When Jiang Xiao and the security guards were fighting in the corridor outside, Jian Wen crouched at the door and saw it clearly, coupled with the familiar voice that was gradually aroused, she was sure that the crazy man like a beast was Jiang Xiao, who had been in love with her for 4 years and was separated from her until she went to serve as a soldier in the winter 2 years ago.

Jian Wen set off an irreparable turmoil in her heart, and deep self-blame, shame and helplessness filled her entire inner world.

What am I going to do... But what can I do... I'm sorry, Jiang Xiao...... Can you forgive me...... How can I ask for your forgiveness...... I'm sorry......

Jian Wen was crying in her heart.

Looking at Jian Wen, who was full of shame and self-blame, Jiang Xiao wanted to go over and hug her tightly in his arms, and said softly, "My dear, I miss you so much!" ”

But everything has changed, Jian Wen in front of him makes him feel so strange, and he is no longer the Xiao Wen he was two years ago.

"Why, why did you betray me?" Jiang Xiao's voice was very low, cold, and a little suffocating.

Except for the sound of breathing, there was silence in the room.

Long Quanhe endured the pain and didn't dare to speak, looking at the two obscenely.

Jian Wen didn't speak, but tears dripped down her cheeks uncontrollably.

Jiang Xiao can't see women crying the most, especially the women he loves deeply. Jiang Xiao swore that as long as he was by Jian Wen's side, he would not let her cry.

However, what happened in the two years that he was away, Jiang Xiao's heart was like a knife. "Give me a reason!" Jiang Xiao's eyes were red, his voice was still cold, a few decibels higher, and he trembled faintly.

Jian Wen still bowed her head and was silent, tears kept dripping, and her body trembled slightly.

Jiang Xiao lowered his head weakly, and the room fell silent again.

The rapid sound of the siren from outside the window brought Jiang Xiao back to his senses.

Listening to the voice, the police car has almost arrived at the door of the hotel, and it will come up soon, there is no need to do anything meaningless, it seems that the gate will not be able to go.

Jiang Xiao quickly looked at the whole room, stepped into bed and walked to the window to tear down the huge curtain, changed the curtain into a cloth rope by dividing it by two, tied one end firmly to the window post, kicked the window door out of the window with one foot, and took Jian Wen next to the bed into his arms, and quickly slid down the cloth rope from the window.

Long Quanhyuk's legs hurt so badly that he didn't stand up for a long time, and with a painful expression on his face, he watched Jiang Xiao leave from the window with Jian Wen.

Jian Wen was frightened, hugged Jiang Xiao tightly with her arms, and buried her face deep in Jiang Xiao's arms. The familiar heartbeat, the familiar warmth, and the strong and powerful muscles made Jian Wen feel a sense of security that she had not felt for a long time......

In an instant, Jiang Xiao seemed to have found his former Xiaowen. Jiang Xiao, how good it would be to hope that time and space could be still, forever frozen at this moment.

The descent was short and long.

The two landed smoothly behind the hotel, and without stopping, Jiang Xiao put Jian Wen steady, took her hand and ran towards the road. was pulled by Jiang Xiao's warm and powerful big hand and followed him closely, running all the way, just like before, Jian Wen's eyes were crystal again......

As soon as he arrived at the intersection, he quickly stopped a taxi and drove to the dam near the university where Jian Wen had studied. The two were silent throughout the journey, and no one thought that there would be such a reunion two years later.

The two of them walked slowly along the long dam road. Always keep a distance of about one meter from one after the other, and keep walking quietly forward. In December, the wind in the middle of the night was a bit biting cold.

Jian Wen only wore a thin short skirt, a thin top, and only stockings on her legs. With a thin body, she clasped her hands in front of her chest, bent over and trembling uncontrollably. The cold wind that kept blowing made Jian Wen sneeze solidly. Jiang Xiao stopped, took off his jacket and put it on for Jian Wen, took two steps back and lit a cigarette against the dam wall, looked up at the starry sky, and spit out a long smoke.

"You're smoking." Putting on her coat, Jian Wen felt a little warmer, and she always felt a little strange when she looked at Jiang Xiao with a cigarette in her hand.

"Hmm." Jiang Xiao responded.

Dark night, sparse stars, cold wind......

After a moment of silence, Jiang Xiao extinguished the cigarette in his hand and broke the silence again: "I just want to know why." "

The night is sometimes the best disguise, it gives everyone a veil of mystery.

I can't really see the expressions on each other's faces, but my heart seems even more dull.

