Yu Tian didn't speak for a long time, and Xia Guangfeng said that in the end, he no longer looked at her, as if he couldn't bear it.

After all, the two used to be friends who had such a good relationship, and now even if the relationship breaks down, they don't want to make things too ugly, and always want to keep the last dignity.

Yu Tian probably knew what Xia Guangfeng meant, and in fact, he could understand his thoughts, but he was inevitably a little sour in his heart.

After all, she really regarded these two people as her brothers, and when she thought she was going to leave this world, she was also reluctant, because of these people.

Unexpectedly, one of her two friends died trying to save her, and the other also disowned her because of her plans.

Yu Tilt has been running for so long, and once thought that he was only a stone's throw away from success, but he didn't expect that he would be completely defeated in the end.

"Yu Tian," Xia Guangfeng's voice was hoarse, with a little obvious doubt and disapproval: "I don't understand, do you always treat life so casually?" ”

Whether it's her own or Lu Mingdao's.

Yu tilted his head: "I'm sorry." ”

"I don't want to hear sorry, Yu Tian, I actually want an explanation from you."

Explain, Xia Guangfeng still wants to hear her explanation.

Yu Tian opened her mouth, but found that it was really difficult for her to say anything, what should she say, Xia Guangfeng seemed to be all the truth, she was like this, she always maintained a sense of alienation in this world, like an outsider.

She always has a high-minded attitude and feels that she can do anything well, so she will use her experience in the past many, many years to help others make decisions without authorization, and always feel that she is always right.

But this time she lost control and killed Lu Mingdao, and the price was so serious that she didn't dare to face it.

"Brother Xia, believe it or not, I never thought of letting Brother Lu die for me."

"The manuscripts you are holding in your hand are definitely not what I wrote for Brother Lu in the first place."

"I wrote it for myself."

Even though Xia Guangfeng had already prepared for a long time, when he heard Yu Tian admit it in person, his heart still tightened.

"What do you mean?"

Yu Tian lowered his head, and his voice was full of crying: "I can't help it, Brother Xia, I'm too scared, Gu Xiao faces infinite dangers every day on the coast." ”

"But Sun Qi and the others broke into the Gu Mansion arrogantly, without the slightest intention of taking Gu Xiao in their eyes, as if they had already known that Gu Xiao would definitely not return to Jiangcheng."

"Brother Xia, I'm too scared, I'm afraid that Ah Xiao will have a little accident on the coast, but I don't have anywhere to help him, I will only cause chaos along the coast, so I want to guide public opinion in this way, I hope that one day in the future, if Ah Xiao is really at a disadvantage, I will help him win his reputation, which can make his situation even a little better."

Yu Tian said the truth, Xia Guangfeng couldn't help but redden, "But have you thought about how sad Brother Gu would be if he found out one day?" ”

"And the way you can help Brother Gu, not only this one, you survive well, you are smart, and you have a very good reputation throughout the country, if you survive, won't you be able to better help Brother Gu?"

"And this plan of yours is hasty and illogical from beginning to end, Yu Tian, I can't even imagine that this will be something you did."

"I don't understand, I really don't understand."

Xia Guangfeng's eyes were still full of confusion, Yu Tian knew that when others didn't know that the system existed, no matter what she said, others would not understand what she did.

In his eyes, this is a must-win situation, but in the eyes of others, they only think that he is using the mantis arm as a car and making the stupidest decision in the world.

"Yu Tian, you have always been a mature and calm girl in my mind, and I am willing to believe you, this time it may really be just because you were too flustered, so you made a wrong decision."

"I used to advocate encouraging people to make people better, and I felt that I could change my mistakes."

"Even once I did a lot of wrong things, you and Brother Lu never really blamed me for those things, take them to heart."

"Yu Tian, I really think that every time we got along was very beautiful, and I really thank you for your tolerant and calm guidance all the time, although you call yourself a sister in front of me, but this is just a humble title, in fact, Brother Lu and I both know that among the three of us, you are the most rational one."

