Love is a moment of weakness, a recourse to the feelings of others, not to the giving of others, to the participation of others......

When Xu Wenjun was depressed, he liked to flip through books, and it was late at night, so he happened to see Shi Tiesheng's words.

Can it really work, what a moment of weakness, to turn to people's moods? Turning to others for giving? Participation of the help-seeker?

"Gu Yi, how can you say it?"

Neuropathy, Xu Wenjun was suddenly surprised to find that there seemed to be no normal one in the recent circle around him? Right?

Su Wan was autistic, Xi Qingcen was nervous, and Gu Yi was soft-footed......

"Damn, what about playing with me? In the previous life, it was ten years of quiet hideousness, and in this life, it will directly change to make trouble? ”

God, you don't have a heart?

But sitting on the chair, Xu Wenjun shook his feet, you said that he didn't understand Xi Qingcen at all, yes, he didn't know what the position of the person was, after all, he didn't know what kind of mental activity the person in the middle would have and what kind of actions he would make.

But to Gu Yi, are you angry? It's impossible, it's angry, but you say it's really angry?

Now calm down a little and think,

After impulsiveness, after no alcohol, a person who has been abandoned by her own mother, how brave can you expect her to be?

Xu Wenjun felt that his analysis might not be wrong,

Mother Wu is the one who redeemed her, the one who has always accompanied her, and all Gu Yi's abnormalities to Xu Wenjun may really be ...... During the special time when Wu's mother was sick, a person with Wu's mother's shadow walked in......

Does she love Xu Wenjun?

It may be a little, but it is definitely not enough, she may just be enjoying the little warmth that Xu Wenjun brought to her similar to Wu's mother.

No one can know that they felt malice from their mother when they were young, and at the same time have an older sister who can enjoy their mother's love and get their father's care......

No one knows how helpless Gu Yi was at that time in that distorted feeling,

Watching her mother caress Gu Qiu's head affectionately, she is small, she doesn't know what she did wrong, it must be that I haven't done enough, right? tried again and again to be seen by his own mother, but was torn apart......

It was Mother Wu who picked up her broken heart little by little and glued it up......

Maybe Mother Wu herself doesn't know her place in Gu Yi's heart...... Since the age of 4, Wu's mother and her have been separated for up to a month, and she has always been accompanied by her.

Maybe it's also because of their "bad" master-servant relationship, I don't want my biological parents to have quarrels and contradictions.....

Mother Wu didn't dare to have conflicts with Gu Yi, and she was used to treating Gu Yi only good a lot of the time, because she didn't dare to have bad ......

And a person who has been good to her for more than 20 years, is gone......

Mother Wu is gone, Gu Yi's sky is collapsing, and the living Mother Xu may be the light she wants to grasp in her heart, so she crossed the line...... Sometimes, Xu Wenjun's strength as a family cook cultivated in his previous life, as well as his carefulness, is really like a male mother's ......

The male mother put down the book silently, lay on her back on the bed, stared at the ceiling, only felt that the white wall was bright and dazzling, she wanted to sleep, but she couldn't fall asleep, and she tossed and turned for a while before finally falling asleep.

In the dream, there is a small classroom, not big, there are only a few positions in total, the most naughty Xi Qingcen is sitting next to the podium, Su Wan, a submissive study committee, Gu Yi who is hiding and twisting, Qin Muge, the enthusiastic and generous squad leader, and Liu Yinnuo, a sensible and obedient literary and art commissioner, suddenly a transfer student walked in, her name is Mu Huairu, eh, what's the situation with the two behind?

With a shake of their heads, the people woke up, terrifying, they were fighting in the classroom!

Shouting what Teacher Wenjun is mine!

"It's horrible."

Xu Wenjun felt that he was almost nervous, so everyone couldn't be normal? Forget it, I'm not really crazy.

Today.

There was a light rain in the sky, sparse, not too big, but it was not good to go out without an umbrella.

