Chapter Ninety-Five: Getting By. (Three more requests for subscription)
The room suddenly fell silent, because the curtains were still closed, and the lights were not turned on, and the room was still a little dim, Su Wan couldn't see Xu Wenjun's expression clearly, but she knew that he must be ...... now Fierce.
Xu Wenjun's breathing was also a little short.
Su Wan was like this in her last life, she didn't know, she avoided it, she ran away, which suffocated him, and made him not know how to face her at the end of his marriage, what Xu Wenjun always wanted was passionate love, not life......
"I'll ask you one last time, Su Wan, after this time, I won't ask again...... Do you regret it? Look into my eyes, do you regret it? Xu Wenjun tried to calm his tone as much as possible.
Su Wan was still at a loss, and she stopped talking many times, you see how angry she is! Ya deserves to be abused, and her heart is broken.
Xu Wenjun didn't want to look at her at the moment, didn't look at her again, and walked directly by her indifferently, when he was about to make a mistake.
Su Wan panicked even more, she was so scared, her heart ached, when Xu Wenjun left her indifferently, she chuckled in her heart, she knew that if he left this time, then she would completely lose him......
She didn't want to lose ...... Su Wan finally gritted her teeth and stretched out her hand to grab Xu Wenjun's wrist, and then cried a little urgently, tears sliding down her cheeks, "Don't go......"
Her temperament is too bad, even so, she has not yet expressed a straight ball like Qin Muge, she ...... needed someone to help her change, Xu Wenjun stopped and didn't look back, "The answer I want is not this." ”
Su Wan has this temperament, if you don't provoke her, she won't think about a lot of questions, didn't Su Wan love Xu Wenjun in her previous life? Maybe she loved, but at that time, no Qin Muge appeared, no one excited, and no one opened the distance between her and Xu Wenjun, resulting in her not correctly recognizing her love for Xu Wenjun at the age of being loved, she needs someone to guide her......
"I regret it, I regret it......"
Su Wan, who was sober and not drunk, had red circles in her eyes at the moment, tears were falling one by one, and the hand holding Xu Wenjun's wrist was also exerting force, this time her impulse overcame reason.
Su Wan She is really changing, Xu Wenjun turned around, pulled a few pieces of paper on the table, and then raised his hand and quietly wiped the corners of her eyes and face.
Xu Wenjun's movements were very light, but what made Su Wan's heart heavy these days, the grievances in her heart, suddenly had a cathartic outlet, her red lips opened slightly, spit out a few breaths, and inhaled a few more times, one hand didn't care whether Xu Wenjun was wiping his tears or not, but also rubbed his eyes and wiped his tears, and then the tears fell faster and faster, crying more fiercely, and even made a sound, whimpering.
Xu Wenjun let her sit in the position she had just sat on, and then went down to find Aunt Xu, who looked curious, and asked for eggs, returned to the bedroom without speaking, and waited for her to calm down a little, then sat on the bed, looking at her, I guess I had cried after drinking last night, and my eyes were still a little swollen, and now I am crying again, not only swollen, but also a little red, "Compress." ”
Su Wan obediently took the egg, held it in her hand, and didn't apply it, staring at the egg in her hand with her head down, a little absent-minded.
Xu Wenjun didn't talk nonsense, seeing that she didn't move stupidly, he easily snatched the egg from Su Wan's hand, and his tone was not as fierce as before, and it was much softer, "Look up." ”
Su Wan raised her head obediently, and Xu Wenjun gently pressed the boiled egg with her swollen hand near the silkworm, and gently kneaded her with the egg.
It was cold and cold, Su Wan's eyes blinked, looking at Xu Wenjun, noticing her gaze, Xu Wenjun asked knowingly, "You cried last night?" ”
Su Wan nodded lightly.
"Why are you crying?" Xu Wenjun asked this, Su Wan didn't know how she should answer, but now she didn't dare to say that she didn't know, Wenjun just now was so fierce, he had never been so fierce to himself...... scared Su Wan.
Xu Wenjun's emotions have calmed down at the moment, he has too much trouble with Su Wan, and he also has too much confusion in his previous life, "No, Su Wan, if it weren't for Qin Muge, do you want to say that you don't know and say it for the rest of your life?" ”
didn't wait for Su Wan to mention Qin Muge, Xu Wenjun took the initiative to put forward the name in front of Su Wan.
Su Wan's head was still thinking about how to answer.
Xu Wenjun's question came again, "Before being by the river, Qin Muge and I were not together, you also held my hand, I asked you, what do you mean, someone has already broken into us, why do you still say you don't know." ”
I don't know if I don't know, Su Wan is like a girl who has done something wrong, and Xu Wenjun is like a bunch of old fathers who don't understand what their daughters think.
Xu Wenjun didn't think that Su Wan, who couldn't let out a fart for a long time, could answer him so naturally so quickly, he just asked some of the questions he was holding back.
"Also, if you don't love me, why did we get drunk that night, although we were a little confused, but there was still consciousness, I was on top, you didn't refuse......" Xu Wenjun stared at Su Wan's eyes, Su Wan was still waiting for Wenjun to continue to ask her questions, so that she didn't have to answer, but obviously Xu Wenjun stared at her and didn't want her to avoid this question.
Su Wan avoided his gaze, drooped her head, crossed the thumbs of her two small hands back and forth, and said in a low voice, "Because...... You want ......"
If it weren't for Xu Wenjun's good hearing in his life, he almost didn't hear clearly, and he was angry when he heard it clearly, "It means that you don't know, whether you love me or not, and then I want it, you will give it to me?" "What the hell, how should he say it?
"You didn't think about it, in case we didn't end up together and got separated...... What will happen? Xu Wenjun suddenly remembered who Su Wan's temperament looked a little like...... Aunt Xu.
A hard-working family, raising children single-handedly, and having to support her husband before, her husband was idle and didn't do anything, and finally raised her husband until he retired, and people kicked Aunt Xu away and wanted to divorce her, but Aunt Xu still begged not to leave...... Aunt Xu's divorce before could blow up the stomach of the family, but now Su Wan can blow him up sometimes.
"Because my parents, Aunt Wang and Uncle Xu often say that it would be good for us to get married, and we will definitely form our small family well in the future, and we will arrange our small family well, so ......" Su Wan also explained in a whisper.
The more he explained, the more angry Xu Wenjun became, is marriage a playhouse! That's to be loved! No wonder not to mention their marriage in the previous life, Su Wan is working hard to run their family well, and to be gentle and gentle to do her duty as a wife, instead of being Xu Wenjun's lover, the problem has arisen from here.
After doing it for a long time, starting very early, this Su Wan already had the idea of living with Xu Wenjun, of course, just living a life......