"We're all going to change." After a moment, Jian Wen said in a low voice, and her voice made Jiang Xiao feel very unfamiliar.

"So?" Jiang Xiao smiled coldly.

"Time and reality have a chemical reaction."

"So, you're like this?"

"That's right! Because I'm a woman......" Jian Wen seemed to be a little excited, and her tone was full of helplessness and grievances, and she swallowed the next words back into her stomach halfway through her words.

"Oh!" Shi Taizheng replied coldly, lowered his head and lit a cigarette again, "So, you found that rich second generation." ”

Jian Wen turned her head sideways to look at the water surface in the reservoir that was reflected by the lights in the distance, and listened to the sound of the wind blowing and splashing indifferently.

"It's cold, I'm going home to rest, and I have to go to work tomorrow. Your clothes. Jian Wen said expressionlessly, stepped forward and handed her coat to Jiang Xiao.

"Is that all?"

"Hmm."

Jiang Xiao took his coat and put it on his shoulders, leaned against the dam wall, watched Jian Wen walk down the dam ladder, and stopped a taxi on the side of the road to leave, until the taxi gradually disappeared into the night......

Everything was silent again, even the sound of heartbeat and breathing was so clear.

Jiang Xiao felt hot-headed, every cell in his body was trembling, threw down his coat, jumped over the dam wall, and jumped into the icy reservoir.

The whole person dives into the water and allows the body to sink quietly in the water, it turns out that the world can be so quiet, so quiet that you can only feel the existence of the soul......

Jiang Xiao's mind kept echoing Jian Wen's words, and from time to time the memories of the past flashed quickly.

The bone-cold water slowly dimmed those once beautiful pictures, shattering piece by piece......

I gambled with my youth and lost to blind blood and ignorant willfulness.

So pathetic, how ridiculous......

It seems that the previous self has been living in a dream and has never been awake, and it feels like a big dream...... Coming out of the icy water, I felt awake.

When I first went ashore and turned on my mobile phone, I saw a message from Jian Wen: "Long Quanhe can give me what I want, so I follow him, that's all." Please don't look for me in the future, let's stop here and don't contact me again. ”

The mobile phone sank deeper and deeper in the icy water, just like Jiang Xiao's heart sinking in the cold.

Jiang Xiao dragged his wet body towards the hotel.

It turns out that I am the stupidest and saddest person in the world. Next to the barbecue stall on the side of the highway, there was only one customer, Jiang Xiao, who ordered a barbecue that almost didn't move, but there were a piece of beer bottles on the ground around him.

"This little brother, drink less, you have drunk more than a dozen bottles here, more than two boxes, you are alone, if you drink again, something will happen." The barbecue boss couldn't stand it anymore and persuaded him.

"Boss, do you say there is such a thing as true love in this world?" Jiang Xiao put down the half-drunk wine in his hand and asked in a low voice.

"Haha! I'm from the countryside and don't have much culture! But I know that many things may not be as simple as what we see and hear. There are some things that you would rather believe in than what you don't have. It may not be wrong to believe in existence. The boss seemed to see Jiang Xiao's thoughts, and said with a smile.

Jiang Xiao only felt a dizziness in front of him, his mind began to roll one after another, and his ears began to roar and feel uncomfortable.

"Boss, it's 200 pieces of iron." Jiang Xiao took out the soaked 200 yuan from his pocket and put it on the table, and hurriedly ran across the road to the grove in front of him.

"Hey, little brother is looking for your money!"

"No need!" As he spoke, Jiang Xiao jumped into the woods and disappeared from the boss's field of vision, and the boss shook his head helplessly.

As soon as he rushed into the woods a few steps, his stomach turned upside down......

The incessant vomiting made Jiang Xiao breathless, and his tears couldn't stop flowing, and his whole body was about to collapse.

The body seemed to be about to be taken away, and Jiang Xiao shook his body and walked out of the woods weakly.

Back in the room, after drinking a cup of hot water, Jiang Xiao lay on the bed casually, the words of the stall owner echoed in his head, and a trace of inexplicable emotion passed through his heart, accompanied by misty dizziness, he gradually fell asleep.

On the soil, along the way, Jian Wen held back her tears, returned to her room and completely broke the defense, tears surging out like a flood that opened the floodgates, holding the teddy bear doll that Jiang Xiao gave her when she left two years ago, she could no longer control the long-suppressed tears.

"I'm sorry! Jiang Xiao... I'm sorry... Whining... Woo... Woo... Sorry ......"

This night's tear-wet pillow towel......