"But I'm really sorry, today is the mourning party of the sixth big brother, I didn't go to the scene, I have been staying in the magazine office, looking at the things that were once familiar, I really can't accept it, Brother Lu left me like this, and in such a hasty way."

"Yu Tian, as your former brother, I still want to say, no matter when and where, please cherish it, don't make hasty decisions at will, because the price we pay may never be able to bear it, and if you want to despise your life like a few days ago, I hope you can think twice, after all, your life was exchanged for by Brother Lu."

"That's all I say," Xia Guangfeng stood up and tidied up his clothes, and wiped his face with his hand: "I really can't stay in this Century Magazine in the future, I may have to go back to my hometown to have a look, with Ji Yue and my father, there is always a suitable errand over there......"

"Brother Xia, you don't have to go, I'll go, this Century Magazine, it was originally you and Brother Lu who worked hard to cultivate what they are now, and now I even killed Brother Lu with my own hands, naturally I have no face, and I will stay here and continue to occupy the magpie's nest......"

Xia Guangfeng wanted to say something more, but Yu Tian had already taken the first step to speak: "If his brother is still alive, he must not want to see you leave the magazine in such a hurry." ”

"In fact, the Yu family and the Gu family also have some connections behind them, if I want to speak out in the future, there are always channels, I know that Brother Xia doesn't want to see me in the future, I ......"

"Then I'll stay at home for the rest of my life, after all, Ah Xiao once left me a lot of orderlies, and it's convenient to do whatever you want."

"I listened to Brother Xia's words today, and I will definitely be more cautious in doing things in the future, and I will cherish my life more."

"Actually, it's also good for me to stay at home, then Sun Qi is afraid that he will hate me from now on, and I can stay at home safer."

Yu Tan babbled for many reasons, but in the end she couldn't help but redden, she stood up, her figure was quite shaky, there were too many and complicated things these days, which had exhausted her: "Brother Xia, let me go, I won't come here again in the future." ”

Yu Tian was wearing a black cheongsam, his figure was swaying, and he turned around and walked out of the magazine office very slowly.

As soon as she turned around, she left behind all the youthful friendships and best friends she had made since she was seventeen or eighteen years old.

From now on, even if the road of life is slow and long, there will never be a comfortable time when the four of them laughed in Jiangnan University.

Xia Guangfeng watched Yu Tian leave the magazine, and at that moment, he suddenly had a feeling that he and his youth had passed away forever with the death of Lu Mingdao and Yu Tian's turn.

The weather was bad that day, there was no moon in the sky, and when Yu Tian turned to leave, the black cheongsam slowly disappeared as if it had melted into the night.

That day, the lights of Century Magazine were on all night.

When Yu Tian returned home, he sat alone in a chair and stayed for a long time until he was awakened by the ringing of the phone.

"Hey, Ahma."

"Well, Ah Tilt, how was Brother Lu's mourning party?"

Yu Tian was silent for a long, long time, and then he barely pulled out a smile: "It's good, everything is going well, now Sun Ziqi and Gu Baichuan are not only in Jiangcheng, but also in the whole country, and no one will smear your innocence out of thin air." ”

She knew that Gu Xiao had always been worried about her condition, so she spoke with a bit of playfulness in her tone, trying to liven up the atmosphere.

But Gu Xiao's voice was slightly hoarse, and he shouted in a low voice: "Ah Lean." ”

"Is something wrong? Don't hide it from me, I'd love to know. ”

Yu Tian was silent for a moment, and then spoke softly in Gu Xiao's gentle voice: "I may never go to Century Magazine again in the future." ”

Gu Xiao understood almost instantly: "Did Guangfeng say something to you?" ”

Yu Tian shook his head, and then he realized that Gu Xiao couldn't see it at all, so he could only speak: "It's not my own problem, I ......"

After a long time, she spoke again: "I'm so tired, I want to rest more, as soon as I see the voice of the century, I can't help but think of Brother Lu, it's better not to go at all." ”

Gu Xiao hummed softly, I don't know if I believe it or not, but I just followed her words and said: "That's okay, you can relax at home, take a good rest, if you are bored, let Grandma Wang accompany you, I will be back soon, Ah Tilt, wait for me." ”

Yu Tian: "Okay. ”

It was already very late, and the mood of the two people was not too high, Yu Tian finally whispered: "Ah Xiao, that's it, I'm sleepy, go to sleep first, you also rest early, good night, you must take care of your body and pay attention to safety." ”

"Well, you too."

