Chapter 122: Ouyang Neon's Depression - A Pot of Wine Among the Flowers
After sending them off Shen Xiaochuan, I returned to settle the bill.
The little girl told me, "There is a beautiful sister in the small room No. 6 who is drinking alone, and it seems that it is from your company." ”
I said, "How do you know it's our company?" ”
The little girl said: "The last time I came with you, it was the time I drank Moutai, and I was as beautiful as the beautiful sister who ordered food." ”
As soon as the little girl said this, I immediately thought of Ouyang Neon. But I muttered in my heart: Impossible? How could Ouyang Ni Neon drink here alone?
The little girl saw my doubts and said, "She came alone, and she has been in the room for almost an hour, and she has ordered two dishes, a bottle of wine, and white wine, and she has drunk most of them." ”
I walked over softly and looked through the gap in the hidden door - sure enough, it was Ouyang Neon!
In front of her, the two dishes on the table barely moved, and a bottle of liquor was halfway down.
I didn't dare to rush forward, for fear of disturbing her, so I stood at the door for a while.
Ouyang Ni Neon picked up the cup and drank a glass alone, and actually muttered to herself the poem of my master Li Bai:
A pot of wine among the flowers, drinking alone without a blind date.
Raise a glass to invite Mingyue, and the shadow becomes a trio.
The moon does not drink, and the shadow disciples follow me.
Temporarily accompanied by the moon will be shadowed, and the joy must be spring.
With that, she poured another glass, but instead of drinking it, she continued to chant the poem:
I sing and wander, and I dance in a mess.
When they wake up, they mingle together, and when they get drunk, they disperse.
Eternal knot ruthless travel, phase Miao Yunhan.
After groaning, she raised her glass and drank it all, and then said to herself: "A pot of wine among the flowers will forever be ruthless." Ruthless swimming, ruthless swimming, who relieves my sorrows......" As he spoke, two lines of tears hung on his cheeks.
Seeing this scene, I felt that the boss in my heart couldn't bear it, and gently stepped forward and shouted: "Ouyang, why are you here?" ”
Ouyang Ni was stunned for a moment, turned around and saw that it was me, and said indifferently, "Why are you here?" ”
I said, "I just finished dinner here with a few friends and were about to leave. Why are you drinking here alone? ”
She wiped her tears and said, "A pot of wine among the flowers, my song moon wanders, isn't it?" ”
I said, "No, drinking alone will hurt you." ”
She smiled bitterly and said, "Body? My heart is broken, are you still afraid of hurting my body? ”
I said, "Who broke your heart?" Tell me, I'll beat him up for you! ”
She looked at me, "Really? Are you really willing to beat him up for me? ”
I said, "Really, who do you say?" ”
"It's you, beat!" She said.
"Well, okay, I'll beat myself up." I said, just slapped myself in the face, then snatched the glass from his hand and said, "Don't drink any more, okay?" ”
She threw herself into my arms and began to cry.
I didn't know what to do all of a sudden, so I could only let her hold her and cry.
I suddenly remembered some special experiences of the Zhongzhou delegation.
In the room of the Yudu Hotel, she insisted on staying with me. She said, "It's because it's a pinch that I choose to be with you instead of leaving you alone!" ”……
In front of the barbecue stand in front of Xinxiang Railway Station, she said with tears in her eyes, "Do you know that I already like you?" ”……
At the link on the train, she said, "You remember, I like you, I like it." Just wait for me to chase you! ”……
Looking back, I seem to understand her pain, but I can't give her anything. I could only gently stroke her shoulder, unable to utter a word.
"Is it so hard to really like someone? Is it wrong to fall in love with someone? Guilty? She continued to whimper.
I whispered, "No, no one said you were at fault." ”
"Then why not? Why not? ”
I couldn't answer her.
"Why not? Why don't you answer me? She asked, looking up at me.
Looking into her eyes, I still couldn't answer her.
"I feel like I'm going to die of depression, who's going to save me? Who's going to save me? She burst into tears again.
I suddenly remembered my daughter-in-law Osmanthus before I was alive, and I vaguely heard Osmanthus calling me for help......
Ouyang Neon's hand slid down from my waist, grabbed my hand and cried, "Do you miss her?" Tell me, do you already have Wanting in your heart? ”
I said, "I think of osmanthus." ”
"Who? Sweet osmanthus? Who is Osmanthus? Her eyes widened in amazement, tears still flowing.
I suddenly felt my gaffe and gaffe, and hurriedly lied and said, "No, I remembered the osmanthus wine that Wu Gang brought out." ”
"Okay, there's osmanthus wine here, you sit down and drink with me." She said, and then she pressed me down on a chair next to me.