Xu Wenjun didn't know what kind of weather to go to.

Well, I went up yesterday, I was angry, and I took things down, and today I enlightened myself a little and went to Nanyun......

Companies don't want to? Mu Mu doesn't want it?

Damn, it's really who you get along with, slowly like whom," isn't he nervous too. ”

Xu Wenjun is a little hesitant to go to Nanyun or not, this dog's Xi Qingcen is really troublesome, troublesome, really troublesome,

Du, all, all, all, the phone rang about seven or eight times, and Xu Wenjun answered,

The voice over there was very disgusting, "...... Feed? ”

"It's raining."

"Hmm...... Not going. What made Xu Wenjun strange was that on the other end of the phone, Xi Qingcen's voice was not too surprised, but suddenly asked, "Xu Wenjun, do you hate me very much, hate me so much?" ”

No, it's that everybody hates you and hates you at the moment.

Coming out of the house early, Xu Wenjun, who was sitting in the car, was stunned, did not be polite to Xi Qingcen, and nodded, "...... Be. ”

"Then you should be able to hate me even more."

Hearing the voice of Xi Qingcen, a crazy woman, Xu Wenjun knew that he was going to suffer, and sure enough......

"I helped you arrange the plane at eight o'clock tonight, Mu Mu doesn't have to worry about it, the company doesn't have to worry, with me, you can trust me ...... this"

Xu Wenjun smiled, gritting his teeth a little with a smile, trust? I believe in your second uncle, "No, I was angry with you yesterday...... Xi Qingcen, what position do you have pointing fingers at here! It was you in the car last time, and it's you now, why are you everywhere? Xi Qingcen, has anyone said it? You are very offensive and annoying. ”

Xi Qingcen was scolded by Xu Wenjun for a while, but he didn't refute him at the moment, but just said to himself, "Yes, as Aunt Gu's senior sister and her good friend, I am actually a bystander, I have no qualifications, and I have nothing to care about you, just like there are only cats and mice, no dogs and mice, it is reasonable for cats to catch mice, and dogs take mice...... Mother Wu can forcefully let you separate, Gu Qiu can too, I can't ......"

Xu Wenjun was really angry with her, "Why do you still know?" ”

"If I can make you feel better, I can also tell you directly, if I want to break you up and Gu Yi, I don't put gold on my face, what do I say for justice, for Gu Yi, and don't let her fall into hell...... Simple, do you know, I have liked Gu Yi, and I have to say that I have a good impression of you. And I like Gu Yi, it's not right, it's not right, so I didn't come together, and you and Gu Yi are not right......"

Xu Wenjun suddenly interrupted Xi Qingcen with a rude interjection, "Even if you can't get it, you're going to destroy it, right?" ”

I understand, friends who die are also poor, right?

"Needless to say, it's even more uncomfortable." Xu Wenjun remembered the dream he had last night, and his head suddenly inexplicably remembered a picture, that is, his former crush, and his post-crush were about to leave holding hands, Xi Qingcen was in a hurry, rushed over and separated the little hands that the two of them pulled together, and then under the banner of justice and alliance, you can't be together!

"Xi Qingcen, why do you make it bad and make you frank? Got the script of the vicious second girl? No, the two malevolent female protagonists broke up the male and female protagonists, and they also wanted to be with the male protagonists...... "It's all talked about here, Xu Wenjun took a sip of medicine, and there were more words, and he was going to talk to the end, so he scolded, "...... What about you? And what are you for? And why do you tell me this? ”

Xi Qingcen was on the other end of the phone, silent and silent, listening to Xu Wenjun's heavy breathing, and soon she suddenly said, "Xu Wenjun, let's make a bet......"

"Don't fight! Xi Qingcen, please, be normal, let me go, I've been messed up enough this time, don't make a mess again......" This is not right, Xu Wenjun is so messy, 80% of it is because of Xi Qingcen, this woman.

Wait to be abused, her......

