Gu Xiao was too guilty.

For him there is nothing he can do now.

The moonlight that he can't catch even if he desperately falls in love.

That afternoon, he asked the editor-in-chief for leave and went back to his rental house.

The next day he spent the whole day in bed, not eating, drinking, or sleeping.

He looked scattered, his beard was sloppy, and he was looking at the ceiling in a daze with his arms on his back.

- Yu Tian is leaving, just today, maybe he has already gotten on the plane.

He was like a coward, and he didn't even have the courage to sneak a look at her.

On the third day, Gu Xiao still didn't eat anything, and he couldn't eat anything.

For a moment he even thought about starving himself to death like that.

It's better than living like this cowardly and incompetent.

He walked into the magazine office in a daze, wanting to tell the editor-in-chief that he would take a few more days off.

was stuffed with a letter by the editor-in-chief.

The editor-in-chief didn't know what was going on, and there was a good-natured ridicule in his eyes.

"Your sister Huaihua came to the magazine yesterday to look for you, it seems that there is an urgent matter, wait for you for a while, you will leave first, ask me to bring you a letter."

Another sword.

The editor-in-chief's words made Gu Xiao's heart, which he thought would not hurt more, contracted again.

It turned out that Ah Tan had come to look for him.

It's just that he was too cowardly and missed the last time he saw her,

The letter unfolded, and it was Yu Tan's sparse and powerful handwriting, but there were dry tears on the letter paper from time to time.

Yu Tian in the letter was calm and rational, she knew that in this situation, no matter what reason she made, Gu Xiao would not believe it.

But this stupid girl only spoke half of what she said—

She only said that she had gone into hiding abroad in order not to be harmed, but did not mention that her father had forced her to use her deceased mother.

She only said that she would probably not return to China in the future, but she didn't mention that it was because Gu Baichuan was seriously injured and hated the Yu family, and she couldn't come back at all.

She only said that Yu De spent the rest of her savings for her, and she would stay alone in the country in the future and wait for the storm to come, but she did not say that she also cried and begged Yu De to let her stay with him.

Yu Qian was shocked with calmness and numbness throughout the whole article, as if he was trying to smear his image in Gu Xiao's heart.

Strive to be a sanctimonious image who does not hesitate to escape in the face of danger.

- I'm not forced to be helpless, and it's not that I don't have no choice.

- I'm such a coward.

- So don't feel sorry for me either.

After all, it will be difficult to see each other again.

Instead of telling the truth that made Gu Xiao unwilling, it was better for Yu Tian to take the initiative to say that it was all her own choice.

You can also be less upset.

Yu Tian has experienced it, so she knows too well how uncomfortable it is to watch her lover being forced to a dead end, but how uncomfortable it is for her to be powerless.

She loves Gu Xiao, and she doesn't want Gu Xiao to go through this.

So she would rather lie to him.

Gu Xiao could even imagine that if he had seen Yu Tian yesterday, Yu Tian would have acted seamlessly.

Just like this letter, people who don't know the truth really think how cold-blooded she is when they read it.

However, Gu Xiao knew that this was not the case.

His metaphor is the most gentle and beautiful girl in the world.

I was injured thousands of times, but I still wanted to protect others.

can be said to have planned everything for Gu Xiao, but he didn't count that Gu Xiao already knew all the truth.

So every word that wanted to force Gu Xiao away finally became a gentle knife mixed with honey,

A knife slashed at Gu Xiao's heart, making him miserable.

- At that time, Gu Xiao really thought that no matter how heavy the anger in the world was, it would be nothing more than that.

Hate in hard to eliminate is the meaning of regret.

(End of chapter)