Chapter 237: The Secret of the Fang Family (4)
Zhang Fan listened to everything that was shocked, looked at the people who had been crying, kept asking why it was his own dialect, and was also congested and uncomfortable, recalling that he had always been so sunny, lively, and cheerful in the eyes of others, and recalled her sweet smile, Zhang Fan could never have imagined that she was strong, and under her slightly naughty appearance, there was such an unknown secret.
Next, what Zhang Fan saw was a picture of Fang Yu, only to know his family secret, to know the secret that he would not live to be twenty years old, Fang Yu was immersed in pain and incomprehension, and even felt unfair and resentful for nearly a year, but she was young and she didn't even know who to hate, and she couldn't even find an object to release her resentment, who could she hate, hate her father who pushed her into the fate of the family? Or hate her deceased grandfather? Her father gave birth to herself, how could she hate, even if her father and grandfather pushed her into the fate of the family with their own hands, it was impossible for Fang Yu to hate them, because she knew that her father and grandfather were also for the mission of the family, and also for the Lingdu, for the human race, although Fang Yu was small, he also grew up in the Lingdu, and he also knew some righteous truths, how could the sensible Fang Yu hate them?
So who should Fang Yu hate, and hate his own ancestors who caused this curse? The ancestors are also for the sake of the human race, for the sake of the human world, how can Fang Yu hate, and then hate Chi You? But his own family is indeed betrayed first, and he can't help others to curse like this, so should he hate the Lingdu? To hate the human race? To hate a place where he has always lived happily? Hate the race to which he belongs? Obviously, Fang Yu couldn't hate it, and in the end, she found that she didn't even know who she hated, and her dissatisfaction and resentment could only be added to herself.
For a while, she only felt that she might be able to hate, and the only one who could complain was probably herself, she closed herself, ignoring her father, ignoring her mother, ignoring her friends, she kept asking herself, over and over again,
"Why? Why me? Why me, I have just begun to experience much of the joy of life, do I have to accept the fate of dying at the age of twenty? Why!!"
"That's right, Fang Yu, why do you have to bear these faults that are not your fault in the first place? If your life is unfair and your fate is not good, then why do you want to go back?"
Just when Zhang Fan looked at Fang Yu, who had been immersed in negative emotions such as confusion, resentment, incomprehension, etc., and felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, a strange woman's voice came straight from the sky, "Whose voice is this?"
Fang Yu, who heard the voice, as if he had been touched by some switch, raised a pair of teary eyes, looked at the dark sky at this time, and asked, "Who are you and why do you know my name?"
"Not only can I know your name, I know everything about you, you could have lived an unforgettable teenage life carefree and happy like other children, but the fate of the family is making you miserable now, am I right?"
"You ......"
"Little girl, since your family has chosen to let you bear the curse of the family, does that mean that they have given up on you from the beginning?"
"You are talking nonsense, my family, my father, mother, grandfather, they all love me very much, you are talking nonsense, I don't care who you are, I don't allow you to talk nonsense about my family!"
"Am I talking nonsense? Fang Yu, are you sure? Do you remember the old grandmother you went to see when you were a child? You didn't think that the old grandmother who was always in a wheelchair and couldn't even breathe when she could say a word was your aunt who didn't know she existed, right?"
"Auntie......"
"Yes, you never thought that the old grandmother you always felt very familiar with would be your aunt, did you remember her full head of withered white hair? is that the hair color of a woman who has just reached the age of twenty, only a year older than her father?"
"Gray Haired ......"
"Remember what your aunt's sad and helpless expression sometimes looked at the distant dusk, and what was the last thing your aunt said to you?"
"The ......... of Suffering"
"That's right, the only thing your aunt said to you when she was about to come to the end of her life was 'the language of hard life', since the world is a tribulation for you, a catastrophe, then why do you have to bother going back? Here, at least your pain is only temporary, it is short-lived, but back to reality, no matter how much you pretend to be strong, in the end you can only face your unfair fate, as a person of the Fang family, you are bitter, and as the first child of the Fang family, you are even more doomed, in this case, why not stay here, here I can fulfill all your wishes, grow up, get married and have children, full of wishes, full of friends, filial piety to your parents, enjoy your old age, all of this I can help you achieve. ”
The scene around Fang Yu began to change for a while, and suddenly Fang Yu seemed to see himself slowly growing up, growing into a beauty, and then the number of friends and confidants around him gradually increased, and then the picture turned again, only to see that Fang Yu was holding a grand wedding with a man at this time, and the sweet atmosphere touched Fang Yu's heart, but what caught Zhang Fan off guard was that the man in the picture turned out to be his own appearance, "Could it be that Fang Yu is ........."