"Three months, you go to Nanyun for three months, I will never look for you again, nor will I come to mix you and Gu Yi, or you don't want to see me, except for work, I will not meet you again." Xi Qingcen, the woman, asked herself and answered herself, "If you want to ask me why I asked you to go to Nanyun...... I don't know, maybe it's to separate you and Aunt Gu, it's also my own selfishness, or maybe I also want to completely break off from you for a few months...... You seem to be stuck in the middle, and it's kind of delaying me to take care of someone else......"

This sounds more or less outrageous, but it was Xi Qingcen who said it, why does Xu Wenjun think it is a little more reasonable?

Xu Wenjun silently snuffed out his cigarette in the car, "Three months?" You're going to delay me a lot. ”

"I will integrate all the Internet companies I have in my hands with you now, redistribute the shares, and you will dominate the ......," Xi Qingcen mentioned seriously and calmly.

"Does that mean I'm not being threatened now?"

"I also hate threats, but you and Gu Yi also seem to make me the people I hate, this feeling...... I hate ......."

"In other words, I went to Nanyun, and at the moment it actually became a transaction, in the final analysis, you want to have a good mood, and I also need to give myself a little time, a little space, and tidy up...... "This time is really messy, okay......

If this is the premise, it may not be a bad thing to distance yourself and go to a new place......

"And all the Internet companies under my name, I thought about it, you don't suffer, if Peaches integrates these, although I can't completely let you take advantage of the shares......"

Xu Wenjun finally got in the car and sighed, "Okay." ”

It's all over, and the phone hangs up.

The same thing, but if you say it in different ways, it will have different effects, Xu Wenjun pondered for a while, Nanyun can really go to it,

Avoid so many bad things, stay alone for a while, be quiet, and then go back to the capital, maybe he will straighten out and straighten out a lot of things.

has been discovered by Xi Qingcen, in fact, as she guessed, she did do something, saying that she would come back in three months, she didn't care about anything, Xu Wenjun could also realize that a certain reason for letting him go to Nanyun for three months was Gu Yi's attitude yesterday, which may make her feel that the relationship between the two is not as firm as she imagined.

In fact, three months later, Si Ren had passed away, and when Gu Yi completely came out of the shadow of losing Wu's mother, Wu's mother was completely gone, and Xu Wenjun also walked away...... What will she become in the end?

Nagumo, Nagumo, Nagumo.

Xu Wenjun didn't stay any longer, took the money, said hello to Mu Mu, and then called Aunt Su to ask about Su Wan's situation...... I went to Nanyun this time, firstly, to distract myself, secondly, to completely avoid Xi Qingcen, and thirdly, to make money......

Everything was well prepared, Xu Wenjun withstood the sparse raindrops and rushed to Nanyun Yingjiang non-stop.

March 2.

It's not a big city over there, there is no direct car at all, and it takes fourteen or fifteen hours to get to the small county town under the jurisdiction of Yingjiang.

Surrounded by high mountains on all sides, the clouds and mist are filled, and the scenery is savage and beautiful.

When you reach a point, there is basically no road in front of you that can be passed by cars, only a winding mountain road that leads to the village of Hope Primary School, which symbolizes hope.

Xi Qingcen had no idea of doing fake charity at all, he was really down-to-earth, and he also led the team to explore the small villages in the small county town of Nanyun......

She has been to every place.

Nothing can be poor, education cannot be poor......

I looked for it with the county seat, looked up at the raindrops that were gradually decreasing, Xu Wenjun was very sleepy, and after a day's journey, he found a relatively clean hotel in the county seat, and then rested for a night, got up the next day, chatted with Mu Ge for a while, and then took a photo and sent it to her.

After washing up, dragging large bags and small bags of luggage, I simply asked a local for directions, and walked directly to Xicun.

It rained lightly all day.

According to this trend, the rain is expected to stop.

"Hey, boy, the guy in front!"