I said, "I've drunk a lot just now, and I'll get drunk if I drink again." ”
She said, "I'm not afraid of getting drunk, what are you afraid of?" Little sister, bring a set of cutlery and a wine glass! ”
The little girl neatly brought the cutlery and the wine glass, and then quietly withdrew.
I said, "Ouyang, you've already drunk a lot, you can't drink anymore." ”
She said, "What is this wine?" I'm in business, and I often have this kind of entertainment, and I've practiced it. Don't worry, I won't bother you. I just want to drink to make people courageous, and use the strength of wine to tell you what is in my heart. ”
I said, "Then you say, I'll listen." ”
She said: "Dalong, I know I like you, it's the kind of love that can't be helped." On our train back, I swore to chase you. However, when I came back and saw Sister Wanting, I couldn't bear it. I know she's good to you, she's my good sister, I can't bear it, I can't bear to fight with her! ”
I wanted to explain to her that I didn't have a special relationship with Sister Wanting, but I didn't think it was appropriate. Sister Wanting is so good to me, is it just an ordinary colleague relationship? Isn't there an ingredient that men and women like? The relationship between her and me is a matter of two people, and I have no right to unilaterally interpret it as pure friendship.
Moreover, if it is explained in this way, it is likely to cause a misunderstanding to Ouyang Neon, and her feeling of liking me will escalate.
I thought it would be better not to explain, so I said, "Actually, I'm not as good as you think." And you, such a beautiful and otherworldly girl, I don't deserve it. ”。
She smiled wryly and said, "Pretty and beautiful? Out of this world? Can I interpret this as your excuse? ”
I said, "I'm telling the truth."
She said: "I know that Sister Wanting has you in her heart, but I still want to know, do you have her in your heart?" Just tell the truth. ”
When she asked, I was stopped.
Does Wanting have me in her heart? There must be, otherwise, she wouldn't be so nice to me. However, what kind of existence is this in her heart? I don't know.
Do I have Wan Ting in my heart? Absolutely. She is so good to me, how can I not have her in my heart! But what kind of existence is this kind of existence, I really don't know in my heart!
Since my master Shixian Li Bai crossed me into the downtown of Nanyue, I have only begun to understand the life of this world slowly, and most of the things have basically not been adapted to it, and I am basically a layman in this matter between men and women.
But Ouyang Neon's words are actually direct and not incomprehensible at all. She's already said twice that she likes me. But what kind of emotion is this liking?
Wanting didn't say she liked me, but I could feel that she liked me. I didn't say I liked her, but I could feel that I liked her. What kind of emotion is it to like this thing? When I didn't see her, I missed her a little, and when I saw her, I felt very comfortable and happy. Is that what likes?
At least, that's how I feel about Wanting. What about Wanting, I feel that when she saw me with me, she was also very happy, and she should feel very comfortable in her heart, otherwise, how could she be happy? However, when she didn't see me, did she miss me a little? I don't know that.
But for Ouyang Nihong, she has already bluntly expressed her liking for me.
And I seem to like her too. When I was in Zhongzhou, we were often together, and I felt very comfortable and happy. Back in Nanyue, she seems to be deliberately avoiding me, there are fewer opportunities to meet, and when I can't see her, I seem to miss her a little, which shows that I also like her. This like, it seems that there is no difference between it and Wanting's like?
Now, Ouyang Neon forced me to answer her, but I didn't know how to answer. But if she doesn't answer, she won't be able to cry.
It seems that I can only tell the truth.
I said, "You two girls are very good, very good, I like both of them." It's true. ”
She stared at me for half a minute, then closed her eyes and said, "I see, you can go." ”
I said, "Didn't you want me to drink with you?" ”
She said: "I don't need it now, this wine is very bitter, I drink it myself." ”
I said, "Is this wine made in bitter gourd?" ”
"Yes, bitter gourd soaking, you go first."
I said, "Even if it's bitter gourd and you can drink it, I can drink it with you." ”
She said, "No, you can go, let me be alone for a while." ”
I said, "You're alone, I'll be worried if you drink too much." ”
She pushed me out of the door and closed it from the inside.
I know how much she drinks, and drinking a baijiu alone won't be a big problem. Since she didn't welcome me, I had to walk away.
I walked to the bar to check out and said, "And the account of the small private room, settle it together." ”
When I left, I told the little girl, "Pay more attention to her for me." ”
The little girl smiled knowingly and said, "Don't worry, I will." ”