Chapter 161: Want Her? Don't want her?

I said, "Okay, tell me, what Wanting left you is also the content of the farewell letter that she left me." ”

Ouyang Nihong said: "You don't need to say it, you can see it clearly for yourself." ”

After she said this, she took out an envelope from her pocket and handed it to me, saying, "This is what she entrusted to me at noon today, and she has already left Nanyue City in the afternoon, leaving no chance for me to meet her." See for yourself. ”

I barely had the courage to reach out and take the letter.

Ouyang Nihong was very excited: "Take a look, take a look!" She opened the envelope with her own hands and forced the paper into my hand.

Ouyang Sister:

It is my blessing to know you and be a good sister in this life, and I am very happy

Heart! But I'm sorry, because of the love for Brother Long in my heart, there was between me and you

There was a short battle between the open and the dark. I thought I could get out of the shackles of my family

Freedom-seeking. But then I found out that you are so affectionate to Brother Long, plus

I couldn't break free from the shackles of my family, and I knew that I wasn't qualified to chase after me

Seeking love! So there is no right to fight you! I'm emotional about my previous self

I apologize to you privately! You are the perfect spouse of Brother Long! I'm ashamed, some of mine

Actions and actions may have hurt you invisibly, but I eventually introspected and did

I feel guilty about this. Now, I give him back to you! I have said goodbye to him

He won't affect his relationship with you anymore because of me. You can rest assured

Be bold to love! Brother Long is a lovely man you can trust, I hope you

Cherish and love Him forever! I will be silently and deeply blessed in my distant homeland

You guys! But none of you will try to contact me when you see this letter.

I was already on the train back to my hometown in Sichuan, and my BB machine was no longer in use

Finish. I've been away from your life since, and I won't say much else. remain

A blessing to you – an eternal blessing – forever!

Your sister Wanting is on the same day

After reading the letter that Sister Wanting left to Ouyang Ni Hong, I understood what she wanted to express. She was paving the way for me and Ouyang Neon. But the more this happens, the more I feel that I can't accept Ouyang Ni - I even feel that I shouldn't let Ouyang Ni like me, and I shouldn't have so many inexplicable entanglements with Ah Fen. It was I who hurt Sister Wanting and made her so miserable when she left Nanyue......

In other words, I really felt the complexity of the feelings between men and women, and I was a little scared of it!

Maybe I'm afraid of more than just the relationship between men and women, I'm afraid that I'll hurt another lovely girl again - Ouyang Ni shouldn't be the object of my hurt again!

Ouyang Nihong said: "You have also seen Sister Wanting's trick, it turns out that the problem between me and her has been solved, and it is impossible for her to contact you and me anymore." In other words, she wants me to get along with you, and now do you think there are any other problems? ”

I handed the letter in my hand to Ouyang Ni Neon, and I couldn't speak for a long time.

"I know she's not going to go so willingly, but she's decided, and no one can change her. I even wanted to contact her and get her to give up such a decision, and I would even be willing to walk away on my own and leave you to her! But I can't get in touch with her, she doesn't want to contact us anymore! Dalong, think about it, maybe it's not a bad thing for her to go back to get married and live, and I'm with you, maybe the best ending is her true wish. ”

Looking at Ouyang Neon's sincere eyes, I really can't bear to refuse!

I said, "I understand what Wanting means, she wants me to be with you." However, both of us have lost our jobs, how will we live? ”

I knew very well in my heart that I was prevaricating her.

Ouyang Neon said: "It's not a problem, no one will starve to death!" We can find another job! You know in your heart what my feelings are for you, and the key question is, do you really accept me? ”

I stared into her eyes for a few seconds, not daring to answer her question.

Ouyang Nihong said: "Sister Wanting and I have always been good sisters, I even think that I shouldn't fall in love with you, it seems that I feel like robbing a man with her, I even want to leave you to her, but I can't deceive my heart." I know some of the situations in Sister Wanting's hometown, I thought she would not care, she would break free, then I would like you to be with her. That's why I've been alienating you for quite some time. But now, she can't break free from the predicament of her hometown, she chose to surrender, she went back, she left you with me, do you think I can lose this opportunity? ”

I was speechless and could only keep my mouth shut about it, but I couldn't help but speak, this is not the level that a man should be. So I deliberately diverted the topic and said, "You said, you, Director Zhao and Yan Xiaoguang resigned because of me, what's going on?" ”

"It's not going on, everyone sees the situation in their eyes and remembers it in their hearts, and they all know that you were forced to resign, and everyone feels the same way, so they all resigned, it's as simple as that." Ouyang Ni Neon said.

"Then, it seems that it is the chain reaction of my resignation, that is, I hurt everyone......"

"Not really. The main thing is that your forced resignation has touched the already sensitive nerves of all of us, and you are at most a firing line. Now that everyone has resigned, the company's business is none of our business. Director Zhao and Yan Xiaoguang said that they wanted to ask you and me to get together, but you didn't reply to others, you are too much! The company is the company's business, and the interaction between all of us is our own business, why can't you tell the difference? It's not a good thing that you were forced to quit your job and lose your job, and we all quit with you, in fact, in solidarity with you, and we also lost our jobs. Why don't you understand our intentions? ”

I said, "Of course I understand your intentions, it's all for my own good, at least in silent support for me in the matter of resignation." Thank you! Actually, I want to be alone and wait for two days to have a good chat with you. ”

Ouyang Nihong said: "Okay, even if you think so, I want to talk to you later, we can all understand." You're righteous enough, you're a friend enough! Okay, right? But personally, I still want to go back to the topic of emotions with you, and I still want to talk to you about my personal emotional issues with you. ”

I knew that I couldn't avoid it, so I said, "I don't know how to say this, just say what you think." ”

Ouyang Nihong continued: "Then I will say it thoroughly today, and I will never say anything in the future." First of all, I think it's right that I like you, I'm right, and what about you, do you like me? You should like me too, right? If there was no girl like Sister Wanting, you would accept me, wouldn't you? ”

Acknowledging this to be true, I involuntarily nodded.

"Okay, now that Sister Wanting has taken the initiative to withdraw, what other reasons do you have to refuse me?"

I knew I had no reason to refuse, but I still couldn't accept the reality. I have nothing to say.

"I know you're struggling, and I understand you. But I, because I love you, I don't want the face that a girl should have, I don't want all my dignity, you just say it, you want me? Or don't you want me? ”