Xu Wenjun, who had just crossed a muddy hillside, stopped his steps and glanced back at him: "Uncle, do you have something?" ”

Running from behind was an old man with gray hair, not young, dressed decently,

"Of course, hehe, there are just two of us nearby."

The old man was not as shy as the young man and was more talkative, and looked at the mountain road in front of him, "Aren't you a local?" Young man, you are so bold, it has been raining for several days, and you dare to go into the mountains...... In this direction, where are you going? ”

Xu Wenjun looked at the old man's still so flexible hands and feet, and replied with a smile: "Xi Village." ”

“...... I guess so, that's why I called you. The old man said cheerfully: "I am from the village, my name is Xi Zhengguo, just let us stop by and have a companion?" ”

Jeongguk? This name sounds very thick, look at the old man, not to mention quite energetic, his back is as straight as possible, although he is still a little hunchback because of his age, but his voice is full of energy, such a talkative state, Xu Wenjun really can't see that this is an old man in the mountains in his seventies.

The sky is getting heavier and heavier, Xu Wenjun has no bottom in his heart, looking at the old man who is familiar with the road, and then at the old man who is estimated to be powerless, he has strength, he knows the way, Xu Wenjun of course nodded: "Then trouble you." ”

"What's polite, isn't our nation just talking about helping each other and taking care of each other, you don't want yours." Speaking of this, Xi Zhengguo sighed and glanced at Xu Wenjun: "Are you from Yanjing?" ”

"No, I live in BJ now, my name is Xu Wenjun, and my home is in Shicheng."

"Beihe Stone City?" The old man squinted and smiled,

"That's a coincidence, I was in Beihe a few days ago to see my comrades-in-arms."

The two chatted as they walked, "Huh? Grandpa Jeongkook is not from Yingjiang? Then you are ......"

"I'm in the capital, I don't like the capital, it's getting more and more prosperous, and it's easy to get lost in the eyes of the people in the lake......" Xi Zhengguo sighed: "I'm tired of watching some things in the capital, so I just don't look at it, while there are still a few years, I can travel through the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, and I can also talk to my old brothers after going down, no regrets...... "The old man occasionally mentions two sentences of the nation-state, habitual words, and people are as their name suggests."

"What about you?" The old man obviously wants to talk to people, and he is quite talkative.

Xu Wenjun hesitated for a moment and said, "A friend has a project here, and I came over to help her watch it." ”

"Project?" The old man glanced at Xu Wenjun thoughtfully and said, "Okay, then let's take a few steps, it's getting dark." ”

The old man is in good health, and he walks vigorously.

And at the far end of the dark clouds, the sun shone with a dark light, and slowly set down the mountain.

In front of it is Xi Village,

On one side of the village is a few mountains that stretch endlessly,

On the other side, separated by a few fields of crops and hillsides, there are also rows of mountains. Standing on the hill and looking at it, in the almost central position of the village, the bricks and tiles and cement may indeed make an embellishment for the dilapidated village...... After all, it is a mountainous area, and the inconvenience of transportation alone is enough to limit the development of the village.

It is difficult for people in the mountains to get out, and it is even more difficult for people from outside to come in.

After chatting all the way, the relationship between Xu Wenjun and Xi Zhengguo seemed to be one step closer, the old man's family was very good, and when he saw that Xu Wenjun was hungry, he gave Xu Wenjun the scallion pancake he was carrying, which was very considerate.

However, Xu Wenjun also politely took care of the old man and crossed some muddy and difficult roads, and the two talkative people did not look boring all the way.

"By the way, you don't have a place to go at night, Nanyun, there are many mosquitoes in the mountains, you young people can't sleep, live where I am, brick house, better." The old man warmly invited.

"What's so embarrassing about that?"

