31. Sober

Hearing this, Nian grabbed Yu Yu's wrist and pulled her behind her, like a chicken cub, her face was not good, and her tone was very impulsive: "Don't think about taking her away anymore." ”

Yu Yu felt that she was very much like Yu Jiangyan and her second brother, they always protected her, no matter when.

"Don't worry, there is a temple fair in this temple today, and people from these military imperial cities are not allowed to enter our temple on weekdays, don't worry, it's just that Master and I are afraid that the temple fair is over, and they still have to come here to find people, so I told you in advance, so you can also plan early." Ruosheng considered everything and calmed the emotions of the two.

After she said this, she went out to help again, and the room was not relaxed for a while, but suppressed.

"What are you going to do?" Nian sat there all of a sudden, asking Yu Yu's opinion.

"When I was hunted down that day, they shot me down the hill, and what I heard before I fell unconscious was that they thought I was falling off a cliff, and after almost two months, they came to the temple at the foot of the mountain to find me, and I must not be 100% sure that I am still alive." Yu Yu didn't mess up at the moment, but sat calmly on the chair next to Nian, blowing hot tea unhurriedly.

Nian's eyes lit up a little, yes, this Yang Chenghui has been hiding clumsy, I thought she was a fool, but she was just pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, this little lady is smart and tight.

"Don't look at me like that, I just don't want to pretend." Yu Yi's eyes flashed with a shrewdness that was difficult to catch, "I deliberately tried it when I was recuperating from my injuries, the abbot said that this temple was created when the country was founded, naturally no one dared to come in and search for it, since it is a place where no one searched, then it will be more convenient for me to observe some things." ”

Nian didn't know what she was observing, and looked at her with interest as she continued.

"I don't know what you mean, so naturally I won't put my trust in you, so I deliberately pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger to attract your dislike, so that I can see whether you are true or false to me." Yu Yu took a sip of tea and spit out the tea leaves.

She was imprisoned in the palace for a long time, and she had developed a good pair of eyes, and she sat on the tree that day just to see the terrain around the temple, and it was not that leisurely and elegant to play chess in that gardenia forest, and she heard the sound of a river outside the wall of the observation temple.

The so-called seeing flowers and remembering the old is nothing more than that she stays there all day to observe the direction of the water, so as to pave a safe way for her to go out later.

Now the officers and soldiers are coming, her injuries are no longer hindered, the gate of the temple must be heavily guarded these days, if you go out from the door of the main hall, it is equivalent to throwing yourself into a net, so she must let Nian and her, sneak from this river to Gusu.

"So now I'm real or fake?" Nian asked knowingly.

Yu Yi sneered at her, shook his head and said, "If you were a fake, you would have died under the dagger." ”

The four eyes looked at each other, and the staggered gaze became a little more complicated, which made the two of them both strange and familiar with each other, and both of them had different looks of surprise in their eyes.

Nian discussed with her, thinking about asking her where to decide where to go next, she didn't plan to do it now, in fact, she didn't know, she only knew the road under her feet, and walking step by step was the most important thing.

She couldn't sleep at night, maybe the temple has been chanting Buddhist scriptures today, she put on her clothes and walked to the front of the main hall, the incense continued, the whole hall was splendid, she didn't go in, and came to this broken jade Guanyin again, she bent down this time, kneeling in front of the Buddha statue.

The abbot had not rested at this time, standing beside her, with kind eyebrows, as if he had known that she had also calculated these calculations, and did not feel angry, but stopped beside her, and waited until she knelt down to finish, then he opened his mouth to disturb: "These thousands of lights, why not a heart lamp?" ”

"Master, the heart lamp is bright, you can find the direction, even if these thousands of lights do not belong to me, and the heart lamp is always bright, so I can get a glimpse of the road after today." Yu Yi understood this sentence and said to his abbot with a smile.

"Everything flows, nothing stays forever, mortals care too much about their own feelings, feelings, will be in dire straits, unable to be liberated." The abbot said this to her again.

This is to persuade her to let go of life and death.

Half of the Buddha face of the broken jade Buddha is in the dark, intact; The other half is dilapidated under the lights. A thought of gods and demons.

"But the donor feels confused and has nowhere to go?" The abbot said a word to solve the problem that she had been puzzled in her heart.

"Presumably Master already knows my identity and is willing to hide it for me, Yu Yu has thanked Master here." She was about to salute when she was helped up by the abbot, who did not accept her salute, but shook his head with a smile.

Seeing that the abbot did not speak, she explained: "When I was in the palace before, I was like a wild bird in a cage, thinking only of escaping, but now that I have successfully escaped, I only have hatred in my heart, but I don't know how to take revenge, and I don't know where I should go. ”

"Sun Tzu's Art of War" says that the Lord should not be angry and raise a division, and the general should not be angry and cause war, which is the most appropriate explanation for this matter. The abbot talked to her about the art of war, but he actually accused her of forgetting what she had to do for the sake of momentary resentment.

Yu Yu didn't say a word, and stood there listening respectfully to the lesson.

"If the donor has not experienced life and death along the way, the life of people in this world is like a mustard, and all the people in the red dust suffer such suffering, and the donor wants to avenge the relatives at home, so there are many displaced people today, have you ever thought that who can seek revenge for these defenseless people?"

These words reminded her of some of the people she had met along the way, Wu An, who died in the palace of the imperial city, Yi Zhixu, who ran around regardless of his reputation, women of the same age who were in Fireworks Willow Lane in order to live, displaced people who couldn't pay taxes because their fields were occupied, their families were fragmented, and the old couple who lived because they had no fields.

It seems that they ended up like this because of their resistance.

Is she doing this for selfishness, or for the so-called righteousness?

originally thought that she was doing this to eliminate harm for the people, but she was so careless of people's lives, making her like an executioner, even no different from Pei Wenxuan, all for her own selfishness, regardless of the life and death of those people.

She can't be like that, she wants to fight for peace in the world, if she doesn't care about the life and death of others for these things in her own family, her father, mother and brothers will not forgive her under Jiuquan.