Qin Jie raised her wrist and looked at the time, and there was something non-negotiable in her tone: "It's ten o'clock fifteen, and you must go to bed before twelve o'clock." ”

Lin Yuchu's eyes lit up slightly: "No problem!" ”

Fortunately, Zou Ranran later reprinted a few copies of the script of "Silence and Silence", which happened to be one copy per person, but there is no such thing as saying that only three people can read one script together.

Lin Yuchu often looked at the script, in which the lines belonging to Chen Mo were marked with a highlighter.

The first thing Qin Jie and Zou Ranran did when they got the script was to mark the lines of Chen Mo's parents and some scenes alone.

This is a big project, and it takes a lot of time just to mark these things, so the two of them only made a small part, and waited until the sky was free to do it.

The role that the two helped to build was the role of Chen Mo's parents in the script.

Chen Mo's parents are named Chen Yue and Liu Se.

Chen Yue's personality is inclined to machismo, and he likes to attack others to bring out his superiority.

And Chen Mo's mother's temper is a relatively hot kind, almost exploding at one o'clock, and she will lose her temper if something goes wrong in her life.

If it is just these shortcomings, then Chen Mo can bear it, but ......

From the time she can remember, no matter what she wants to do, the response from this family to her is:

– What did you learn to draw? Painting costs a lot of money, and if you can't learn well, don't learn it, it's useless to learn.

When Chen Mo was a child, he would argue for himself: You don't let me learn, how do you know that I can't learn, it's useless to learn?

But Chen Yue and Liu Se can always find a thousand reasons to oppose it, and even hit Chen Mo's self-confidence.

Chen Mo was very aggrieved at first, and asked his parents if they didn't love her.

They replied very firmly that they loved her.

While they talk about love, they also frantically hit her self-confidence, and whenever she asks what she wants to do, the two of them will relapse into the same old ways, and the rhetoric is the same thing over and over again.

There has never been a word of encouragement for Chen Mo.

Gradually, Chen Mo was influenced by them, and every time she had a thought in her mind, her knee-jerk reaction was that I can't do it, I can't do it.

When she realized that her mentality was not good and she needed to make a change, she was overwhelmed by her parents' verbal blows before she could breathe, let alone communicate with them.

Later, Chen Mo became more and more silent and depressed, locking himself in his room every day when he came home from school.

In the face of her parents' questions, she couldn't say a word, just responded silently.

In fact, at the beginning, Chen Mo also shared her life at school with her parents, but Chen Yue and Liu Se always had special double standards every time and were very tolerant of others, on the contrary, after Chen Mo suffered such problems, they always asked Chen Mo to find problems from themselves.

Later, Chen Mo also learned to be silent and held everything in his heart.

The two blamed Chen Mo for not telling them anything, and listening to the Walkman with headphones all day long.

For Chen Mo, the Walkman was the only safe haven that allowed her to breathe a sigh of relief from hearing those endless abuses and blows.

Singing allows her to immerse herself in this small world, isolating everything from the outside.

Sometimes she writes her homework at home, takes out the garbage that her mother told her to take out, and dries the clothes she wants to dry, and Liu Se still can't help but scold her when she comes back from work.

Otherwise, let her learn from her colleague's daughter, who is not old but knows everything, and her grades have always been among the best.

If Chen Mo puts his mind on listening to songs and studying, he may be able to get the first place in the whole grade.

Otherwise, it's a child who is very good at drawing, and what prize he won when he participated in the city's competition.

Liu Se didn't realize that when she was a child, she also said that she wanted to learn to paint, but they didn't even let her try.

These are just the tip of the iceberg in Chen Mo's life.

It was never the straw that broke the camel's back.

It was the children of relatives who came to their house to play and damaged Chen Mo's Walkman, when Chen Mo held the child and his eyes were full of tears, wasn't it a Walkman with a random sentence? Daddy will buy it for you tomorrow.

Chen Mo waited until tomorrow, and he didn't wait for the Walkman that his father promised to buy for her.

After asking, Chen Yue took out a kind attitude, only saying that the child was still young, don't worry about him, and there was no mention of buying her a new Walkman later.

It was also her who wanted to study literature, but her parents secretly called her head teacher and changed it to science.

Or maybe they secretly changed her volunteering.

Or they strongly demanded that she was not allowed to play with Gu Jiaoyang anymore in the name of being good for her, and did not hesitate to order her to transfer to another school.

In fact, Chen Mo wanted to say that she was not young anymore and had the ability to distinguish between right and wrong, but her parents didn't listen, they just wanted her to live according to their ideas, like a marionette.

She later saved up her pocket money for a long time to buy a Walkman, and on the eve of the college entrance examination, Chen Mo wore headphones and reviewed the key points while listening to songs.

But when she woke up on the morning of the college entrance examination, she found that she couldn't find her Walkman, Chen Mo searched every corner of the room and didn't find it, and after asking again and again, Liu Se saw that she was about to miss the college entrance examination time, so she said with an unnatural face that she threw away the garbage in the morning.

The reason is that she doesn't want things outside her body to disturb her college entrance examination.

Chen Mo searched all the trash cans downstairs in the community before finding the small world that could make her feel at ease and not be disturbed by outsiders.

But she found that her little world was broken, as if someone had hammered it with something.

After Chen Yue and Liu Se arrived, there was no unnaturalness on their faces, urging her to hurry up and go to the examination room, otherwise she would not be able to catch up.

Chen Mo didn't cry, nor did he respond to the two of them, just picked up the fragments little by little.

Chen Yue felt that she was really ignorant, how important was the college entrance examination, but she was rummaging through the trash can here?

The big hand pulled her up from the ground, and the fragments of the Walkman in Chen Mo's hand were scattered on the ground so suddenly, and the world she was trying to piece together was destroyed again.

Chen Mo was silent, and she asked Chen Yue to say sorry to her.

Chen Yue came to scold her instead: "What are you crazy about? ”

In the end, Chen Mo didn't say anything, and after the college entrance examination, she didn't go to see her parents who were waiting for her outside, but secretly went to an abandoned tube building.

She finally called Chen Yue and Liu Se, called them by their names, asked them to say sorry to her, and forgave them when she said it.

None of them said the word of sorry, only their ugly invective came from the earpiece, Chen Mo pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, as if she felt that her life was like a joke, and finally jumped off the roof of the building without any nostalgia.

When the news of her death came, Chen Yue and Liu Se were heartbroken, but they only felt unacceptable.

Chen Mo jumped off the building just because they didn't apologize to her, how big is it?

Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, these are nothing, not a big deal, but only Chen Mo can know how wronged she is.

There is no way to talk about these grievances, and there is no way to tell them.

They will only think she is hypocritical, think she is squeamish, and blame her.