The old man smiled: "What's this, Wen Jun, you said you helped a friend come to see the project, right?" There is a project in the village, repair the Hope Primary School, this is a great thing, my old man is not sensible and does not help, it is not very good, I have no one anywhere, just I am a lonely old man, several rooms, enough to live, by the way, say a word in advance, people in the mountains speak dialects, the transportation is inconvenient, the language is also inconvenient, there are many old people, do not know Mandarin, so I feel that everyone is more xenophobic,

Generally, I only interact with fellow villagers, and I don't like outsiders very much, so don't mind, in fact, you have stayed for a long time, and the place has been staying, and most of the villagers are still very good, and there is no outer's detour that has changed its taste......"

Xenophobic thinking is unavoidable all over the world, it's just a matter of light or seriousness, it's not strange, but the old man Jeongkook is very interesting, it seems that he is dissatisfied with the city between the words, and he has his own views on some phenomena, well, and there is a feeling that the old man is ashamed to be with them.

The last bit of the road,

The rain had almost stopped, and the dark clouds had dispersed, revealing the deep night sky.

As soon as she walked into the village, an old lady from the countryside stared at Xu Wenjun with a vigilant gaze.

The old man greeted Xu Wenjun in a dialect that Xu Wenjun didn't understand at all, and then smiled and asked Xu Wenjun to nod his head.

Xu Wenjun nodded.

The old lady only greeted the old man Jeongkook and ignored Xu Wenjun.

After turning two corners, he led me into a farmhouse yard, which seemed to be newly installed, the cement on the ground was smooth, and the tiles on the outer layer of the house were also very clean, not at all as dilapidated as a few courtyards at the entrance of the village.

”

As soon as the door opened, the old man casually pointed to a room, "Well, this one, put the duffel bag inside, I look to crack some firewood...... The food in the mountains can't be compared with the capital, there are all delicacies from the mountains and seas, and there are only a few farm dishes at most, Wenjun, you can't dislike it. ”

Xu Wenjun nodded with a smile, then put all the big bags and small bags on the box on the bed in that room, and followed the old man Jeongkook to the door,

There is also a small firewood room in the small courtyard, and there is dry firewood for making a fire in it.

"Old man, I'll come."

When I came here, I listened to the ethereal sounds around me, the chirping of insects, the chirping of birds, and the squeaking of the trees in the mountains in the March wind.

Sober, after the rain, the mountains seem to be embellished with a little ink...... Quiet and comfortable, the impatient and flustered mind seems to be swept away by this enveloping nature and soothing the fresh breeze.

Very comfortable, cooking with the old man of Zhengguo, after eating, standing at the gate of the courtyard, there is no staggered lights, the night sky is also its most wonderful appearance, bright, intoxicated,

"Beautiful, huh?" The old man Zhengguo stood over and handed Xu Wenjun a cigarette, which was very impulsive and vigorous, and Xu Wenjun was a little unaccustomed to the first sip.

The old man of Jeongkook was smoking, and sighed, "It's a pity that you can't see this kind of primitive beauty in the city." ”

Xu Wenjun is also familiar with the style of the old man Jeongkook, and looks at the starry light with a smile, "They are also trapped in the city......"

Xi Zhengguo was stunned for a moment when he smoked, followed Xu Wenjun's gaze, didn't say a word, suddenly turned his head and squinted at Xu Wenjun, who was looking at such a young person, and patted him on the shoulder with a smile, "Very good, in the era of irritability, there are not many young people like you who can calm down and take the initiative to come to the mountains......"

Calm down? Xu Wenjun smiled and didn't say anything more, after a few puffs of the difficult cigarette, he lived in the house of the old man Zhengguo, and the small room next to the school arranged by Xi Qingcen was also cleaned up by Xu Wenjun.

Not to mention, the mountains can find that precious tranquility, this is true, Xu Wenjun only felt that he was not so tired, everything that was originally tense was a little stretched, and he felt comfortable at the moment.

Maybe, sometimes, don't rush, slow down, the road is still long, the end is still far away, and I don't know the length or shortness...... It's so unknown, why don't you stop and take a look at the scenery along the way?

Xu Wenjun smiled more, and happily felt that after staying here for a long time, maybe he could still become a poet, right?

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