Hearing her talk about such a depressing topic in a serious manner made me a little uncomfortable for a while.

I asked him, "Why, where did you come up with so much emotion?" When is it, and you still have a mind to moan without illness? ”

"It's not that I'm moaning without illness, it's just that I suddenly remembered something that happened to me......"

Unconsciously, tears rolled into her eyes, she smiled sadly, and then said: "Actually, as early as I don't know what year or month ago, I also encountered the same thing as Fang Jingyuan. That year I once fell in love with a woman, we were like glue, there were endless words every day, even if we didn't say anything when we met, we would stare at each other and giggle at each other for a long time, we got along for three and a half years, three and a half years, for me, a spirit beast that can only survive for tens of millions of years, it is not worth mentioning, but those three and a half years, it is like a lifetime for me, from the first time I fell in love with her, I felt that she was my life......"

"And then? What happened three and a half years later? I asked.

She took a puff of her cigarette and said with a wry smile: "At that time, I had to avoid the exorcists for a long time, so I couldn't get along with her every day, so I often disappeared inexplicably, making her wait for a long time. I thought she was my everything, and I would be her everything, and one day we could live happily together. But I never imagined that loneliness was so terrible, and in the fourth year we were together, one day I inadvertently noticed that she had become less happy than usual, and even seemed to be a little estranged from me. I quietly investigated, only to find out that she had married someone else half a year ago and became someone else's wife......"

"And that kind of thing?" I couldn't help but be shocked when I heard this.

Yuan smiled bitterly: "When I first found out, I was even more shocked than you, and I couldn't believe that all this was true even for nearly a month, but it was indeed true. She finally succumbed to the arrangement of fate because she couldn't stand the loneliness, and married someone who was very good to her, but she didn't love her, but she still thought of me, and finally didn't know how to say all this to me, so she could only choose to hide it for a long time, so that my original match, unknowingly, became a third party referred to by a thousand people......"

"Then do you hate her?"

"I hate, I want to kill her." She said unusually calmly: "I have imagined countless ways to ruin her family, and even did not hesitate to die with her...... But when it came to the moment, I realized that I couldn't do it...... It turns out that the world's greatest sorrow cannot be solved by a cry, and when you are really in pain to the top, you realize that you can't cry at all! You try to grin and make a sound, you try to cry, but the tears just can't fall out, they just swirl desperately in your eyes, make your eyes sore, make you anxious and overwhelmed, but you just can't cry...... Then one day, the tears successfully came out of your eyes, but you found that the tears when you were really in despair were not salty at all, they were so sweet, and the moment the tears came out of your eyes, it was so comfortable......"

At this point, her eyes were red, but she was unusually calm, as if she was a little numb.

He went on to say: "She treats you like this, making you dig out your heart and lungs, but when you really make up your mind to take revenge and really stand in front of her, you understand that it is useless, even if she treats you like this, even if all this is destined to be unchangeable, but it is still the same as the first time, when you see her, you will find that you can no longer hate, you still want to laugh, you still want to laugh unconsciously when you see her, because you love her, love is enough to cover everything, even if she stabs you ten thousand times in front of you, you still just want to stare at her favorite face, Look at her with a smile...... You can't fucking bear to let her be wronged a little bit, because you love her...... I love so much that I can't bear to take revenge......"

At that time, when I heard my mother say these words, I was still a little ignorant, I just felt that this stupid boy was too conceited, and he was so conceited that he couldn't help but take himself too seriously.

It wasn't until later that I experienced something that I will never forget.

It wasn't until later, many, many years later, when I accidentally passed by a store, that I heard Li Zongsheng's "Understanding" playing in the store, and I unconsciously began to cry, squatting on the ground and crying couldn't stop, like a child......

I thought I was going to get revenge, but I couldn't bear to look at the woman I loved so much, as helpless as a child.

Being loved is really a luxury of happiness, but it's a pity that you never cared.

Since I loved you, I have acquiesced to any kind of torture you have done to me.

I hate you, but I still can't bear to hurt you, and I still can't bear to see you suffer a little grievance, because I love you.

……

The time to chat with his wife passed quickly, and it was late at night in the blink of an eye.

At ten o'clock, Bai Wei's voice came from not far away: "It's almost over, right?" Well, let's go! ”

Hearing this, Bai Long and I quickly stood up, looked at the water, and saw that a group of people in Gui'an County who had hired to help had also jumped on the thirty or so fishing boats moored on the water, and were moving piles of sacks and plastic boxes piled up on the shore to the boats.

Dozens of boats to the surface of the water, they began to move forward while throwing aquatic products into the water, the reservoir is not very big, originally there is no living thing in the water calm abnormal, but after a while, I saw countless fish, shrimp and crabs and even Wang Ba began to rejoice one after another in the water, lively and extraordinary......

When the people on the fishing boat threw live animals into the water, several boats carried the well drilling workers to the center of the reservoir, and below that position was the location of the sealing well pointed out by Mr. Ding Changxi.

But even though the workers had already arrived in front of the derrick, Bai Wei, who was standing on the shore and commanding, still did not rush to let them move, but stood in front of the altar set up in advance on the shore and kept looking at her watch.

Seeing that the time had reached eleven o'clock, and the time had come, Bai Wei lit a brazier filled with spiritual money and paper on the altar, and gave an order to the boats on the water while burning the paper: "Start digging a well!" Except for the well drillers, the idlers should return to land at a rapid speed and must not stay on the water! ”

As soon as they heard this, the masses who were throwing fish, shrimp and crabs into the water on the surface boats dared to delay more, so they simply opened the sack wide, uncovered the plastic box and threw it directly into the water, and hurriedly rowed back to land after throwing all the aquatic products on the boat......

Seeing that except for those well drillers, everyone else had returned, Bai Wei hurriedly shouted again-

"All retreat to the outside of the trench and hide, wait for my order, and then take action!"

The so-called trench is a trench dug on the ground by Bai Wei during the day when he ordered the masses to surround the reservoir, the ditch is not wide, about one meter in diameter, and it is not deep, about half a meter shallow, but Bai Wei asked Li Erkui to go to the city in advance to buy a large amount of sulfur powder and gasoline, and after the trench was dug around the reservoir, the sulfur powder mixed with gasoline was sprinkled into the ditch, as for what purpose, Bai Wei did not tell the details......

After hearing Bai Wei's order, the well drilling workers moved, the engine, the drill bit on the derrick began to drill on the water surface from time to time, and after a while, I saw that several small whirlpools gradually appeared on the water surface of the well, and the whirlpools became larger and larger, and gradually connected into one, as if drilling through some hollow hole below, so that the water in the reservoir began to leak in......

Seeing this situation, the captain of the well drilling team hurriedly exclaimed to Bai Wei on the shore: "Old girl! There's movement! What, what to do! ”

As soon as she heard this, Bai Wei hurriedly shouted: "All of you evacuate back to the shore quickly, quickly!" Come on! ”

As soon as Bai Wei spoke, the captain of the well drilling team hurriedly ordered, and the team members hurriedly jumped back on the boat, not caring that the well on the water surface was not finished, and the boat began to sail towards the shore, but after all, it was still too slow, and before the team members' boats rowed far, the whirlpool on the water surface at the well drilling site was getting bigger and bigger, gradually covering almost half of the water surface, and the boats of the well drilling team members began to shake under the whirlpool, completely losing control of the direction, and could only be sucked to the center of the whirlpool with the current......

When the people on the shore saw it, they all panicked, and they didn't know what to do for a while.