Chapter 97: The Feast That Never Ends in the World
My heart fell to the ground with a thud, shattered to the point of dregs.
I don't know how to describe my current mood, but when I went home just now, I smelled the smell of rice while walking down the aisle, which was the smell of Xiao Ran.
I pushed the door open urgently, and the table was full of dishes, and I really thought we were going back to the way we were.
Because just now, Xiao Ran was still smiling at me and messing with me.
But now it seems that it was all a precursor to the storm, and it was all my delusion.
I was very helpless, I was very hesitant, because Xiao Ran just said something that made me seem to understand it.
How did we suddenly become like this, but before we knew it, it seemed like it was already like this.
"Xiao Ran, what did you mean just now?" I asked her again.
Xiao Ran can understand my feelings, because my reaction has already made her see it, let alone me, she was very bad this afternoon, all afternoon.
It's very difficult to make this decision, and doing so means that the only relationship between the two of us is gone, and the only bond connecting us is broken, and Xiao Ran wants to cry.
But at the same time, she had to do it, and she didn't feel good.
"I'm going to get out of the marriage, Wang Xiaobo, do you understand now?" Xiao Ran raised his voice, because the volume just now was obviously not suitable for me.
Why do I feel like she's going to cry? She brought it up, why does she look so sad now?
At this moment, we all want to laugh, but we all cry to show that we agree with the decision.
"Does it have to be this way? So anxious to get rid of me? But I still asked her cheekily, because not many people know about it, and it doesn't affect our lives, is it necessary for her to be in such a hurry?
"That's right! You're all single, I'm still single, of course I'm in a hurry! Xiao Ran looked at me with a wry smile, she said she was in a hurry, but I didn't believe it, she had never been the kind of person who hated to marry.
"I guess there's another reason!" I don't know why, I've been pestering her, knowing that sooner or later I have to take this step, why do I have to pursue so much?
And now Xiao Ran has taken the initiative to withdraw from the marriage, isn't it a good thing for me?
In this way, I have a greater chance of being with Xu Jingru, which is equivalent to fulfilling me.
Wait, isn't she sacrificing herself for the sake of fulfilling me?
I suddenly seemed to react, I couldn't continue to play stupid, and I couldn't let her continue to sacrifice for me.
"Xiao Ran, you tell me the truth, do you know about me and Xu Jingru, so you want to fulfill me, right? That's why you proposed to withdraw from the marriage, and you never mentioned half a word before? "I looked at me seriously and hoped she wouldn't dodge my questions.
Oh, yes! In the past, even Xiao Ran herself had illusions in her heart, and she even wondered if she would be the last woman to stand by my side with the support of her parents, but now, she was about to give up before she tried, and she was tired.
"No, I'm all for myself, believe it or not." Xiao Ran insisted that she was for herself, but this reason was the same as the reason why the wolf came, so how could I believe her.
"Really? Let's go! Now that you've decided, I don't care, whatever you want, you're happy. "I can't convince her, and I can't force her to do anything.
And I can't give her the happiness she wants, what else can I do, what else can I do besides letting go?
"Good, preferably so." Xiao Ran nodded stiffly, she continued to pick up the bowl of rice in front of her, but unfortunately it was already cold, and she didn't seem to notice it.
She didn't even know that she had the chopsticks reversed, and she was still eating there with relish, but unfortunately she didn't eat a bite of food.
She is like a robot, just caring about feeding food in her mouth, and there is no expression at all, which makes people sad to watch.
But I can't say anything, let alone say something coaxing, and we may be doomed to a tragedy.
After eating, we seem to have returned to our daily routine, she washes dishes and cleans, I watch TV and play with my mobile phone, and occasionally receives a message from Xu Jingru; She said she was bored right now and wanted someone to talk to, and I spent the whole night chatting with her about things that had no content, until we were tired and tired, and we both slept.
The next morning, Xiao Ran and I were strangers, we would greet each other when we met, but it was a particularly official way, and the atmosphere was particularly awkward, so it usually didn't last long, and we would be separated immediately, but there was a feeling of reluctance in my heart.
I went to Xu Jingru's house very early, she was inconvenient, I helped her pack her schoolbag, take things, help her out of the community, help her buy breakfast, and do whatever I could.
And I'm more positive than ever, in Xu Jingru's words, I'm too reactive today, and my words are that it seems that only by keeping busy like this will I not think about those terrible things.
"Xiaobo, are you in trouble again?" Xu Jingru now always feels that I have something to carry on her back.
The whole person is suspicious, but I really have something, but this time I don't plan to hide it from her, I believe she will be happy to hear it.
Xiao Ran said that she would take the initiative to withdraw from the marriage. I said it, I was in a bad mood or not, and I said it in a bad tone.
Xu Jingru looked at me for a few seconds, and she couldn't tell whether she was happy or surprised.
"Xiao Ran really said that?" She asked me.
"yes, I think she'll be looking for my parents soon." I say.
"Isn't this too aggrieved Xiao Ran, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have to ......" Xu Jingru was in front of me, still looking very considerate of Xiao Ran, but what about in private?
Maybe she should be happy, that's what she expected.
"It doesn't matter, there's no love between us anyway, do we? This is the best, maybe Xiao Ran has long wanted to withdraw from the marriage! I said in a low voice.
Then I walked slowly to school with Xu Jingru, maybe in the future, I should really be good to Xu Jingru wholeheartedly.
Or maybe my special feeling for Xiao Ran is not love but dependence, because since she appeared, she has helped me change a lot of things, chasing Xu Jingru for two years has not arrived, she came, and the goddess also caught up.
A lot of things have been perfected because of her, maybe I'm just used to it.
I try to comfort myself not to think about it, only then can my heart feel better.
"Xiaobo, look, isn't that Xiao Ran and Li He?" Xu Jingru pointed to the distance in surprise.
I also recognized it, it was indeed Li He and Xiao Ran, they walked together early in the morning, this is not occasional, I have a trace of jealousy in my heart, I want to replace Li He next to Xiao Ran with me.
"Maybe that's why Xiao Ran quit the marriage, she was moved by Li He." Xu Jingru sweetly took my hand, just like I touched Xu Jingru.
Seeing Xiao Ran walking with Li He, coupled with what Xiao Ran said last night, she was thinking about her, not me, maybe this was really the reason for her consideration.
I should bless them, bless them, good friends and good brothers walk together, isn't that a good thing for me?
"Let's go!" I patted Xu Jingru and we continued to walk towards the school.
Just at the school gate, the four of us bumped into each other.
Xiao Ran said she went in first, Xu Jingru said Xiao Ran, I will accompany you, and they just left, leaving me and Li He standing at the school gate.
"Let's go! Could it be that you want to be a door god! Li He suddenly stopped laughing, and patted his hand on me.
"How glorious the door god is, not everyone can be it." I joked with him, too.
But the next second, I was serious: "Xiao Ran told me last night that she was going to withdraw from the marriage, do you know?" ”
"I don't know, that's what she said?" Li He shook his head.
"Yes, she's determined." I say.
"And what do you think?" Li He looked at me worriedly.
"What can I do, of course I agree! That's exactly what I want, isn't it? I patted Lee Hyuk on the shoulder indifferently.
Because I care about our brotherhood, because I don't want Li He to think that I like Xiao Ran at the same time as I am with Xu Jingru, because I will always remember what I said to Li He at that time, I will not rob Xiao Ran with him.
"yes, so I have a chance?" Li He seemed to understand something.
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