Speaking of this, Sima Qing glanced at me meaningfully, and then continued: "Actually, when you were still in Longtan, the situation was better, although you had fallen into the demon path due to the destruction of the Book of Heaven at that time, you still remembered the promise between yourself and Liu Tianshi, and tried your best to persuade the gods and the nine sons of Long to stop fighting, so that after eliminating resentment and hatred, they could each return to the divine realm, so as not to cause disasters for the world...... However, which of the gods and the nine sons of the dragon has not made great achievements for the world, but now they have been betrayed, how can this hatred be easily dissolved? For this reason, the gods and the nine sons of the dragon have killed you thousands of times in various ways in this illusion, but the resentment and hatred are still only increasing...... Later, twenty years ago, those three little hairy heads broke into the dragon pool, and when they saw that there were living people entering the illusion realm, how could the gods and dragon nine sons who had already been murderous forgive them, so they wanted them to bury their bodies here, but for some reason, you desperately defended those three people, and finally attached to the body of the female fox demon for some reason, and there has been no whereabouts since then...... After your disappearance, we, the gods, fought with Long Jiuzi even more non-stop, fighting fiercely in the illusion almost all the time, and the resentment in Longtan became deeper and deeper, I am afraid that we will never see the light of day again......"

"What about you?" I asked Sima Qing, "Why do I think you are a little different from other gods?" They want to kill me, but you are the only one who wants to save me, why is that? ”

"Why didn't I want to break you into thousands of pieces at the beginning, and I really did it more than once," Sima Qing smiled bitterly, and then said: "But what's the use, I have killed you more than a hundred times by myself, and gradually become insensitive, turning myself into a beast that only knows how to kill constantly, and there is no god at all...... But what about you? Let us kill you thousands of times, let you suffer and continue to be reborn in Longtan, but you still don't hate us, every time we kill you, you still keep telling us some useless truths, but who can listen? Finally one time, I have been trapped in this dragon pond crazy, as a dignified six gods, actually hid in this cave alone and cried bitterly, but I don't want to be seen by you, I want to kill you, but you have changed your usual, while hiding and making me laugh, chatting with me, back and forth, three and four times, gradually, I found that I can no longer bear to kill you...... I even began to feel that what you said was right, yes, if the "Book of Heaven" is still alive, I don't know how many bloody storms have been set off by the greed of human nature in the past 600 years, and the Book of Heaven has been destroyed, wouldn't it be just before the disaster comes, and the disaster will be prevented from happening......"

"It turns out that since I started in my last life, my mouth cannon has been so powerful......"

"You don't talk nonsense!"

Sima Qing glared at me fiercely, and then continued: "Actually, if you think about it carefully, no one is wrong. You and Liu Tianshi are willing to dedicate themselves to saving the world, starting from the righteousness of this world, but the starting point of us gods is only ourselves, just entangled in being betrayed and trapped in the underground palace forever. What could we be wrong? We are gods, and this world is too small for us...... In our eyes, everyone in the world is like a lowly ant, it is simply not worth mentioning, in order to survive the world, we were called by the Book of Heaven to make great contributions to this human world that has nothing to do with us, but in the end it is such a result......"

Hearing Sima Qing's words, I actually felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, frowned, and asked her in a deep voice, "What's wrong with the ants?" Thou art a god, and thou art a life, and an ant, is not it also a life? Where is the distinction between high and low? ”

As I spoke, I raised my hand and pointed to the sky, picked up a small pebble from my feet, and said, "The sky is so high that it is a world, and this pebble is also a world. What's so expensive and what's cheap? For you high gods, the human world is pitifully small, but it is just a spiritual point in the world, but for those of us who live in this world all our lives, the human world is our everything, so is it important or not? ”

After listening to me, Sima Qing was silent for a while.

I sneered, and then said: "Perhaps, it was Liu Bowen who saw the faces of your so-called gods back then, and saw your lofty attitude, so he was worried about the new life of the world...... This is easy for you, but for us, it means that countless lives have been destroyed, countless families have been destroyed, and countless hopes have been shattered......"

Seeing that I was emotional, Sima Qing was still silent, and after staring at me for a long time, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he said in a warm voice: "Sure enough, even if things are wrong for twenty years, you are still the Xin Ziyi I knew back then...... You have guarded the Book of Heaven forever, and you have tasted all kinds of joys and sorrows, laughter and pain that are not found in the upper realm in the human world, so you know how to sympathize with the warmth and affection of the world more than us gods who always stand on it and look down...... That's what sets you apart the most...... It's nice to see you still staying true to your original intentions......"

As he spoke, Sima Qing smiled more and more cheerfully, squinting her eyes stupidly, just like a little girl next door who had known each other for many years.

And the moment I saw her laughing, I suddenly felt a trance in the depths of my mind, and inexplicably, a picture flashed in front of me......

The same cave, the same bonfire, the same Sima Qing and I sat opposite each other, but for some reason, the clothes on my body had somehow turned into a pair of tattered and torn gold armor......

Soon I had already determined that it was not me, it was my past life - Xin Ziyi.

Sima Qing sat opposite, holding his chin with both hands and staring at me with a smile, I said: "Qing'er, it's been six hundred years, I haven't been able to dissolve your hatred for six hundred years, and I have been tortured by your daily killings, I began to feel that an irrepressible anger and resentment gradually rose in my heart, I am afraid that under the loneliness and pain of more than six hundred years, my heart has begun to gradually shake...... I'm afraid that one day I will not be able to hold on to giving up my faith......"

"No, it won't!"

Sima Qing shook his head firmly at me, his eyes were like torches, and he said awe-inspiringly: "You must not, because I will help you!" ”

"Can you help me? How can you help me? ”

"I ......"

Sima Qing hesitated for a moment, then pouted: "I'll persuade all your brothers and sisters for you, let them understand that you are doing the right thing!" ”

"Haha, aren't you afraid that they will treat you as a traitor among the twelve gods, and they will also poke you with guns every day, making you die and live, live and die? Although we can continue to be reborn in this illusion, the pain we suffer when we are injured is the same as in reality, it hurts a lot......"

"I ...... I'm not afraid of pain! As long as it can help you! It doesn't matter if it hurts! Sima Qing said firmly.

I laughed, leaned over and patted her on the head, and said with a smile: "Okay, let's make an agreement, if one day my heart changes, and my heart is filled with killing and hatred, you will be replaced by you to relieve me and help me dispel the hatred in my heart!" Let's work together, another 600 years, if not, 1,200 years, together let all the other people in this dragon pool let go of their hatred and truly free themselves from the seal! ”

"Yes! Xin Ziyi! I'll help you! ”

……

The dust and smoke cleared, and Sima Qing's shouts pulled me back to reality......

"Xin Ziyi...... No, Malacca, what's wrong with you? What's the sudden daze? ”

"I ...... I feel like I've remembered something......"

I eased my mind and smiled at Sima Qing who looked concerned in front of me and said, "Qing'er, I'm back, are you still willing to help me?" ”

Sima Qing was stunned for a moment, but as soon as he came to his senses, he hurriedly nodded at me, and his eyes were wet with tears unconsciously......

Okay, come with me......

I said and stood up, turned around and walked in the direction of the cave.

Sima Qing hurriedly followed and asked me in surprise, "Xin Ziyi, where are you going?" ”

"Go and talk to the other gods and talk to Long Jiuzi, and solve all this......"