Chapter 57: Forget the Spring Breeze 5

Rao Yinze forced her to face the mirror and let her take a good look at herself.

Mu Sheng looked at herself in the mirror, and she was frightened by her own appearance, when did she become so bad.

Yes, she was like that now, her face was not good, her eyes were blank, and her eyes were dark.

At this moment, she is really bad, and it seems that she can't bear to take a second look.

Rao Yinze must force her to face herself like this, "You lost a child, but you didn't lose everything, you are so sad, you don't eat, drink, cry or make trouble like this, who is it for, and who is distressed?" Even if you are uneasy, you should not be so self-defeating, don't forget who you are, even if you have hatred in your heart, you should not torture yourself like this. You're not wrong, you've done well, it's just that this kid doesn't have anything to do with you. No one will feel sorry for you like this! ”

Rao Yinze will really be angry with her, he can't see her like this, but he can't say too serious words.

How does she relate to him? It doesn't have any relationship at all, even if he has a trace of thought in his heart, he respects this woman, no matter morality or affection, he can't do the slightest deviant behavior to this woman, but is there no anger in his heart?

How can it be!

The woman who used to be so noble and cold has now become like this.

She was angry that she didn't know how to fight back, and she was even more angry that she was bullied like this.

"Mu Sheng, life is only a few decades, do you have to live such a aggrieved life? Is that what your parents have carefully cultivated you, let you study, and let you get an education? Is this how you give back to your family? Are you going to live like this in the future, watching them show affection in front of you, are you so happy? Do you really think it's okay to lose to a woman like that? ”

Mu Sheng opened her mouth, her voice choked in her throat, she looked at herself in front of the mirror, yes, when did she become so bad, she didn't even recognize herself.

When she lost her first child, she didn't have such a mood at this moment, she always thought that she was not working hard enough and not good enough, and she took all the responsibilities on her shoulders and mourned the departure of her child alone.

Just like her second child leaving at this moment, there are thousands of pains in her heart, but she can't shed a single tear.

Is it because my heart has long been like a dead water?

No, she was in pain, and she could clearly feel the pain, and when the loved one in the blood left him, she was really uncomfortable.

Uncontrollable tears flowed out, tears slowly slid down her cheeks, small voices overflowed, Mu Sheng hugged her body against the wall, it was the catharsis of the emotions that had been pent up in her chest for many days

Maybe not only because of the loss of the child, but more because of what happened during this time, she didn't think that a marriage would bring her so much harm, even if there was no love, the man could not trample on her self-esteem so much, until this moment she lost the child, as if she had withdrawn everything, nothing hurt more than this, and there was nothing worth saying, only silent tears slowly fell.

Seeing Mu Sheng crying, Rao Yinze breathed a sigh of relief, as if the stone pressing on his chest had fallen, but he was more distressed. This is good for Mu Sheng, at least she can vent all the depression in her heart, so that she will not get sick if she is stuffy in her heart.

Mu Sheng cried for a long time, until her eyes were red and swollen from crying, she was tired of crying, and the whole person was only left with shallow convulsions, Rao Yinze took a clean towel and put it in front of her, "Although you have lost your child, life has to go on, people can't live in grief forever, I know you will definitely survive." ”

Rao Yinze's words carried a certain encouraging power, in fact, Mu Sheng also knew that it shouldn't go on like this forever, but she needed time to buffer.

She wiped her tears, her emotions were still calming down, and she looked at the man in front of her, "I'm fine, I'm much better now." ”

"I know." Rao Yinze said shallowly, seeing her sitting on the cold ground, he frowned secretly, picked her up and walked into the ward, and put her on the bed, "Jenny said, it's good for you to let you vent your emotions." ”

Mu Sheng nodded, now his heart is indeed not so boring.

Rao Yinze knows that it will take time to really calm Mu Sheng down, and he can't force her now, it's good that he can cry now.

How? Hungry, right? Would you like to eat something. ”

When Mu Sheng raised her eyes, there was already a look in her eyes, although it was not so distinct, but it could let people know that she at least had some hope for life

"I'm hungry."

"Eat when you're hungry, I'll have people prepare Chinese food."

Mu Sheng looked at him very gratefully, he and Jenny had been taking care of her emotions in the past few days, and she had seen all of this.

She and Rao Yinze have no special friendship, and she is still very moved to see him like this, it stands to reason that this man doesn't have to do this, he can talk to Shen Mochen, but she knows that Rao Yinze didn't say it, and helped her hide it, which is a sign of respect for her.

When the meal was ready, Mu Sheng had already changed into clean clothes, she really didn't look good recently, trapped herself in a small square world, and ignored Jenny and Rao Yinze's care, which really shouldn't be.

A woman's miscarriage is equal to a small confinement, so she must recuperate during this time.

Fortunately, Jenny has been taking good care of her, and Mu Sheng is also very grateful.

Jenny and Rao Jingze seemed to have a tacit understanding, and neither mentioned Shen Mochen in front of her.

It's just that in the past few days, Shen Mochen hasn't called, if he doesn't care, it's absolutely impossible, but Mu Sheng actually secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Why is this so? Even Mu Sheng himself didn't know.

After waiting for dinner, Mu Sheng sat in the garden below the clinic.

Although it is not so cold, but it is already autumn, after all, she has just had a miscarriage, and it is not very good to do this in the cold wind, Rao Yinze frowned when he saw her like this, and without saying a word, he picked her up and walked inside.

Mu Sheng was stunned for a moment, and blinked with a little unclearness.

Until he returned to the ward, Rao Yinze put her on the bed, with a little anger on his face, "Do you know that you are still a patient now, and you can't be blown by the wind." It's a little better, so don't take care of your body, do you know that if a woman doesn't take care of her body during this period, it will be you who will suffer in the future. ”

Mu Sheng was stunned for a moment, and was said inexplicably, and he didn't know why this man was angry. Yes, if she hadn't been wrong, the man was angry.

Seeing Mu Sheng looking at him like this, Huan Yinze realized that his attitude was a little wrong, and he coughed softly, "I just think you just had a miscarriage and shouldn't be blown by the wind, Jenny said, you should avoid being blown by the wind and recuperate." ”