The two said goodbye to each other, and each stayed up all night.

There are dangers all around, the two are thousands of miles apart, even if the lovesickness is infinite, it is useless, and they can only continue to wait for tomorrow in endless loneliness and silence.

Waiting doesn't know if when you wake up, it's time to run or a worse tomorrow.

Since Lu Mingdao died, Yu Tian began to think carefully about when he was going to leave the world again?

In fact, since the progress has reached more than 95%, no matter when she leaves, the task can be completed.

But what Xia Guangfeng said to him in the magazine that day still touched Yu Tian after all.

For the first time, she didn't want to leave this world so hastily, and for the first time, she wanted to stay two more days, let go of all utilitarian thoughts, and take a good look at the world.

She didn't go to the magazine office these days, nor did she continue to write, but really stayed at home every day and tried to think about what she should do next?

The war on Gu Xiao's side is tight, and the time for the two of them to contact each day is also limited, Yu Tian doesn't want to infect his negative emotions to Gu Xiao, and tries to make himself happier every time, Gu Xiao probably has the same idea in his heart, always reporting good news and not bad news.

Therefore, even if the two of them are already anxious in their hearts and the situation is very uneasy, but every time they call, the atmosphere is always a little warm and harmonious, looking forward to the future from time to time, or reminiscing about the past, so that the bitter days are a little sweeter.

"Ah Tilt, when are we leaving?"

The little whale looked at Yu Tian, who was unhurriedly picking acacia flowers with Grandma Wang, and couldn't help but feel a little anxious and uneasy.

After all, if you didn't say that the progress was 95% before, even when the progress was only 85%, Yu Tian would be busy and anxious to go.

According to her previous words, she would rather be idle in the system space until she grows mushrooms, rather than have a false relationship with these male protagonists in the small world.

Yu Tian is impatient to stay in the world more, and the little whale always wants to go back to the system space for vacation, so the cooperation between one person and one system is very pleasant, and it is easy to reach a consensus.

But this time the progress of the task reached 95% early, but Yu Tian only failed once, and then he completely lay down and lived a retirement life.

Every day is to read books, pick flowers, and when the interest comes, I go to the kitchen to cook a few dishes and send them to Yu De.

Or chat with Grandma Yu Dewang.

Yu De and Grandma Wang are happy now, and they always pull her to chat for an afternoon.

The days are unhurried, but in fact, they are not monotonous.

The little whale has always agreed with any decision Yu Tian makes, but this time Yu Tian played his cards out of common sense and made it a little confused.

Yu listened to the little whale's question, and gently hooked his lips: "What, can't you wait?" ”

The little whale wagged its tail a little shyly: "Not really, it's just that it's not suitable for this kind of life." ”

Yu Tian nodded: "Do you want to go back to the system space?" ”

The little whale hurriedly shook his head: "I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to stay by Ah Tilt's side, and I will be there wherever Ah Tilt is." ”

Yu listened a little funny, and a little moved: "Since that's the case, that's not the end, I recently found out that there are still a lot of things to be nostalgic for in this world, and I finally went back to the system space before, that is, I played around and played all the attractions that I could play, and this time I wanted to stay in the small world for a few more days." ”

The little whale nodded obediently when she heard this: "Okay, Ah Tilt, then let's stay for a few more days, I also like this world." ”

Yu listened a little funny: "What do you like about this world?" ”

The little whale didn't hear the banter in Yu Tian's tone, it flicked its tail, swallowed slowly for a long time, and said a little shyly: "I like it, it's the world that Ah Tian likes." ”

Yu Tian originally just wanted to tease it, but when he heard such a serious answer, he was stunned.

The calf was also a little shy, and after saying this, she wagged her tail and ran to the side.

Only Yu Tian was left alone, looking at its happy and simple back, looking in a trance.

(End of chapter)