Volume 2 Tongxin Garden Chapter 232 The heart of the doctor is the first
The battle with Hou Jingyao lasted all night, from night to the next morning, when the sun had not yet come out, but the sky in the distance had already revealed a white light.
The light curtain walked out of the mecha's chest, stepped off the string, and flew towards Haoxu and Yan Li.
Haoxu Tianqiong returned his body to Yu Minghan very interestingly.
"Ze Curtain, why did you come out? What about Hou Jingyao? Yu Minghan and Yan Liang were still in a state of confusion, so Yu Minghan took the lead in asking questions as soon as he saw the light curtain.
"He did so much just to make a name for himself, and I kind of fulfilled his wish."
"What he wants is the acknowledgment of the gods, you...... Does he know who you are? ”
"I don't know, maybe, anyway, he agreed, and left on his own initiative. So it's not that you have won, but that he has achieved his goal, and there is no need to continue playing with you. ”
Qing Ze couldn't help but joke at them, which made both of them a little embarrassed.
The light curtain then said to Yan Li:
"Besides, before he left, he asked me to bring you a word."
"Oh?" Yan Li couldn't guess what words Shu Ci would leave for himself at such a moment, "What did he say?" ”
"He said that when you stabbed him in the throat, it was really merciless, it was very painful and cold, and it made him feel very uncomfortable."
"Hmph." Yan Li hugged his hands and didn't feel sorry, "This is the end that you should be the enemy of the Venerable Walker." ”
"He also said that you would have believed that he was willing to stand and fight you, which made him very worried about your IQ status, and without his help in the future, I don't know if you will be injured against enemies outside the world in the future."
"Hmph, it's obviously mean that I'm mean, since it's ridiculous to say that I'm not smart. It's a bit of a hassle without him, but even so, I'll do my best to protect the gods. ”
"In the end, he deeply regrets not being able to shoot you with Zanetti."
“……”
Yan Li didn't say anything more this time, he closed his eyes, as if he was immersed in his own thoughts.
But he didn't think long before he opened his eyes, and in the face of the last words of the special speech, he finally just sighed softly.
But soon, his attention was on the light curtain, this human seemed to have something different.
"I'm sorry, this ...... Lesbian, I always feel that there seems to be something unusual about you, which makes me involuntarily feel awe. ”
Yan Liang faced the light curtain again at this time, and he actually felt a pressure in his heart, as if the god was standing in front of him with majesty at this time, but it was just a little human girl in front of him.
Qing Zelian smiled slightly: "You don't have to be suspicious, I'm nothing special, I'm just a human being." ”
Yu Minghan saw that it was not early, so he said to Yan Li:
"Time is running out, and it's time to move on to the ceremony of neomartinib."
Yan Liang nodded, and the three of them, regardless of the giant mecha standing silently in the distance, landed back on the platform of the new martinib.
They walked to the site where the ceremony was held, where a large cross was erected on the platform of the new martinib to judge sinful souls.
Yu Minghan asked Qing Ze Curtain to stand in the distance and wait for a while, and then walked to the cross with Yan Li.
"Human, you said you had a way to get your hands on the seventh primer, where are we going to find it?" (Yan Fence)
"Far away, close at hand." (Yu Minghan)
Yan Li looked back at the light curtain, and then replied:
"I don't see any great sin she has committed."
Yu Minghan shook his head:
"I'm talking about me, I'm the sinner."
"Huh?" Yan Li was puzzled, and even Hao Xu was puzzled: "What crime did you commit?" ”
Yu Minghan smiled slightly, and then began to state and list his sins: unrelated people from other worlds were involved in this turmoil without authorization, killing a group of ordinary people who had never done anything wrong without authorization, forcing a person to kill his friends and benefactors, and not saving his friends in order to obtain primers, but the purpose of these acts was for one thing - his selfishness to save his wife.
"You mean, 'selfish.'"
