Li Yuejiao still had tears on her face, although she didn't understand why Chen Sanniang wanted to say this to herself, but curiosity replaced some sadness, which made her not want to cry so much.

Chen Sanniang continued slowly: "I was thrown into Shantang when I was born, without a father or mother, when I was five years old, Shantang caught fire, and many people were burned to death. Every day is a non-stop training, killing people with knives, killing animals first, and then killing people."

She talks about the experience with a blank face, occasionally emphasizing details.

"Animals, if they don't have joy, anger or sorrow, they will grab food when they are hungry, and if they can't grab it, they will not have enough to eat, and if they have no strength to train naturally, they will be killed. I'm lucky to have been alive all the time. The lady said that the name of the female animal was ugly, but as long as she lived, what if she lived as an animal? It wasn't until I was nine years old that I was chosen by him, and it was the first time I put on my clothes and ate a bowl of japonica rice quietly. In the middle of eating, he came in, and when he saw that I was taking care of the food, he was not only angry, but he also had two pieces of dim sum added to me, a peach blossom dim sum, which was very sweet."

Chen Sanniang said, looking at Li Yuejiao: "Madame knows that those two pieces of dim sum are in the stomach, what am I thinking?"

Li Yuejiao felt sorry for Chen Sanniang in her heart, wiped her tears and shook her head, shook her head, and did not speak.

She suddenly felt that compared to Chen Sanniang's experience, her experience was not bad.

At least, she, her father, and Xue Zhen are still alive.

"I think I'm going to die for this man from now on. No, he let me live when I was born, and I will be angry immediately if he lets me die," Chen Sanniang asked Li Yuejiao, "Madam, isn't my idea funny? A girl who has been raised as an animal since she was a child, only has one rotten life in her own hands, but for a bowl of porridge, two pieces of snacks, and even the last little thing, she easily handed it over."

Li Yuejiao sat down a little, hugged Chen Sanniang's arm, and comforted in a low voice:

"No one's life is rotten, and your thoughts aren't funny."

Chen Sanniang didn't laugh at her innocence anymore, but said indifferently:

"In the past fourteen years, he has become more and more stable, and I have touched the face of Lord Yama several times for him between life and death, and he is still alive. He also said that I was his benefactor, and that no one in the house would dare to bully me, and that I could go in and out of his study, give him advice, and do all the dirty things for him. I feel that God won't let me die because he still needs me, my life is him, and if he doesn't die, I won't die.

"When he married and had children, I was really happy for him, and my wife may not believe him, but I never had a relationship between men and women for him, and I sincerely respected him, so I also respected the king...... Reverence for his wife. I saved him with my life, and I will save his wife and children with my life. But...... The year before last, in the middle of the first month, when I was working in his study, he got drunk, broke in, and then hugged me and called my name......

Li Yuejiao gasped.

Chen Sanniang's always calm face flashed with self-deprecating confusion:

"I should have pushed him away, but I'm a, and even if he reuses me, I'll always know where I am. Does the lady know what happens to a woman who refuses her master's request? It will be divided by five horses. I don't know what my fate would have been if I pushed him away, but I was so scared that I didn't dare gamble with my life. I wanted to die for him, for his family, but I couldn't, I didn't want to die for something like this, and I was scared to live that day, as I did every time when I was a child."

Her expression was distorted by pain, and Li Yuejiao could feel her trembling slightly.

"Then he woke up, and the first thing he said was...... "Why are you?" Chen Sanniang tried to calm down, "I will always remember the look on his face as if he had encountered something dirty. Oh, then his wife made a big fuss, saying that my little female animal dared to seduce her husband......

"I was locked up in a cage by his wife, and if it weren't for a maid in the house who befriended me, I'm afraid I'd be dead. The people in the house, his guards, servants, and servants all said that I was shameless and fell in love with the master's family, so I ended up like this. I've been in the cage for too long, and I have the illusion that I really like him and really want to seduce him, so I don't push him away."

"No......" Li Yuejiao wanted to interrupt

She blamed herself, but Chen Sanniang didn't seem to hear it, just looked at the candle flame, and continued:

"After about three months, he came, and not only let me out, but also kept me in another courtyard for three months, and healed my wounds, and then his wife took charge of me as a concubine. After another two months, he handed me over to a merchant, and ten days later I was sent to the palace of the general of Zhenbei. Madame will know what happened next."

Li Yuejiao was so sad that she couldn't cry anymore, she just looked at her calm side face and a little sad eyes, and suddenly raised her hand to hug Chen Sanniang's face and let her look at herself:

"No, Mrs. Chen, you can't like that man."

