How to choose
I saw a word "I" written on the paper. I was overwhelmed and said, "Pull it down!" Then he hurriedly packed his schoolbag and left the classroom. On the way home, I thought that this thing actually liked me, or five years. Can it be true? No way.
When I got home, my mind was in turmoil, and I didn't know how to write my homework. After all, this is the first time I remember that someone has confessed to me like this. He must have been trying to disturb my heart, and then he took the first throne, it must be like this, yes, yes, this slut. The next day, I came to the classroom as if nothing had happened, and I didn't panic at all when I saw him, but his attitude changed 180 degrees, from being difficult for me everywhere to becoming much gentler. "Did you sleep well yesterday?" "That's good." I read with my head down, not wanting to say anything more. From this day on, our relationship became a little awkward. "Do you like to play basketball? I can ride you to play basketball. "I won't." "It's okay, I'll teach you." "I don't want to learn."
And these days, he has become a little cold to me, and when he is in class and group discussions, he just buries his head in the book. Yue is very different from others, he is very straightforward, and he is so straightforward that people can't stand it. I remember one of my classmates had yellow teeth and never seemed to brush his teeth, and the more he saw it, he said, "What's wrong with your teeth?" It's like an egg yolk hanging on it. "Yue's tone is not fresh at all when he talks to the tablemates, there is a stinky smell, others pretend not to smell it, but the more not. Yue will directly say: "Hey, do you have a stomach problem?" "It's a blessing that Yue wasn't killed at that time, in the eyes of others he may not be able to speak, but in my eyes, he is very special. I seem to like Yue more, I don't get happy to see him talking to other girls, and Yue seems to be more popular, probably because he looks more stylish.
I took the second place in the class exam. I cried, holding back tears and bowing my head. Instead of saying, "Don't be sad, you're the cutest." "I couldn't be happy at all when I listened to the comforting words, thinking that it wasn't you who took the first exam, and the cat cried and the mouse was fake compassion. In my eyes, he is a very annoying person, but I hate him a lot less than before.
Tian ran over to me and said, "Xuanxuan, it's okay." "To be honest, my former table mate was really nice, and apart from being a little pretending to be smart, this person really didn't have anything to say. He listens to me very much, never bullies me, when he has a stomachache, he will carry my schoolbag, give me hot water, and when he can't do the question, he will patiently give me a lecture, and when others scold me, he will help me say bad things about others, in the current words, just like a male girlfriend. The girl he likes is Jiang Xia from the next class. But I'm still sad, after all, I did so badly in this exam.
I kept my head down and didn't want others to see how sad I was, this damn pride. Suddenly I felt someone poke me. It's another double stick. The more he would give me a lollipop every time I was unhappy. For some reason, my mood suddenly improved. I secretly swore in my heart: I must get the first place next time.
I'm not the same person. Other girls in the class like to appear in front of the person they like, but I'm not, I like a person who will secretly avoid him, but I can't help but look at him. I like more, and this feeling is even stronger in the third year of junior high school, on the one hand, there is a busy school, and on the other hand, there is a beautiful crush, and both sides cannot be separated.
On the way out of school, I walked silently. Suddenly, he saw Yue and his friends picking "little peppers" on the tree, and under the sunset, a teenager with long hair jumped up frequently. I lowered my head lonely and continued to walk forward, and sometimes a sense of powerlessness suddenly surged in my heart, which was a feeling of love and wishful thinking. Suddenly, someone patted me, and when I turned around, I was Yue. "Here you go!" He put Pepper in my hand, and I looked at him in surprise as if I had come back to life, and he walked away with his friends without saying a word. I held this little pepper all the way, like I got a baby and was reluctant to throw it.
It's like Yue once gave me a jelly at a sports meeting, with crystal love written on it, and I haven't been willing to eat it until now. As long as the more things are given to me, I keep them well, including those lollipops.
As the sun sets, I carry a heavy schoolbag, and my heart is also heavy, because my feelings for Yue have a little more weight, but I will not confess to him, because this is me, a person who will put everything in my heart, I believe that until graduation, I will not confess to Yue.