CHAPTER XVI
Ye Qiusheng helped to pull Feng Ziyu's hair, combed the hair on her forehead behind her ears, and didn't dare to look at her directly.
Feng Ziyu had an ominous premonition, and vigilantly held Ye Qiusheng's hand, "Is something wrong?" ”
Ye Qiusheng immediately changed his face and changed his cheerful tone.
"What's the matter, it's good in the countryside, it's just that she's still a little angry with you, she may ignore you during this time, and when you're going to go to the dance troupe, she will definitely be so happy that she will be angry at that time."
When Feng Ziyu hesitated and wanted to ask something, the door of the ward was opened with a "bang".
What are you doing here, Ye Qiusheng had a question mark on his face, and then looked at Feng Ziyu on the hospital bed, as if he had found some contact.
Ye Qiusheng stepped forward to stop Chu He, "What do you want to do?" ”
"No, what does this woman have to do with Zhao Ye, did Zhao Ye come here to take care of her yesterday, why are you blocking me, let me see what kind of fox she looks like."
Chu He is an open-mouthed person, he speaks ugly, and he loves to insult people, Ye Qiusheng really wants to take a seal and stick it to her.
Ye Qiusheng was a head taller than her, just blocking it, "Enough, Zhao Ye is doing me a favor, the fox in your mouth is me, let's go out and talk." ”
Ye Qiusheng took Chu He's collar and took it out.
"What are you doing, why don't you let me see, what is their relationship," Ye Qiusheng lifted her up like a chicken, and Chu He kept turning his head until Ye Qiusheng threw the door shut.
Leaving in the ward, Feng Ziyu with a cloudy face.
"This is Zhao Ye's new favorite," Chu He asked loudly, pointing to Feng Ziyu in the ward.
"Ancestor, if you make it louder, the whole hospital can hear it, if you don't leave, I'll do it if you don't leave."
Ye Qiusheng really can't do anything about this kind of person, you said that her heart is not bad, but even if she looks at it, she is not good enough.
Chu He was still a little scared when he saw Ye Qiusheng fighting, so he hurriedly hugged her arm and smiled like Zhong Jiu's dog, "Why don't you invite me to dinner, let's talk about it." ”
Ye Qiusheng really didn't know what to talk to her about, but he still agreed.
They chose a restaurant on the top floor of a VIP shopping mall, where they had to have a membership card and reach a certain amount of consumption before they could enter.
Ye Qiusheng didn't know what Chu He was going to say, so he asked her to read the menu by herself, anyway, she didn't have anything to do except pay, so she was bored and looked at her phone.
Chu He leaned his chest against the edge of the table and approached and asked, "Ye Qiusheng, is he really nothing?" ”
Chu He is really afraid that Zhao Ye will like a woman one day and don't want her anymore, fortunately, Zhao Ye just loves to play now, and he doesn't have anything to do.
Chu He couldn't tell what kind of emotion he had for Zhao Ye.
Ye Qiusheng was really afraid that she would trouble Feng Ziyu, after all, she was a crazy woman, so he patiently explained.
"My friend has a leg problem, and it just so happened that Zhao Ye was there, so he did a favor, and he didn't know each other."
"What about you, do you like Zhao Ye?"
This question surprised Ye Qiusheng very much.
"There is a man like Si Xingyan by my side, even if I want to like it, I won't like Zhao Ye."
Zhao Ye is a well-known wanderer, with a good and handsome appearance, slender peach blossom eyes under his sword eyebrows, he is affectionate at first glance, and Si Xingyan has been ruthless since he was a child.
Chu He's expression was obviously relaxed, "Oh." ”
"Ye Qiusheng, in fact, I haven't always been like this, I used to be very bullied, and no one played with me, because I was born to my mother, and everyone really looked down on me, and the family was patriarchal."
Ye Qiusheng didn't expect her to say this to herself, she was a little bald, and her hand that was holding a cup to drink water stopped in the air, and then put it down and listened to her intently.
It's normal for a rich family to have a few wives, and generally this kind of thing won't be spread out, let alone a place like a school, since everyone knows about it, it means that someone wants others to know.
"They would say a lot of ugly things to me, they would make me feel embarrassed, they would isolate me in all the games, in the group work, I didn't have a tablemate, I didn't have friends, I would always be alone in and out of school, I would cry on my desk by myself"
Ye Qiusheng knows what it's like, when you are an adult, you can still enjoy loneliness, but teenagers really want to make friends.
"They would try to play tricks on me, put medicine in the teacup, put mice in the table, would have three or four people around me in the corner, kicked me, threw all the books in my bag into the trash, and then I would find them one by one in the trash."
Ye Qiusheng also has this kind of experience, which will only be more excessive, helping others carry schoolbags every day after school, being someone else's follower, and serving others like a slave.
Then I will be kicked down the stairs, leaving a scar on my thigh that can't be dissipated, and a scar on my heart.
At first, Ye Qiusheng didn't understand why these things were, and she was only occasionally wronged and sad, but as long as someone was willing to talk to her, she was willing to do anything, and she didn't want to be alone.
She also thought that others regarded her as a friend, but in fact, no, on the day of her graduation from elementary school, at the class reunion, no one called her, and a girl who was closest to her told her.
You see, you just don't have friends, no one wants to be friends with you, no one wants to play with you because you're boring and people don't like you.
At the time, she was 11 years old.
"They don't think these things are big of a deal, how much of an impact they will have on others, because I was doing these things later, and I feel very happy, as if I can get rid of my cowardly self at the beginning."
When Chu He said this, she was looking at the table with her eyes down, and she didn't dare to look up at Ye Qiusheng's reaction.
She was afraid to see her indifferent look, and even more afraid to see her sympathetic gaze, because it was ridiculous.
The perpetrators of the violence today are the victims of the original era.
But Ye Qiusheng didn't have any reactions, she just listened quietly.
Listening to these things that she had already experienced firsthand, except that she had not become an abuser.
She calmly watched as people as bloodied as she took off their disguises in front of her.
"It's because of Zhao Ye's appearance, Zhao Ye's mother is bleeding heavily, I happen to be in the hospital, and there is no blood in the blood bank in the hospital, I am a rare blood type, I immediately donated blood, since then, everyone's attitude towards me is different, including the family, they hold me, I am too afraid to go back to the old days, so I became a member of the rabble."
"When there is a group of people, there is no rationality, and when there is only one person, you can still be yourself."
No one knows exactly why the violence is happening.
Ye Qiusheng probably understood what she meant, she probably felt that they had similar experiences, and felt that Ye Qiusheng could empathize with her.
However, Ye Qiusheng spoke calmly.
"Chu He, don't you think you're a little shallow now, do you think I'm a person who can be confidant."