Yes, selfishness is the most primitive sin, and I am the greatest sinner of all, even if I sacrificed so many lives to save my lover. Use me as a substitute for "fear of death", and you will definitely succeed. ”
Yan Li nodded, indicating that he understood.
"However, if you want to make a sacrifice, you must first make primers, and this process must be very painful, after all, it is the process of judging sins."
"It doesn't matter, my life was meant to have lost its meaning at some point, but now, I find that there are still things I can do, so no matter what, I'm going to make it to the end."
"Well, I don't know which part of the primer for "selfishness" is needed?"
"Hehe, selfishness is engraved in the bones, written in the genes, and even buried deeper. selfishness" is needed for the soul of a sinner. ”
As soon as these words came out, Yan Liang and Haoxu were startled.
"Human, are you serious? Are you willing, sacrificing your soul? (Yan Li)
"Ming Han, are you serious? You sacrificed your soul, so what should I do? (Haoxu)
Faced with questions, Yu Minghan answered resolutely:
"Of course I'm serious. My soul, if it can be used at the last moment, it will come in handy. ”
Yan Liang was a little unbearable, but if this was the only and best way to save the gods, then he could only do it.
"Alright, human, tell me your name."
"My name...... Yu Minghan. ”
"Okay, I remember, although it already feels familiar to me."
"Really? So let's get started. ”
Yu Minghan then turned around, facing the cross and facing away from Yan Li, Yan Liang stretched out his hand and began to extract Yu Minghan's soul as a primer, preparing for the most critical ritual.
Yu Minghan also felt a trance at this time, although there was no painful feeling, but the fact that his soul was about to be separated from his body still brought him a subconscious sense of panic.
But just as the process was coming to an end, something unexpected happened.
"Sirolimus!"
A woman's shout rang out, and at the same time, Venerable Walker Yan Li, suddenly felt dizzy, and then fainted to the ground.
And Yu Minghan's soul also returned to his body due to the interruption of the ritual, and of course, he has now become very weak and can barely stand up.
"Ze curtain? Why do you ......?"
When Yu Minghan saw it clearly, he realized that it was the light curtain that stunned Yan Li with his strength, which interrupted the ritual they were performing.
"I heard what you said. It's crazy to sacrifice my soul, all it takes, it's just to send me back to that world. ”
The light curtain walked towards Yu Minghan, she squatted down beside Yu Minghan, and her lowered eyes silently looked at Yu Minghan who was struggling on the ground.
"What do you mean, Ze Curtain, don't you want to go back?"
"Hehe, you're just going to ask me now, haven't you ever thought about it before?"
"Why, Ze Curtain, everything here is over, your illness will be cured, at that time, you will ......"
"I can continue to work hard in that world, work hard to make money, no matter how hard and tired I am, I will always only be accompanied by my daughter. Yu Minghan, such a day is really tiring, sometimes I really think, maybe it will be easier to die. Moreover, without you, I really don't know what the point is to continue to live......"
“……”
Yu Minghan really raised his throat at this time, because he was now facing the biggest challenge he had ever encountered - coaxing his wife.
How difficult is it to coax a wife? The battle with Hou Jingyao is not a matter (although it is all Haoxu fighting). For men, fighting may be a very simple thing, even if it is possible that they can't be beaten, as soon as the blood is up, they can grit their teeth and say: "Then I will fight hard".
But coaxing women, this is not something that can be solved if you grit your teeth and work hard.
Communicating with women is a science, a technique, and an art.
After thinking about it for a long time, Yu Minghan still didn't know how to speak.
So in desperation, he had no choice but to sacrifice a killer weapon.
"Heavenly Dome, save me!"
"Haoxu Tianqiong has been inspired to come to your aid. Don't worry, Japanese-style romance light novels, I don't know how many volumes I've read; Youth love campus comics, then I am the head. I dare say that there is no love dispute that I can't handle. ”
"That's great, Skydome, tell me how I should respond!"
"I want to think about ......"
So, with the help of Haoxu Tianqiong, Yu Minghan responded to the light curtain:
"Ze curtain, I know that you have been silently undertaking it all along, and this must be very hard......"
