Volume 2 Tongxin Garden Chapter 33 Ling Zeru's heart
“……”
Ling Zeru listened, and he couldn't help but fall into thinking, this question can be said to have really hit his heart. What is the purpose of my cultivation so far?
Why can't you give up cultivation and live a peaceful life like these ordinary people around you? Even if the people around him are working hard to cultivate, it doesn't mean that he has to work as hard as they do.
In the final analysis, the biggest problem he is currently facing is still one.
That is, there is no goal.
"But in this world, after all, the cultivators are still the mainstream, and power is still extremely important in such a world." Ling Zeru was willing to speak out at this moment, which surprised Deqiushi. Ling Zeru looked directly at Qiu Shi, who was squatting, and added, "Uncle Qiushi, aren't you too?" Wasn't it because your strength was above him that you were able to punish that person before? In this world, isn't it just that they speak with power? ”
When Qiu Shi heard these words, he couldn't help but dilate his pupils a little, and after being stunned for a few seconds, he came back to his senses and asked as if in a dream:
"What did you just call me?"
“……,? , Uncle Qiushi. ”
"Ahh You call me so affectionately! I'm so moved~" Autumn seemed to be so moved that tears came out at this moment, covering his mouth and nose, his eyes were full of relief.
This baby is not only willing to pay attention to him, but also willing to call him uncle, which he would never dare to imagine.
"Ah Qin, have you seen it, if you were as young as him, you would definitely be so cute when you called my uncle!" The excitement in Qiushi's heart could not be concealed, and it made him feel satisfied that his wish in his heart for many years had almost come true.
Ling Zeru was suddenly stunned, and then said,
"You're not focusing on the right things, are you...... I mean, it's true that I'm practicing for the sake of power, because only when I have power can I ......."
"to protect others, huh?" In the autumn, while Ling Zeru didn't finish speaking, he grabbed the conversation.
"Maybe......" Ling Zeru's eyes dodged a little at this moment, and he didn't dare to look at Qiu Shi, in fact, he didn't know why he practiced before, if he really wanted to say why, he could only say that he had nothing else to do except practice, he only had one purpose to practice, and only for one purpose of practice, only practice could make him realize that he was still alive.
"I don't care if you're lying or not, just tell me, are you still practicing? What is the purpose of the practice? ”
Ling Zeru lowered his head at this moment, and pretended to be calm and said, "No, I don't practice anymore......"
At this moment in autumn, his eyes drooped slightly, and even Xiao Mo put away his wings and stopped moving, and for a while, the atmosphere seemed a little sluggish.
"Are you unable to practice, or are you unwilling to practice?"
"I don't want to continue practicing, I'm too tired to practice."
Qiu Shi stared at Ling Zeru's face, and after staring for a long time, he could more and more notice the child's haggardness.
"So what are you going to do next, don't you have parents? Or some other relative or friend? ”
"No...... I don't know anyone anymore. ”
"Really......"
Qiu Shi didn't know what to say at the moment, but after thinking about it for a long time, he still spoke.
"Well, how about I take you to a place where there are many children like you, fatherless, motherless, and helpless. There will be adults taking care of you, it's a big family, and you'll make a lot of friends there. ”
Ling Zeru didn't know why, and finally couldn't help but speak.
"Friends or anything, I don't want it, it's enough for me to take care of myself alone, and I don't want to take care of others, and I don't want others to take care of me."
Autumn Shi showed a coaxing smile, "You can't think like this, Ozawa Ru, friends are not the so-called simple relationship between you and me, I care about you, friends are connected by special feelings...... I don't know how to say it, and you're really a teenager, right, a kid like you should like to play with your peers......"
But at the end of this sentence, it seemed to touch the reverse scales in Ling Zeru's heart, and I saw that Ling Zeru suddenly seemed to be a different person, his eyes stared directly at Qiu Shi, his pupils were wide, and his voice was cold and calm,
"What does it matter to me that other kids like to play with their peers? They like to play with other people, should I? ”
Rao Shiqiu was also frightened by Ling Zeru's cannibalistic eyes at this moment, and he couldn't help but grunt and beat drums in his heart, he now felt as if there was a hungry wolf standing in front of him, and he was just an unarmed ordinary person with no cultivation. He didn't really know what he was saying wrong, in short, he just needed to know that this little ghost's personality was really unique.
"I didn't expect that I would be frightened by the eyes of a little ghost who cultivated so low, if I let Xiao Du know, my face would definitely be lost......"
Ling Zeru immediately reacted to his faux pas, and immediately put away his eyes and lowered his head, thinking that he had reacted like that for some reason just now, and he was guilty and puzzled.
"Uncle Qiushi, you have also seen it, I am such an unlikable person with a bad personality, I will not make friends."
Qiu Shi reacted and forced a smile:
"Ahhh
As soon as the words fell, Qiu Shi felt water droplets on his face slip down, and then fell to the ground. Xiao Mo fluttered his wings and flew up, looking down at the big and the small.
"Uncle, are you alright......"
The atmosphere became subtle and dead again, because the cold sweat that had slipped from Qiushi's face just now was clearly cold...... And there are more cold sweats hanging on the autumn face, crumbling......