"You...... Call me what? ”

"Little ...... Auntie ......"

"Hmph, even if you kid changes his words quickly, or I'll add two more holes to you......"

Li Meng smiled coldly, tilted her chin at me, and asked again, "Little Liuzi, do you still want to run?" ”

"Of course," I nodded reluctantly, "Daoist Mao said let me run until eleven o'clock tonight, one minute and one second, it's not eleven o......'clock."

"Can you still run?" Li Meng asked with a smile again.

I smiled ashamedly and replied, "Aren't you talking nonsense?" I can't even stand up now...... It's hard to even speak......"

How do I know that after I said this, Li Meng shook her head with a smile and said, "That's not good, it's still a little bit ......."

"What? What's a little bit of it? ”

I asked, but saw that Li Meng didn't pay attention to me, but after squatting down, he took out a yellow silk about two meters long from the magic bag on his waist, and after spreading the yellow silk on the ground, Li Meng bit the index finger of his right hand between his hands, and then began to write a spell on the yellow silk with his own blood......

However, the mantras written by Li Meng are extremely strange, not like the daily mantras used by Taoists, let alone the Manchu used in shamanism, and even more like drawing strange patterns than incantations......

While 'drawing' on the yellow silk, Li Meng said to me without raising her head: "Little Liuzi, sing me a song......

Hearing this, I was surprised and asked, "I can't even speak, and you still want me to sing?" Are you so abusive? ”

"Less nonsense, if you want to sing, you will sing, if you don't sing, I will beat you......"

Li Meng glared at me fiercely as she spoke, and in desperation, I could only muster enough strength to hum softly-

"Beat the drums tightly and play the gongs slowly, stop the gongs and stop the drums without being verbose, come and sing all kinds of leisurely, listen to me sing eighteen ......"

"Shut up! Change one! ”

Seeing that Li Meng didn't like this song, I dragged a mouthful of Cantonese around my mouth and sang again-

"When the bell rings to call home, in his life, it seems to be a little embarrassing......"

I sang a few words, Li Meng's blood curse had been written on the yellow silk, and then I copied one end with each hand, and after copying the yellow silk, I reached forward, blindfolded me with the bloody silk, and after three circles around my head, I tied a knot at the back of my head and tied the yellow silk on my head......

Suddenly, it was pitch black in front of me, and I hurriedly asked, "Auntie, what are you doing here?" ”

"Stop talking nonsense, keep singing ......"

"Oh......"

I answered, and didn't ask any more, so I began to sing again, the more I sang, the more enjoyable I became, the louder I sang, but when I sang, I felt that my mind gradually became groggy and dizzy, and the eyes that were covered by the yellow silk knot were also from the darkness, gradually revealing a little red light, and the red light became more and more intense, and gradually formed a dazzling scarlet in front of my eyes......

As the scarlet color turned from dark to bright, the pain in my body began to subside, and with it, the strength that was gradually recovering, and soon I could no longer even feel my limbs, as if my body was no longer mine at all......

After a while, I could no longer even speak, but my weak gasps came more and more clearly into my heart......

"How...... How can this be......"

I was completely speechless, and could only exclaim over and over again in my heart......

However, Li Meng seemed to be able to hear the voice in my heart, and suddenly said in a deep voice in front of my eyes: "Little Liuzi, don't be afraid, I'm trying to help you draw out the demonic ...... in your heart."

"Demonic?" I was shocked again.

Li Meng's voice came again: "That's right, it's demonic." I remember that in the first assessment, Yang Death deliberately tested you and forced you to release the semi-demonic nature in your body, although you were not able to completely control the demonic nature at that time, but at the last moment, you were able to successfully control the demonic nature and regain your original sanity, which shows that you have grown a lot more than when you first entered the exorcism world, and now it is time to guide you to take another step forward, which is the duty of Tianzhufu to send me to teach you......"

"Don't ...... I'm going to get out of hand......"

A panicked voice came out of my heart: "Auntie, don't mess around, when I was assessing in the plantation, the reason why I was able to contain the demonic nature at the last moment was because I still had some strength in my body at that time, and my mind was concentrated enough, and I could still preserve my sober consciousness, but now, my mind is drowsy, and I can't feel the slightest strength in my body at all, if I let the demonic nature be released, I'm afraid I won't be able to control him......"

"If you can't control it, then don't make it."

Li Meng said in a deep voice: "Good and evil are not separated, and good and evil are in a dilemma. The five elements of yin and yang are mutually reinforcing, you are a half-demon body, and the human and demonic natures in your body are also competing with each other, you have been deliberately resisting the demonic nature in your body before, trying to suppress the demonic nature with human nature, this approach is right, but it is only the first stage of half-demon cultivation......"

"The first...... Stage? ”

"That's right, for example, when you have just started to cultivate, and you are not strong enough to suppress the demonic nature in your body, then you have to work harder and harder to suppress it, because at that time you are too weak and the demonic nature is too heavy, if you don't try to suppress it, and when the demonic nature unscrupulously eats human nature, you will completely fall into the demonic path, and from then on you will become a demonic evil, and you will never recover; And as you become more and more determined in the process of cultivation, your mind becomes clearer and clearer, and your own cultivation increases day by day, gradually, the demonic nature that has been suppressed in your body for a long time will gradually begin to show weakness like your human nature...... The so-called harmony of yin and yang requires yin and yang to complement each other, one is prosperous and the other is weak, and the two are uneven, and the strength can never be brought into the best state...... When the demonic nature is prosperous, it must be suppressed, but at this time, the demonic nature is weakened, not only can not be suppressed, but you must try to release it, so from this time on, you can no longer deliberately suppress the demonic nature, but must completely release it, in order to seek the balance between the human nature and the demonic nature in the body, and exert the power of the body to the maximum limit......"

"I, I don't understand ......"

"You'll understand right away......"

Li Meng replied: "Actually, this corporal punishment of you, I deliberately gave Mao Dao an idea, in order to completely exhaust the qi in your body, so that the demonic nature that has been suppressed for a long time and is dying at this time can be rebreathed and eaten again." I have just used the spell of our fox family to deliberately draw out your demonic nature, and before long, your body will be dominated by demonic nature, and then, you must try to keep your sanity, let the demonic nature in your body be arrogant, let your god form be weak, and you must not let the demonic nature do whatever it wants...... This is the second stage of achieving the path of the half-demon...... If you successfully pass this level, you will be able to control the demonic nature in your body from now on......"

"Demonic strong...... To suppress ...... Demonic Weakness...... To elicit ......"

"That's pretty much it, in short, as a half-demon, you have to maintain the balance between human nature and demonic nature in your body all the time, so that the Tao you have cultivated as a human being, as well as the innate demonic power you have obtained as a demon, will be used by you at your own time, and you can come at any time, knowing that at this time, you will officially enter the third stage of cultivation......"

When Li Meng said this at the time, I was actually a little confused, and I didn't seem to understand it.

And to this day, after more than 20 years, when I think back to Li Meng's words at that time, I quickly had an epiphany......

To use a simple and vulgar analogy in today's words, let's say that people are electric cars, demons are gasoline cars, people practice, demons also practice, and the higher the practice, the better the performance of the 'car'. The half-demon is both a human and a demon, both retains half of humanity and is born with half of demonic nature......

The half-demons who can't control the demonic nature in their bodies will be devoured by the demonic nature and completely become demons, while the half-demons who are bent on starting to practice will break through the demonic barrier in their cultivation and completely annihilate their demonic nature.

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