That was Yu Tian's first killing, even if it was an officer who was about to lead troops to invade China, but no matter what, this incident still left a shadow on Yu Tian's psychology.

At that time, her mind was a little confused, and she couldn't even take care of her emotions.

Not to mention responding to Gu Xiao's love.

She always felt that Gu Xiao would not like herself like this.

But after all, she still loves Gu Xiao in her heart, she has not been in touch for two years, and the moment she received Gu Xiao's letter, Yu Tian was actually very happy in her heart.

So she still wrote back to Gu Xiao.

At that time, she had a slight tendency to depression and was looking for a psychiatrist for treatment, in order not to let her negative status quo inadvertently affect Gu Xiao.

Yu Tian's reply was polite and restrained.

And deliberately did not respond to emotional-related content-

She didn't think she could handle a relationship at that time.

When she finally adjusted her state after half a year, she found that Gu Xiao had not sent any more letters.

Yu Tian looked at Jiang Shui and said this, and she seemed to have become a quiet and qualified adult.

Yun is light and breezy, talking about the scars that once made her painful, and it is also so bland that it seems to be telling someone else's story.

"So, just like you heard, Gu Xiao, I have really changed a lot in the past four years, if it was me four years ago, I would definitely reply to you immediately after I was cured."

"But I didn't, and I didn't even take the initiative to take any steps towards you in the next two years."

"I'm scared I'm going to be rejected, I'm scared of you're disappointed, I'm scared of a lot of things I never thought about before."

Gu Xiao opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but Yu Tian continued.

"Just like today, if you hadn't offered to start over, I might have continued to run away."

"Gu Xiao, if you think about it carefully, I am probably not the Yu Tian you imagined, I admit that I still love you, but I have indeed lost a lot of the ability to love people in the past four years."

"And it's not just me, you're not the same as before, now you're famous, powerful, and many girls like you and love you, you might have liked me because you had too few choices, but now you have a lot more choices."

Yu Tian looked back at Gu Xiao, the river breeze was blowing her hair, making her feel an unprecedented lazy beauty.

"I've said everything I want to say, Gu Xiao, ...... you think about it?"

Gu Xiao finally waited for Yu Tian to say this, and then heard Yu Tian say this, he felt that he might be distressed.

There are many people in this world who are full of expectations, and the more they like to push people away.

Gu Xiao was like this in the past, and Yu Tian is like this now.

He didn't like to listen anymore, he stepped forward and took Yu into his arms.

The man is tall and straight, with a reassuring smell on his body.

He lowered his head, rubbed his chin against Yu Tian's hair, and said softly: "I don't have to think about it, this is my choice." ”

"It doesn't matter if we've been apart for four or forty years, no matter what you're like when we get back together, it's my only choice."

"Ah Tan, you will always be like the stars and the moon in my heart."

"You have never been the person I fell in love with because I had too few choices, you are the only lover I will choose firmly even if I go through mountains and rivers."

Gu Xiao looked at Yu Tian, his eyes were deep, and his handsome face was full of affection and sincerity.

(End of chapter)