Why did my heart feel like it was going to be torn apart when I heard Xu Jingru call my name?

I love her, don't I? For her sake, I could not even take my life.

But now, why are we like this, and why is it all this?

I didn't make a sound, I didn't respond, and I left her awkwardly cold.

At this time, An Yichen laughed, and he looked at me with a mocking look.

"Wang Xiaobo, I thought you were so capable, I didn't expect a similar earring to defeat you, I really overestimated you." An Yichen was particularly disdainful, and when he spoke, he took out a handful of things from his pants bag, and spread out his hands to see that all of them were earrings that were exactly the same as Xu Jingru.

He actually has so much, this, this is also afraid.

He threw it all to the ground: "So you, that's it." ”

Faced with such An Yichen, I was a little confused, because I couldn't understand why he did this.

Could it really be that I wronged Xu Jingru, and was all this designed by An Yichen?

But if it's really him, then why is he talking about it now, doesn't he think it's a lot of it?

And just when I was puzzled, Xu Jingru walked over to me.

"Xiaobo, I really didn't lie to you, please believe me." Xu Jingru said.

"Then why did An Yichen have to explain again just now, if my guess is correct, you have looked for him, right?" I'm not stupid.

Xu Jingru nodded, and she admitted.

"That's right, but he took the initiative to find me, after you left yesterday, he appeared, I begged him to explain clearly, don't talk nonsense, he asked me to kneel for him, he humiliated me fiercely in the park, but I didn't expect that he really talked and explained, so, Xiaobo, can you forgive me? I really didn't betray you, I didn't betray our feelings. Xu Jingru looked at her pleading.

Is that really the case? Did she really kneel down for An Yichen in order not to misunderstand me and suffer a lot of grievances?

My heart suddenly faltered, and I even felt that it was all my fault, maybe I really wronged her, and I caused her to suffer so many grievances.

But because there are so many things that have happened in the past few days, at this moment, I really don't know how to respond to her, and I don't know how to forgive her.

So I chose to be silent and turned away without saying a word.

Xu Jingru didn't know if An Yichen's explanation just now was useful, so she was very afraid, she was really afraid that she would pay so much and finally save my heart.

We all returned to the classroom, and as soon as I walked to the door of the classroom, I found that the seat that originally belonged to An Yichen had been changed.

was replaced by a girl, and An Yichen went to sit somewhere else.

Wouldn't this be too weird, is this to avoid suspicion, don't you want me to misunderstand?

Of course, I didn't think much of it, and it didn't seem to have much to do with me.

For several days, I ignored Xu Jingru, and sometimes she couldn't help but come over to talk to me, but my attitude has always been very indifferent.

Actually, it's not that I don't want to pay attention to her, it's just that I don't know how to face it, so I choose to avoid it.

She didn't deliberately pester me, and we were at peace with each other, but everyone was in pain.

These days, I've been with Lee Hyuk a lot, either on the way to the bar or drinking in the bar.

On the one hand, it was because of depression, and on the other hand, it was because of Xiao Ran's concern.

She would go out every night these days, and I would find a place with Li He to squat, and from time to time I would receive a text message to report to us what Xiao Ran was doing.

If she is safe, I will relax with Li He for a while, and if there is something, we will command someone to help, and if it can't be done, we will go in person.

Of course, at the moment, there is nothing to do.

"What is the situation between you and Xu Jingru now, and you plan to keep a stalemate?" While drinking at the bar, Li He asked me.

"Didn't think about it." I didn't know what to do.

Continuing to be together, I always feel weird in my heart, breaking up, I am reluctant, I don't know how to choose, I just don't do anything.

"Seeing you like this, I don't know how to comfort you, let it be!" Li He said.

I think so too, let's do this now, and I'll help Xiao Ran get her things done recently.

And then my mom and dad should come back too, and there's a lot going on.

After sitting in the bar with Li He for a while, I went home, but as soon as I got home, I received a call from Xu Jingru.

Her voice was slurred, and it felt like she was talking in a sleep.

It seems that she is sick, and no one cares about her at home alone, and she says a lot of strange things on the phone, and I am also misty when I hear it.

Then her phone seemed to fall to the ground, but it never hung up.

I didn't know whether to go to see her or not, and I was afraid that I would be embarrassed to meet.

But it seems to be quite serious, she kept coughing, tangled for a long time, and I still went.

When I arrived at her house, I saw her lying alone on the bed, and the house was in chaos, I really don't know how she came over these days.

Usually she is a very hygienic person, and she can't get used to seeing a little gray at home, but now?

So when I saw all this, my heart really hurt.

"How's it going?" I put my hand on her forehead, ouch I'll go, it's so hot!

She collapsed on the bed in a daze, her eyes kept closed, and her mouth kept saying that she was so uncomfortable, maybe she didn't know I was coming.

Looking at her situation, it is not okay not to send her to the hospital, otherwise she will have to burn out.

I sent her to the hospital, and the doctor said it was just a common cold, but she had been fighting it, and she didn't take medicine, and it was serious.

Prescribe some medicine, and then infuse it, and the fever will go away without a quick fever.

I stayed with her in the hospital until she slowly got better, and then she realized that I had been taking care of her.

She rested her head on my shoulder and looked very happy.

"Xiaobo, I knew you wouldn't leave me alone." She said.

Who has made me soft-hearted? As soon as I saw that something was wrong with her, I couldn't help but want to care.

Besides, she doesn't have any relatives now, and her only grandmother is gone, how lonely she should be when no one is around.

In this case, if I don't help her, who else can help her?

Sometimes it's quite pitiful to think about her life experience, but sometimes the things she does are quite chilling.

So when facing Xu Jingru, I am always conflicted.

On the one hand, I really want to forgive her, but on the other hand, I don't know how to forgive, I don't know how to do it, so that we can go back to the way before.

"Are you better? Drink water? I'm going to pour it for you? I asked.

"I don't want to drink anything, I just want to rely on you." She was close to me.

She's sick, and when she's vulnerable, I can't push her away.

Next, Xu Jingru told me a lot, and told me all the things she did, and I don't know if it's true.

Those good and bad, how An Yichen used her, she spoke very profoundly, and I was boiling when I heard it, I felt that she was so pitiful, how could she be deceived.

She begged me to forgive her, she just wanted to be with me and hope that we would all be okay in the future.

She doesn't sit with An Yichen now, she will stay away from him in the future, and she won't believe his words anymore, Xu Jingru really wants to be with me, and she has never done anything sorry for me.

In short, she said a lot, every word, every word, it sounded so touching, so touched that I really wanted to forgive her immediately.

As she spoke, I was thinking that maybe I should give her a chance, and now it turns out that she didn't do anything to embarrass me, did she?

In the face of her pity, in the face of this goddess leaning on my shoulder, I once again chose to forgive.

But I swear, this is the last time, and if one day, I find out that there is something like this, I will never believe it again.

Xu Jingru heard me say that she had forgiven her, she was very happy, she had never been excited, and she felt that her illness was more than half better at this moment.

"Bo, thank you, I knew you were the best." She kissed me on the cheek.

It's a familiar taste, but I don't feel half of the beauty now, although I choose to forgive, but I still feel weird in my heart, and I can't say it.

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