In fact, Feng Zhirong is not in a hurry, after all, there are at least five years before she gets married - five years is enough to cultivate a relationship.

In this era when marriage is not free, it is rare to be able to marry someone you know in the future, and it is extremely lucky to be able to marry an excellent person. And King Jing's temperament is quite calm, and those outstanding achievements that he has earned personally also show that he is not an extraordinary person, and he does not look bad, and he seems to be a normal person at present, sometimes Feng Zhirong thinks of this marriage, and for a while he really feels that he has picked up a treasure!

But even if you have a good start in everything, you have to rely on your own efforts in the future.

After all, her soul is not a woman of this era, and she can't tolerate sharing a man with other women—not to mention that she was caught in it in her previous life because her mind was too simple, which finally led to that crucial stage accident, and she still blames the shock and depression she suffered in the past, and even ended her life involuntarily in the end, and naturally she is extremely disgusted by the situation of a group of wives and concubines around men.

Sometimes, she saw her father occasionally sleeping on Chaomei's side, and even felt disgusted with him—even if he was very indulgent to her.

Speaking of herself, she was indeed attracted by King Jing's eyes when she first looked into him, but she knew that if there was no opportunity to continue to get along, such excitement would gradually subside...... So she also thinks that from now on in the next five years, or even in the future, she will work hard to cultivate each other's feelings, at least so that each other can have each other in their hearts, so that they can last a long time - she does not expect King Jing to be moved by her heart or fall in love with her as soon as possible, but she wants King Jing to know her heart, so that she may be able to avoid the calamity derived from emotions again.

She asked herself, she couldn't accept a person she didn't love into her life, let alone be united with each other, although she didn't know what King Jing thought and what men thought, but she would rather be single forever than settle.

Now...... Although it is still five years away from her and Lu, if the two are always separated, she is not sure that she can know or even cherish King Jing. In the current situation, although she is willing to let go of her past and try to open up to him, if she does not have the opportunity to take the initiative, then even the strongest determination is in vain.

Due to various constraints, she is still a child who cannot decide where she wants to go and where she wants to go. In this way, will five years be too hasty? He...... Is King Jing willing to wait? - And will she be able to achieve her goals?

Feng Zhirong, who did not have such a long experience in her previous life, occasionally thought about these things in a daze after she started talking with King Jing in this small humble courtyard.

She knows that there is love at first sight, and she has seen the long-lasting relationship, and she is sure that she can achieve a fully loyal love, but can the other party also drink it for a lifetime?

Although she hadn't seen how other people's homes were, a few days ago, when she heard Tang Ranyan talk about the conflict between herself and her aunt, she could also imagine that the Feng Mansion was so harmonious, maybe it was an outlier in this era - and whether it was looking at the gossip media in later generations or listening to the emotional discussions of relatives and friends around her, she didn't dare to hold such a dreamy idea.

After all, people's hearts are uncertain, and people's emotions also need to work together to feed each other, and the so-called emotional management is not simply a happy game that can be once and for all by relying on a momentary impulse and love.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel a little sad.

In her previous life, didn't she have to worry about it? Why did it end up like that?

She does have the ability to see through a person's eyes and expressions to know what the other person is thinking, and she can rely on all her skills to use some twists and turns to lure others to the position she wants, but she can't decide whether a person's heart can completely stay on another person.

And if you say this to others, it will make people feel strange and even deviant, after all, it is very common to take concubines these days, and there are even regulations in the law of Daye that clearly stipulate how many concubines can be accepted by officials of those ranks, which can be regarded as a fair declaration of the legitimacy of monogamy and multiple concubines.

Even the Feng family is upright, except for her father, the male elders and her siblings only have one wife, and there are no maids in the connecting room, but in the final analysis, it is because the Feng family is from a poor family, the men of the Feng family are all focused on work, and Feng Zhirong's siblings are still young, so they have not encountered these things.

It's just that the maids who usually have a room in a big family have not seen one in the Feng family......

Thinking about it this way, are the people of the Feng family really a special case in contemporary times?

Feng Zhirong couldn't help but think further, what about her grandfather Feng Xu? Feng Xu was reused by the first emperor at that time, although he was treated coldly for a while because of the affairs of King Miao's mansion, but Feng Xu had a very high position in the court, could it be that he never moved the idea of taking a concubine?

Feng Zhirong suddenly remembered her grandmother in this life.

Feng Zhirong's grandmother did not live in the Feng Mansion in this life, and she overheard the people in the family mention that her grandmother Jing Yimu had quarreled with Feng Xu since the death of her eldest son Feng Zhenghui in battle—on the surface, but it is said that the actual situation was that Mrs. Feng had unilaterally beaten Feng Xu—and then took a few mothers-in-law and maids to her mother's house to buy a small house to live in with the money from Mrs. Command, and never returned.

Although Feng Xu asks his eldest daughter-in-law Cao Zhongyu to send someone to pick people up before the New Year's Festival every year, it seems that only the time he was born, his grandmother sent a letter saying that she wanted to raise her children well, and the rest did not say anything as usual.

Come to think of it, my grandmother is not only a powerful person, but also very stubborn...... Maybe it's still very fierce, so it didn't make my grandfather have the idea of wanting to take a concubine, right?

Feng Zhirong couldn't help frowning, she couldn't learn her grandmother's temperament—and she only thought about being good to the person she was going to be with for the rest of her life, and she couldn't do anything like her grandmother.

After reorganizing this series of cranky thoughts—or rather, thinking about the future—Feng Zhirong only felt that it was really not easy to live in this era according to her own temperament.

Although she was reincarnated in the open, rather than resurrecting her soul through a corpse, it is fair to say that she has also experienced ten years of baptism of contemporary values, but many unacceptable things are still unacceptable, and there is no compromise at all.

For example, she can compromise when she has a maid to take care of her when she bathes, and a nurse or maid to guard her when she sleeps, but she can't do it, she can only run and jump and exercise according to everyone's beautiful standards, and she can't have a group of husbands and concubines who can accept the future, and have a full heart.

A few years ago, she thought in the worst direction, if her future husband was a big carrot, then she would have to break off with her husband regardless of it, and would rather cut off her own way and leave the house than see her man enter and leave other women's doors.