"Oh? It turns out that you still know that my mother is hard! ”
"Well, I'm so sorry that I didn't keep the promise I made......
"That's nice, what's the use of you just thinking sorry? Do you feel sorry in your heart and make up for the damage I actually suffered? ”
"It's all my fault, Ze Curtain...... But everything we've done before has been for you...... You also have to get back to your health and live well, and as long as life goes on, there is always hope. ”
As soon as Yu Minghan finished speaking, he found that Qing Ze Curtain had already turned his head away, as if he didn't want to continue listening to him.
Then, she whispered the words in her heart, so that Yu Minghan listened to it, and her heart was really like a knife.
"I don't know where everything here came from, but I never thought I'd ever see you again. Since I remembered you again, I haven't spent extra time on other things, because I know that there is not much time to spend with you, and it will be over soon.
You said you wanted me to find someone again, but I'll never forget you. The days and nights I spent with you, I have been thinking about them day and night since you left. I know that if we didn't have a daughter, I would have gone with you the moment I saw your body. But because of her and Xiaorui, although my heart is no longer there, I have survived because I still need to take care of her.
But even so, I still have bad thoughts from time to time. Once I actually said to my young daughter, is it okay for mom to take you to find dad with me, Xiaorui was very happy to hear it, and asked me where to find dad, but I cried, because I knew that it was impossible to find you anywhere, except for heaven, at that time I actually wanted to take her to take poison with me, but Xiaorui didn't know anything about her mother's vicious thoughts, and was still smirking innocently.
Yu Minghan, you don't know, after you left, the economy became very sluggish for some reason, and it became very difficult to make money. Not only do I have to pay off the mortgage, but I also have to pay Xiaorui's tuition, and I have to be careful not to get sick, and all kinds of places have to spend money, and I really feel like I'm running around for money right now, and I don't know what the meaning of life is.
My only loved one used to be my grandfather, and then you broke into my life; After my grandfather died, you became my only relative until the birth of our daughter; But now, you're gone, and Xiaorui is my only concern in the world. If I told you that I really, umpteen times I wanted to die in the past, because death might be a little happier for me than it might be to be alive, Yu Minghan, would you still insist on continuing these rituals? ”
Yu Minghan was silent, he didn't know how to answer.
For a sick person, the most important thing is not the severity of the illness itself, but the enthusiasm and hope of the patient to live.
If you get sick with your heart, it will be even more difficult to recover.
Light curtain, is she really unwilling to continue to live?
If there is no Xiaorui, then the answer is undoubtedly yes. But even if the answer is yes, does Yu Minghan really want to agree to her?
Stop, and she'll die; But continuing, although she can be healed, she is back in a lonely world.
But this is the case of no Xiao Rui, and if there is Xiao Rui, the answer seems to have no room to swing.
She had to live, or she ...... When a child loses his father, he loses his mother again.
Yu Minghan had no choice, even if he was embarrassed in every way, like a fish in his throat over and over again, he still had to tell Qing Ze Curtain in the end:
"I'll continue to ......"
Kazusawa nodded, then stood up.
"Good...... All right. ”
She muttered to herself, and suddenly rose into the air, it turned out that she didn't need any string feathers to fly, this was originally her dream, and she should be able to do everything in her dreams.
"Tianqiong, please...... Stop her first......"
Yu Minghan sent the last entrustment to Haoxu Tianqiong, his soul was extremely weak, and he could only ask Haoxu to make a move at the moment.
Why did you make a move? I saw that the small hands of the light curtain were closed one by one, and a two-edged spear made of pure lightning appeared in her hand, which looked even cooler than Yan Li's extreme ice spear.
The so-called two-edged means that there are spear heads at both ends of this spear, and the light curtain is gently waved in his hand, silently looking at Hao Xu who flew up to confront her with the meteoric string.