After the wedding, followed by Fang Yu becoming a typical good wife and mother, raising children at home, teaching children, and honoring their parents, until he returned to old age for a hundred years, Fang Yu also watched his children fly out, grow up, start a family, and gradually time flies, unconsciously Fang Yu entered the ranks of old age, holding his wife's hand, and enjoying the joy of family together surrounded by children and grandchildren, until the end of his life.
Fang Yu looked at this scene of life, as if she herself was the one in the picture, experiencing the spring, summer, autumn and winter of life, enjoying the joys, sorrows and sorrows of life, "How about it? Fang Yu, now you can correspond to me, right? My name is Fluttershy, as long as there is any curse, what family responsibility, what unfair fate here, it will not bring you half a point of distress, and your heart will not be tired, come on!" As long as you walk through this door in front of you, you will always remain in this happy reality, come on, bitter dialect, come on......"
A purple door appeared straight in front of Fang Yu, and she was opening her arms, waiting to greet Fang Yu with a rising white mist, only to see that Fang Yu's mind was already shaken at this time, and the painful reality told her all the time that she wanted to be strong even if she was pretending! But now this sudden happiness made her blindfold, and she willingly followed the instructions of the Dream Eater Butterfly, and she had lost her clarity in her eyes, and was walking towards the door step by step.
"Fang Yu, wake up, can't go in!" Zhang Fan knew that it was a door to death, as long as Fang Yu stepped in, I was afraid that her own consciousness would be directly indulged in that illusory dream, and she would never be able to extricate herself, and then the fall of the soul, the soul that had lost any consciousness was just a virtual body that did not know how to resist, once the soul was swallowed by the dream-eating butterfly, it would also mean Fang Yu's death.
Zhang Fan tried his best to shout towards Fang Yu who was advancing, but as if Zhang Fan did not exist at all for Fang Yu at this time, no matter how he shouted, Fang Yu didn't hear it at all, and when Zhang Fan wanted to rush forward directly to wake Fang Yu up, he found that there was an invisible barrier in front of him blocking his progress.
Zhang Fan began to bombard the barrier in front of him with all his strength in a hurry, but no matter how he bombarded, the barrier still blocked the two of them without moving. Fang Yu, I know you can hear it, Dream Eater Butterfly is to influence the deepest dreams in the heart of the heart to make people give up back to reality, give up the hope of life, but as long as you are strong-willed, you can break through its shackles, Fang Yu, life is impermanent, the world is uncertain, there are seven deadly sins, eight kinds of suffering, but there are many joys and hopes and happiness in the world, but it is precisely because of these pains and tribulations, joy and happiness make our lives colorful, wonderful, bitter and sweet, sad and joyful, desperate and hopeful, so that is the real life, how about the short timeIsn't it much more wonderful than the heroic life of those flies and dogs who have been fighting for a hundred years? Before the last second of time, we should not easily give up the hope in our hearts, so that we can call human beings! Wake up! Fang Yu, you are the eldest lady of the Lingdu Imperial City, the Lingfang family, and the genius of the Sword Sect who has not been met in a hundred years, are you so easy to give up!!
Fang Yu almost entered the gate one step, but as if she had heard Zhang Fan's words, she stopped at the door alive, but how could the confusion of the Dream Eater Butterfly be so easy to break? Otherwise, the ancestors of the Medical Department would not have destroyed this Dream Eater Butterfly, precisely because of its control, the confusion is extremely strong.
Perhaps feeling Fang Yu's trembling and hesitation, Dream Eater's voice came again: "What is there to hesitate, do you still want to go back to that life where you don't have a few years to live? As long as you take a step forward, you can have a happy life, come on!"
Zhang Fan looked at Fang Yu, who was really struggling with the edge of pain, and asked anxiously: "Old Man, help quickly! What is this barrier, even if I use the power of Xiaoying and Huoyan, I can't break through it!"
"Nonsense, of course it can't be broken, this is the soul's protective barrier to itself, just like me and Xiaopang tell you to relax your soul control every time you want to control your body, without the permission of the soul to break into other people's mental dreams, it's like ascending to the sky. ”
Fang Yu doesn't know if she can wake up on her own, I must pull her out!"