The girl's citrus body pounced on him.

Qin Yan's whole body froze.

He felt Yu Tian's tears hit his clothes.

Wet a piece.

He didn't dare to hug him back, and curled his fingers a little helplessly.

This development was unexpected for him.

It was as if he was standing on the edge of a cliff in despair, falling backwards with his loneliness.

But someone caught him lightly.

Yu Tian's face was full of tears.

Her voice was choked but firm.

"Qin Yan, I don't know why you keep punishing yourself with other people's mistakes."

"But in my eyes, Qin Yan is sincere, warm, and kind."

Qin Yan's eyes showed a little confusion.

"Will buy things to feed the kitten on the side of the road, will help me carry my luggage during the holidays, give me the coat when it's cold, will stupidly help my roommate do the confession procedure, will patiently coax me to ...... when I am angry"

"Qin Yan, you feel terrible, but in my heart, not only have you never hurt me, but you have always used your greatest gentleness and patience to tolerate me and love me."

Yu Tian's sobbing voice became louder and louder, with the loneliness and stubbornness of a young man.

She raised her head and looked at Qin Yan's eyes, her eyes were red but she still spoke word by word.

"You say you want to hide me?"

"Then hide me."

"We like each other, why can't we be together."

Yu Tian's eyes were as clear as promised, and they were the only jewels in this chaotic alley.

Yu Tian's beautiful voice echoed softly in his ears: "Qin Yan, I'm not afraid that you will hurt me." ”

"I'm afraid that you'll push me away with your own hands because you're afraid of hurting me, and you won't even try."

Qin Yan seemed to have a ball of cotton stuffed in his throat, and he couldn't make a sound.

It took a long time for him to speak slowly, as if he didn't give up, and continued

"After my mother died, my father first went to prison for two years because of excessive defense, and after he came out, he became a different person, gambling, drinking, beating, borrowing usury, until I committed suicide by jumping off the building when I was in junior high school, and the debtors came to chase me."

Yu poured out crying uncontrollably.

Qin Yan pulled her away little by little, his expression silent and desperate, with a heartbreaking tenderness.

"Yu Tian, you were born in the sun, you can easily take out two million and shatter the nightmare that has plagued me for many years."

"But I'm different."

"I've been crawling in the mud you can't imagine for years."

"I'm already a rotten person, and I still have a mental illness that doesn't know when it's going to explode, I ......"

Qin Yan couldn't speak, and all his words were blocked by Yu Tian with his mouth.

Yu Tian's lips are soft, with the sweetness of citrus, like her person, with the taste of summer.

She was very young, and the act of tiptoe kissing seemed to have used up all her courage.

So the next thing I was stunned there was, just lip to lip.

However, this was enough for Qin Yan.

He seemed to have been struck by lightning, and his whole body froze.

All the spikes and loneliness that have been built up have all melted under this kiss.

Qin Yan finally lowered his head and kissed Yu Tian back.

His expression is pious and affectionate, but there is no obvious brutality in his movements.

It's like trying to teach this young girl in front of her, what is a real kiss.

You were the one who provoked me first.

I've given you a chance.

Qin Yan said in his heart.

There was a faint despair in his heart.

I don't know if it's for myself or Yu Tilt.

- They can't escape anyway.