"Traveler from another world, thank you for your dedication and efforts along the way, but what you need to do has been done, it's time for you to leave." (Light curtain)
"It turns out that you have known about my existence for a long time, so you should also know how hard your husband has worked so hard for you to recover. And now, do you want these efforts to be ruined? (Haoxu)
"This is my own body, my own world. It's my freedom to choose how I want. (Light curtain)
"Everyone's life seems to belong only to him, but ...... If we take into account various factors such as family and society, each person's life belongs to him alone. (Haoxu)
"It's nice to say, and it's full of reason. What you haven't experienced, you'll never understand. (Light curtain)
"I don't know how you feel, but I can relate to him, your husband's feelings. He really wants you to heal and still loves you even after you are gone. (Haoxu)
"Then I just want to be with him, what's wrong with me?" (Light curtain)
"At this point, you're not wrong, it's just ......" (Haoxu)
"No, no nonsense, since your knife has also been drawn, let's have a battle without an audience first!" (Light curtain)
Qing Ze Curtain interrupted Hao Xu's words and rushed directly towards Hao Xu. Haoxu Tianqiong couldn't finish speaking, but he didn't know how to continue, so he simply had a battle to be more enjoyable.
But since the light curtain is the master of the dream, it stands to reason that no one can beat her here. In fact, it is true, the strength of the light curtain is even stronger than Yan Li, but perhaps because her body is Yu Minghan's appearance, many times when she hit Haoxu's flaws, she didn't give that blow that was enough to determine the outcome of the battle.
"So strong? Wouldn't it be nice to let her come to wait for Jing Yao? Hao Xu was amazed at this overwhelming difference in strength, if the light curtain did not release water, it is estimated that when the battle began, the winner and the defeat would have been divided.
"Come on, if she doesn't help Hou Jingyao beat us, it's already good." Yu Minghan said helplessly.
Kamisawa looked very relaxed in the game, what did she start this game for?
Is it to defeat the other party and then completely stop the initiation of neomatinib?
The sun was rising, and the rest of the archangels were in their respective positions, just waiting for the appointed time to begin the ritual. If something goes wrong anywhere in the process, the whole ritual fails.
Light curtain, does she really not want to get better?
Even she didn't know the answer, including what the meaning and purpose of this battle was.
So much so that in the battle, she couldn't help but lose her heart, so that Haoxu grabbed her flaw and stabbed the blade in front of her.
However, this blow did not reach her side in the end, because at the last moment, Yu Minghan shot and stopped Haoxu's attack.
"Don't hurt her!" (Yu Minghan)
"Tsk, you take care of yourself first!" (Haoxu)
Hao Xu then missed an opportunity, and Qing Ze Curtain pulled himself back from his thoughts and refocused on the battle.
But the person wielding the sword in front of him looked like him, how could she bear to kill like in her previous life?
So Haoxu found another opportunity.
"Don't hurt her!" (Yu Minghan)
"Tsk, okay." (Haoxu)
Such an opportunity did not come easily, Yu Minghan wasted it again, and Hao Xu returned to the battle after that, waiting for an opportunity to find a new opportunity.
There are not many such opportunities, and the other party will be more careful every time they find an opportunity, but Qingze Curtain may still have something on his mind, such an opportunity actually made Hao Xu look for it many times, and also allowed Hao Xu to hear that sentence again and again:
"Don't hurt her!"
Hao Xu was a little annoyed.
"Wow, you husband and wife have an awkward quarrel and ask me to mix, but one is playing with me absentmindedly, and the other stops me at a critical moment every time, in the end, I am the only one who really cares, and I am the only one who is tired and tired, I can't stand it!"
Hearing Haoxu's complaints, Qing Ze Curtain chuckled and asked, "Oh? So you're finally willing to stop, aren't you? ”
Haoxu Tianqiong wanted to blurt out a "yes", but he swallowed it back and said, "No, I will continue until you are willing to let us continue the ceremony." ”
Qing Ze Curtain was a little puzzled, "You are an unknown and irrelevant outsider, why do you want to meddle in the matter between us?" ”
"Because I've been through so much with him, I can understand his determination to save you. So, even if you say I'm an outsider, I can't turn a blind eye to a man's sincerity. ”
"Oh, yes, you men like to be heroic, as if it were great to save a sick person. But you never asked me what I really wanted! ”
"Well, let me ask you, what do you really want?"
