouldn't use the kind of force on him, so she was relieved and bold to sleep in the same room with me.

I wandered around the room for a while, and when I saw that Xia Qing had begun to undress, I ran to the balcony and found a cigarette, smoking and thinking about it.

But the faint sound of water in the bathroom was still exciting, and I couldn't help but turn around and admire it several times, but in the end I restrained my animalistic thoughts.

When the summer sun was finished washing and beckoning me into the house, it was my turn to wash, and I said, "Otherwise, you can also stand on the balcony for a while, or I'll be embarrassed!" ”

"If you are willing to let me go to the balcony to blow the cold wind, then I will go!" Xia Qing smiled slyly while blowing her hair. Seeing that I was hesitating there, he said again: "Come on, who wants to look at you!" ”

Actually, I'm just joking with Xia Qing, she can watch it if she wants to, it's not a big deal. Seeing Xia Qing's righteous and awe-inspiring appearance, I went into the bathroom with my underwear and washed it.

I was washing and looking outside, but I could only see myself in the middle of the mirror, and the design of this hotel was really interesting, people on the outside wanted to see whatever they wanted, and people inside wanted to see nothing but nothing.

I can't help but regret that I was too gentleman just now, and I actually missed a bathroom spring palace scene! Although I have quietly peeked at Xia Qing through the bracelet video before, this time is different from the past, and today is a live broadcast.

Thinking of Xia Qing's beautiful body that he had seen in the bracelet, the little brother below couldn't stand the stimulation, and actually stood up stiffly...... I hurriedly turned my back, this scene didn't seem to be good if Xia Qing saw it from the outside!

By the time I came out of the shower, Xia Qing had already dried her hair, changed into pajamas, and was sitting on the bed reading a book. I don't know if it's because the temperature in the room is high, or because I just took a bath, Xia Qing's face is flushed, as if she has pounced rouge.

"How's my brother's figure?" I asked casually.

"What do you say?" Xia Qing replied in a panic, and her face turned even redder after speaking.

Xia Qing's expression and movements convinced me that she must have seen me just now. I just watched it if I wanted to, anyway, I've seen your good figure many times in the bracelet.

I saw that there were a few kinds of wine in the hotel refrigerator, so I took out a bottle of whiskey, took two glasses and shook it to Xia Qing, "Do you want to have some?" ”

Xia Qing hesitated and nodded.

"It is the best hotel in the provincial capital, this service is good, but the price is a little expensive!" I said as I poured my wine.

"It's too expensive to invite me to drink! In other words, we have known each other for so long, and there are really not many times when we are so relaxed like today. Xia Qing took a sip of wine in the glass and said.

"Actually, I used to think about what I would do if I had money. When I first graduated, I thought that I would be satisfied if I could find a job to support myself, and when I found a job, I thought that I still wanted to earn more money and be content if I could afford a car and a house. Later, when I met you, especially after I invested in moti, I had a feeling of getting rich overnight, and now money seems to have become a number for me, and I am not as sensitive as before. I said with emotion as I drank.

"You know the situation of our family, I don't seem to have thought about money since I was a child, anyway, my dad will give it to me when I have no money, and then I will give money to the card every month, and the money has been saved on the card, more and more. But my dad never asked me how I spent my money, and he always seemed to be at ease with me. So, I already knew about the kind of situation you mentioned. Xia Qing said.

"Before, I would yy what would happen if I had a million in my pocket, and what would happen if I had five million. Now I have 50 million on my card, and I don't feel like my life has changed much, except for the fact that I can live in such a nice hotel. ”

"That's the change! I used to stay in express hotels on business trips, but now I live in five-star hotels on business trips! Xia Qing said with a smile: "But congratulations, Gao Chao, you have achieved a life that many people can't get in a lifetime of struggle in advance!" ”

We clinked glasses, and the crisp sound of clinking glasses made the slightly awkward atmosphere just now a little lighter.

"Tianqing, I've always wondered, why did you want me to be your boyfriend when you first met me? I mean, on your terms, it doesn't seem necessary. "I've been thinking about this question for a long time, and I've asked Xia Qing before, but she hasn't said it.

"Say it, you won't believe it." Xia Qing said thoughtfully.

"You say, I believe." I said.

"No, only I said that it was not cost-effective, and I said that you have to say a secret in exchange."

"Okay!" I clink glasses with Xia Qing.

"It's amazing to say, I was abroad at the time, and I had a dream the night I learned that my dad was sick. I dreamed of you in my dreams. I used to dream very rarely, and even when I did, I would quickly forget it when I woke up. But on the day my father got sick, I saw you clearly in my dream, and I knew your name, so I went to look for you the next day after I returned home. After Xia Qing finished speaking, she took a sip of wine a little embarrassed, and Xia Qing looked particularly charming and cute after drinking.

