Chapter 106: Succeeding Others, Pitting Yourself
I don't know exactly what Xiao Ran went through, but I'm sure it's not easy.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have hugged me and cried as soon as she got home, which she wouldn't normally do.
Besides, when she came back just now, I also found that she was in a trance, and the clothes on her body were a little messy, but I couldn't figure it out, wasn't she with Li He? How could it be like this.
Of course, I'm embarrassed to ask her, after all, this is a matter between their lovers, even if something really happens to them, it's not my business, it's just why does she cry?
I didn't know how to comfort her, so I could only let her cry in my arms, and my hand would be patted on her back a few times from time to time, and it took about ten minutes for her to gradually get better, but she had no intention of leaving my arms.
Actually, I also like this feeling, and being close to Xiao Ran makes me feel very excited, if I can, it's okay to keep this action all night.
"Now can you tell me what's going on?" I still asked, because she is much better now, and I think it's better to tell me something, don't keep it in your heart.
Xiao Ran looked at me in confusion, she didn't know whether to tell me or not, but she was really uncomfortable in her heart.
"Can you have a few drinks with me?" Xiao Ran wanted to drink with me, but she couldn't drink in the first place!
It seems that the matter is really serious, I consciously went to get the wine, anyway, this is also at home, drink too much and go to sleep!
As soon as I poured the wine, Xiao Ran drank it happily.
I really convince her, and I don't know who I learned from, and she drinks so fiercely.
"You slow down, no one will rob you, I have so much wine in my house that you can't finish it in a year." I wanted to snatch the glass from her hand.
But she didn't give me a chance at all, and she held a wine glass in one hand and a wine bottle in the other, and poured it directly after drinking, as if nothing happened to me.
In today's day, I have witnessed two people who borrowed wine to drown their sorrows, first Li He and now Xiao Ran.
After a whole bottle of wine, Xiao Ran had already begun to faint.
"Wang Xiaobo, do you think I did something wrong?" Xiao Ran pointed at me with her finger, and her whole body was shaking.
"Why do you say that?" I asked her.
"In order to fulfill you and Xu Jingru, and because Li He has always liked me, I have been thinking about whether if I am with Li He, it will be equivalent to fulfilling all of us." Xiao Ran pursed his lips.
Then she continued: "But every time I am with Li He, he wants to do something with me, like other normal couples, every time I feel so embarrassed and uncomfortable, and then I want to run away." ”
Xiao Ran took another sip, I didn't interrupt her, I want to listen to her true thoughts today.
"But my reaction made Lee Hyuk unhappy, I hurt him deeply, and now we are all in pain, just now, when I was pressed by Lee Hyuk in the chair, I pushed him away again and ran away......"
As she spoke, the tears in Xiao Ran's eyes fell again, and in order to hide her sadness, she drank another glass of wine.
If it weren't for listening to Xiao Ran talk so much tonight, I really don't know how bitter she was in her heart.
In order to make everyone's life better, she would rather sacrifice herself, but she never thought that two people who had no feelings would have problems sooner or later, just like she is now with Li He.
I even felt like it was all my problem because of my selfishness and I hurt someone who loved me.
"Xiao Ran, if you really feel uncomfortable, just make it clear to Li He! Cut the mess with a quick knife, so that you feel good, and Li He will feel good too. I said.
Xiao Ran looked at me seriously, and she smiled: "Explain clearly? Anyway, it's as simple as you say. ”
It's really not that simple, maybe Xiao Ran will break up with Li He sooner or later, maybe she also has a little bit of use in addition to fulfilling Li He.
She wanted to wait until after the marriage contract was over before telling Li He, in this case, there would be nothing to do at that time.
Or maybe if she contacts Li He again, she will slowly like him, isn't there a feeling called long-lasting love?
"But if you continue to be with Li He, it will be painful, won't it? Why don't I speak for you? "I really thought about it, even if I offend Li He in the end and it will affect our brotherhood, I have to do it, because I don't want to see Xiao Ran uncomfortable.
"No, don't help me, it's self-defeating." Xiao Ran didn't let me interfere, she wanted to deal with it herself.
Okay, I respect her choice, but I won't really sit idly by, if she is still in such pain, I will definitely make a decision for her, but at that time, the relationship between me and Li He may be stiff.
Tonight, I have been drinking and chatting with Xiao Ran, and in the end, she simply fell asleep on the table.
I helped her to the bed, helped her cover the quilt and came out of her bedroom, and saw the messy living room, and my heart was numb.
Speaking of which, it was I who hurt Xiao Ran, if it weren't for me, she might still be a very innocent and happy girl.
The next morning, I woke up and was back to normal.
I don't know if Xiao Ran still remembers what he said last night? It's just that I think she was a little embarrassed to see me again this morning, but she didn't bring it up.
After cleaning up, the two of us went out together, but we didn't see Li He outside the community.
If it was usual, he would definitely dress himself up very handsomely, and then stand outside with flowers in his hand, but he suddenly didn't come this morning, which made people feel quite unaccustomed.
The expression on Xiao Ran's face, I couldn't tell whether it was loss or what, in short, it didn't feel good.
So I didn't pick up Xu Jingru this morning, but accompanied Xiao Ran to school with her, and on the way, we didn't talk much.
It's just that at the school gate, Xiao Ran and I walked in the middle, Xu Jingru came from the left-hand side, and Li He came from the right-hand side, until the four of us gathered together, and the atmosphere became awkward in an instant.
Neither spoke, and no one knew what was going on in the other's mind.
A few seconds later, Xu Jingru grabbed my arm and dragged me in the direction of the classroom.
Li He and Xiao Ran were still in place: "Early." Xiao Ran said unnaturally.
Li He nodded: "Morning." Responded to Xiao Ran.
Then there was no more, and the two of them walked towards the school at a speed that was neither fast nor slow.
At this time, I was being interrogated by Xu Jingru: "Say, why didn't you come to pick me up this morning, why did you change your hexagram temporarily?" ”
In fact, she saw it all, I didn't pick her up because I was with Xiao Ran, but she just wanted me to say it in person.
"There's a reason for that, and besides, can you be gentle, it's at school, please save me some face, okay?" I looked at Xu Jingru speechlessly.
She also found that there were really a lot of people pointing fingers behind my back, and that was what made me go.
"Then why?" She forced me to breathe.
Of course I have to make it clear! I still understand Xu Jingru's temper, if I don't make it clear today, she will definitely quarrel with me again, and the recent quarrel with her has made my head bigger.
"It's not because of Li He and Xiao Ran, they quarreled last night...... "Then I told me a rough story about what happened last night, Xu Jingru is also a person who understands things, and she didn't lose her temper anymore after she understood.
Instead, he was worried: "How long have they been together!" Why did they quarrel? ”
"I don't know, it should be normal! Aren't we arguing too? "I said twice.
"Can it be the same? Let's quarrel, but we won't have a cold war! I think you have time to persuade Xiao Ran, it's really not easy to meet a good man like Li He. "Xu Jingru actually praised Li He in front of me as a good man.
And she said a lot of good things, and I began to wonder if there was something wrong with my ears, otherwise how could I hear them from her mouth.
Besides, it's not that she doesn't know that Li He has been targeting her, and she has never said good things about Li He, is it because I missed something?
"You don't have to worry about other people's affairs, take care of yourself!" I tapped her on the shoulder, and we went into the classroom together.
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