"The ...... I Really Want"
When it came to the most critical place, the light curtain didn't say it, or it couldn't be said. She no longer talked nonsense with Hao Xu, and simply summoned a thunder blow to knock Hao Xu to the ground.
Although Haoxu Tianqiong finally stabilized his body and landed on the platform, he also knew that the winner of this game had been decided.
"Yu Minghan, I've done my best, you should also know that if you want to stop her, it's impossible to use force." (Haoxu)
"I understand that it seems to be up to me to stop her." (Yu Minghan)
Yu Minghan regained control of his body, but as soon as he handed over, his legs were weak and he went limp.
Haoxu was a little worried, he was so weak, was there really a way to convince Qing Ze Curtain?
The light curtain did not continue to stay in the air, but returned to the platform with Haoxu, who was knocked down. She silently watched Yu Minghan try to get up, but in the end, she couldn't even stand steadily.
"What else do you want to say?"
In the face of Yu Minghan's behavior of disregarding her own safety, although her heart was trembling, she still behaved very calmly and even coldly.
"Ze Curtain, I know, you want to be able to be with me...... Now, however, this wish ...... It's no longer possible. There is nothing in the world after death, and even if you die now, it is impossible to find me again......"
"Oh, anything else?"
“…… I'm sorry, Ze Curtain, I know it's a ...... Unreasonable request, but I still hope that you can think about it for our daughter Xiaorui...... If you also leave, then she will lose her last support and her last loved ones...... Then she's going to cry very sadly, you ......"
"When you left, I cried very sadly, but so what, no matter how sad I cried, I didn't see you come back."
“……”
"Yu Minghan, then I'll just ask one question, if I'm by your side, will you be happy?"
“……”
If the light curtain dies, then Xiaorui will become an orphan with both parents dead; How to light the curtain is healed, then she has to continue to walk on the road of a single mother, this road cannot be simple.
Seeing that he couldn't answer for a long time, Qing Ze couldn't help but sigh:
"I've asked this question countless times, and every time you don't hesitate to give the answer......"
Yu Minghan could only show a bitter smile:
"In the past, I would say that as long as you are by my side, no matter what you go through, I will feel happy......"
The husband and wife are silent at the moment, and the memories of the once happy and beautiful are now the source of pain.
Yu Minghan has no way to give any more answers, because even if he clearly knows that Qing Zelian must live, because there is still his daughter Xiaorui to take care of, but this is undoubtedly forcing her in a way similar to moral kidnapping, Yu Minghan is unwilling to do this kind of thing, not to mention that the other party is still his beloved.
Originally, Yu Minghan was already guilty enough because of her own departure, how could she continue to make such unreasonable requests now.
Haoxu saw Yu Minghan so tormented that he leaned over and lowered his head, without saying a word, and became a little uneasy.
"What's the matter, why don't you talk anymore?" (Haoxu)
"Because I'm starting to wonder if it's the right thing to do to save her." (Yu Minghan)
"I don't understand." (Haoxu)
"Because, apart from my grandfather and me, she has no relatives in the world. I also said that in order to marry her, I disowned my family, so it is absolutely impossible for my family to be willing to help her. In that case, she is a single mother who is completely helpless, and I am very worried, worried that she must have suffered a lot of grievances along the way. If life is really a pain for her, but I use my daughter as an excuse to force her to return to a miserable life, am I really right to do this? (Yu Minghan)
Yu Minghan himself began to waver, how could he be able to convince the light curtain?
Could it be that all the efforts that have been made for so long have really come to naught, and that this is the end of it?
The answer is no, because even at this time, there is still one last key figure who has not yet appeared, and it can be said that he completely understands everything that Kamisawa has experienced.