"That's all?" I asked, unsatisfied.

"That's right. I dreamed of you in my dreams, so I came to you to be my boyfriend! Although it is hired! Xia Qing said.

"Why do you have to hire it?" I asked.

Listening to my question, Xia Qing paused for a long time, as if thinking about how to answer this question. After a long while, he said word by word: "I don't have confidence in feelings." ”

After listening to what Xia Qing said, I understood most of it in my heart, maybe it has something to do with my family. When she was young, her biological mother left her, and when she was a little older, she began to live alone in school, and she went abroad before finishing high school, and the whole person lacked the nourishment of family feelings, so she thought so.

"What if...... I mean, if I be your boyfriend, not hired, would you be willing? "Although the wine is bold, I still mustered up the courage to say this to Xia Qing.

Unexpectedly, Xia Qingxiao smiled and quickly replied, "Impossible." ”

I didn't expect Xia Qing to answer so simply, which was beyond my expectations, so I asked, "Why is it impossible?" ”

"What should I do with Xiaobai?" Xia Qing finished speaking word by word, then drank all the wine in the glass, took the wine bottle from my hand, and poured half a glass into her own glass.

Hearing the word Xiaobai come out of her mouth, I still felt very shocked, I haven't told anyone about Xiaobai, how could she know? Could it be that this Xiaobai was not arranged in the summer?

"Xiaobai was an accident!" I quickly explained with a red face.

"Accident?!" Xia Qing's eyebrows were raised, and she didn't look at me, her eyes stared straight at the cup and said, "There are no accidents in this world, and there are arrangements in the dark." ”

"How do you know about Xiaobai, could it be that Xiaobai was also arranged by you?" I was anxious to know the answer, I met Xiaobai by chance that day, although I felt very cool, but I was still a little uncomfortable in my heart, I was always worried that this matter would be known by Xia Qing, but I didn't expect her to know in the end.

"You don't care how I know, anyway, I just know, so you can only be my hired boyfriend, in fact, according to our agreement, the employment agreement can be terminated." Xia Qing said.

In the face of Xia Qing's aggressive gaze, my heart was in turmoil, and I had a lot to say, but I couldn't say a single one.

Xiaobai's matter is real, and there is no way to deny it. In fact, except for Xiaobai, I have a little imagination about Feng Yasong, and even once dreamed of my ex-girlfriend Lin Manxi.

I think what Feng Yasong needs is a pure and flawless relationship, and even Xiaobai may have been arranged by her to test me, but I didn't expect me to be so untested.

The atmosphere became a little awkward again, and neither of us spoke, silent. You can hear the sound of ice cubes in the wine glass rubbing against the glass, the sound of the warm wind blowing in the central air conditioner on the roof, and the cold wind whistling outside the window......

"Forget it, Gao Chao, don't think about it, I'll just say that. As I said, I'm a person who doesn't believe in feelings, and I made up my mind when I was a child, and I will never start a family in the future. I don't want to live like my parents in the future. Falling in love and separating again, I can't stand it! Xia Qing said as she finished the wine in the glass again and poured another half glass.

I still have silence. After she said Xiaobai's thing, I felt as if I had been stripped naked by Xia Qing, and there was no secret in front of her.

"Okay, don't talk about me, I told my secret, it's time for you to tell ......" Xia Qing shook the wine in her glass.

"Uh...... I'm not wearing panties! ”

"What?"

"My secret is that now I'm not wearing panties!" I said.

Xia Qing pinched her nose, raised her little pink fist on my back and hammered it while laughing: "Gao Chao, you are so annoying!" I don't like you anymore! ”

In fact, I want to tell Xia Qing about the secret of the bracelet, this secret has been hidden in my heart for a while, only I know, it is really uncomfortable. But I'm really scared that once I tell the secret about the bracelet, Xia Qing will disappear from my face like a mirror.

When I got the bracelet, I promised the old man that no matter who it was, I couldn't tell the secret of the bracelet. Even the people closest to you.

So, I thought, since Xia Qing already knows the secret about Xiaobai, my image in her heart must have become very obscene, so let the obscenity come more violently, anyway, I'm not a good person, so let's just leave it at that!

I had a faint feeling of breaking the jar in my heart, but when I heard Xia Qing say that she had no confidence in her relationship, I still felt very painful in my heart.

I don't know if she has been in a relationship or if she has ever had a beloved person in addition to her family. But at least my boyfriend, who was employed by her, made her feel emotionally unreliable again.

I want to make amends, but things have already happened, how to make amends?

I think Xia Qing must be looking forward to a promise about eternity, and at this time, I am actually the same as Xia Qing, and I am not very confident in my relationship.

I haven't even passed the Xiaobai level, so why talk about it forever?