"What?" Chen Sanniang has been trained since she was a child, and she is most taboo for others to touch her suddenly, but at this moment, because of Li Yuejiao's sudden movements, her back is straight, and the whole person is in a state of wanting to attack people.

Fortunately, I held back.

Li Yuejiao didn't understand her body language, she only looked into her eyes and persuaded seriously: "How can a person like a person who humiliates himself, tramples on himself, and sends himself out? Chen Niangzi, you are not an animal, you are a human being, we are the same, we are all human."

When she said this, she suddenly stopped, thinking about whether she was saying this to Chen Sanniang or to herself.

In just a moment, she drove the superfluous sorrow out of her mind, and only said categorically:

"You won't like him, he's not a good person, he's not worthy of your liking."

Chen Sanniang stared at her eyes for a long time, and her tense body gradually relaxed. new

No one had ever said such things to her, and she had long been accustomed to self-contempt and contempt from others.

So even after going through those things, she was still in Dazhao, conscientiously doing what the man needed him to do.

But today, this strange and familiar little lady, instead of thinking her horrible and contemptible because of her experience, spoke to her like this.

And before, it was this little lady who saved her life.

She laughed out loud for some reason and asked:

"Doesn't Madame hate me? Xue Zhen used me to anger you, and he did anger you."

Li Yuejiao let go of her face, thought seriously for a moment, nodded and said:

"At first, I was very upset, I hated you a little, but more importantly, I hated Shiko. You are the woman who someone else gave him, do you have a choice? If he doesn't want it, if he doesn't want to, just refuse it on the spot. He is the one who is wrong, so why should I be angry with you?"

As she spoke, she sighed and continued, "Later, when Shizi said that the child was not his, I thought of other possibilities, and I was disgusted and angry with him at that time. Therefore, when I see you in Anhua County again, I only think you are pitiful, but I feel hateful when I listen to you, and I hate it very much to live like a hedgehog for a man. As the old saying goes, if you are ruthless, I will leave, if I were you, that child would not want it, just send away a bowl of fetal pills. You have the ability, where can you flee to live? He Zheng Guo is not as good as Dazhao now."

Chen Sanniang didn't want Li Yuejiao's seemingly soft and weak little girl to be able to say such a thing, so she was stunned for a long time before muttering:

"I really didn't like my wife at that time, I think you and his wife are the same, you say it well, and when something happens, you just blindly defend your husband, and I think it's all me......

She wanted to speak, but she stopped.

Li Yuejiao sighed: "That lady is also quite pitiful...... It's that man who's so bad."

She said, sniffing in, and taking a deep breath: "I know that Mrs. Chen said these words to comfort me. Now that the people I want to save are alive and well, I shouldn't be breathless."

After that, she opened the food box, took out the bowl of red dates and japonica rice porridge, and decided to eat well.

Chen Sanniang didn't want her to misunderstand the original intention of her words, so she hurriedly said:

"Madam, I am telling you where I came from to make it clear that the prince is not sorry for you. Xue Zhen is very good, do you know what the first thing he said to me was? "If you want to give birth, raise a baby here, if you don't want to give birth, I can find you a good doctor." 」

Li Yuejiao's hand holding the spoon paused, and then continued to drink porridge in small sips.

"Yes, he has always been very kind and kind to others." She mumbled.

Chen Sanniang didn't know about the two of them's heart disease, so she only solemnly said to Li Yuejiao:

"Madam, I don't know why he used me and the child to lie to you and be angry with you, and I don't know why my master thinks that your relationship is not good, maybe he played it for others. But before I met you, I didn't believe that there are people in the world who are in high positions and can be kind and naïve. This time things are dangerous, you can all fight for each other's lives, then what else in the world can hurt you, he will be safe, and you will be healthy and happy."

Li Yuejiao couldn't drink the porridge anymore, pinched the spoon, hesitated at the corner of her mouth for a moment, wow, and cried more than before.

Yes, he can fight for his life, but what she hates is that he is so capricious.

And now, the capricious man is in the next room, still not waking up.

Men other than her father are not good things! Li Yuejiao thought indignantly.

Chen Sanniang's facial features were all pinched together.

Is she too bad at coaxing people?

Why do you cry more and more coaxing?

"Ma'am, am I wrong? Otherwise, or ......" Chen Sanniang was a little anxious, and suddenly remembered what Li Yuejiao had said before when she scolded Governor Jiang, so she simply slapped her thigh and whispered, "Otherwise, I'll go and get rid of that surname Jiang and vent my anger to Madame."

Li Yuejiao held her mouth and looked at her while crying: "It's ...... There's no need to kill, I just want to know why he did so much."

Chen Sanniang smiled: "Madame, don't worry, give me two days, I will keep even how many grains of rice the surnamed Jiang has eaten, and I can find out clearly."