It is no exaggeration to say that I have been recognized as a scholar since I was a child. From preschool to primary school graduation, the grades are top-notch. But now that I think back, I didn't work hard in elementary school at all, and the reason why I was able to achieve excellent grades was nothing more than being more attentive than other children. At that age, I was not a kid who was not fun and tired of school, I was just a little more serious than my peers. Since I was a child, I have been a good student in the eyes of my teachers, and a child of other people's families in the eyes of adults. And this has become the biggest help for me to cocoon myself in the future, and I gradually have an extremely fragile glass heart. In the words of teacher Guo Degang: When you were young, you didn't suffer from white eyes, and when you are old, you can die suddenly when others stare at you on the street.

Is it always smooth sailing for a good student like me? That's the case most of the time. But I've also experienced small things that make me haunted. When I was in kindergarten, I was bullied by children, and at that time there was a girl who ate a lychee, and then gave me the core, and I didn't take it seriously and threw it away, so she didn't let me compensate her. At that time, I had never eaten lychee at all, and I had never even seen it, I thought I had a big deal, and I was very scared every day, and I didn't know how to tell my parents. From that day on, the snacks I brought with me had to be eaten by their small group, and almost all of them were eaten by them. When I was in junior high school, I happened to be in a cram school with that girl, and I remember it, and I guess she remembered, but she was very enthusiastic about me, because I was much better than her in junior high school.

When I was in elementary school, I was still in preschool, and my mother kept telling me not to pee in the school toilet, just in the back of the toilet where there was no one. At that time, the toilets in our school were all squatting pits, the pits were very deep underneath, and there were inside, and the size of the pits was different from pit to pit, some were very wide, and some were narrower. Students in all five grades of primary school are conveniently located in this toilet. I also listened to my mom and kept peeing in the haystack next to the toilet, and of course the kids of our age were outside. One winter morning, I just finished going to the toilet, especially frozen buttocks, I quickly stood up and lifted my pants, my grandmother made me cotton pants at that time was very complicated, I had to tinker for a long time, at this time a very beautiful young female teacher came out of the toilet and saw me and said, "It's disgusting." Then he glared at me vigorously. That disgust struck a blow to my young heart, and I was only six years old at the time. So in the afternoon, I decided not to pee outside and went to the big toilet. As you can imagine, I fell into the toilet. Luckily, I was stuck, and the back half of my body was hanging in the pit of the toilet, and I just happened to meet my grandmother's neighbor's sister and pulled me out, and there was a lot of shit on my buttocks, which was very smelly. When I returned to the classroom, I heard other children discuss: "Xuan Xuan fell into the toilet just now." "When I got home, I didn't talk about it, and my grandmother and mother still listened to the neighbor's sister. In retrospect, why didn't you tell your mom what happened? Why do you endure it silently without saying anything, and that female teacher is really hateful, don't you have children in your life?

Fate is a magical thing, and when I was in the third grade, I met this stupid female teacher again. At that time, the guard of honor was performing, and I was playing the drums, and she was in charge of watching us. One afternoon training was very hot, we spent the afternoon in the sun, and the teachers wore scarves and sunglasses. As a result, she came up and gave me a kick, and I almost fell down while holding the drum, and cursed and scolded: "Are you blind? Are you blind and can't see with your peripheral vision? I can see the toilet with all my peripheral vision! "I was aggrieved and angry because I really put my heart into it. It wasn't until fourth grade that I realized that she seemed to teach moral character. I never told my family about it, because I believed that my mom and dad would definitely go to her to settle accounts, and now think about how I was so stupid!

Then there was the experience of being slapped by the teacher in the fifth grade without conscience, and for the sake of her aunt who came at the time, and I also took a counterattack, I won't talk about it here. There are also some stinky fish and rotten shrimp who are jealous of my excellence, talk bad about me behind my back, and isolate me All kinds of incidents, I won't repeat them, after all, there are many people who are popular. Again, I didn't tell my family about it.

Since I was a child, I have been the best learner in the class, and I have been enough for the three good students of the squad leader, squadron leader, and I have won many awards and prizes. In addition, in the five years of elementary school, I completed all the blackboard newspapers, from design to drawing, by myself. At that time, the national flag was raised every Monday to recognize outstanding students for speaking under the national flag, and I was also a frequent guest to speak under the national flag. Speeches, essays are among the best, oh yes, I'm also a member of the school dance team. If there is a pyramid in elementary school, then I am the one standing at the top of the pyramid.

Maybe this is what all parents dream of, but growing up to the present, I would rather I be a middle-grade, lively and cheerful girl since I was a child, step by step, and grow up slowly. Rather than being extreme at the beginning. Just like Fang Zhongyong, he will not be obsessed with everyone in the future. Of course, it's not that I don't work the contrary, I work extra hard in the back, but I can't get any understanding and comfort because of the bad results.