Looking at Chen Xing's casual composure, my heart felt like rubbing against glass slag.

From the moment he broke up with me, there was no moment that made my heart ache so much, and the burning sensation of the flame burning in my throat was almost suffocating.

That's what I'm thinking about, so much like the boy? This is the boy who once confessed to me and made me obsessed?

In a trance, I felt that in those two months of love, he was acting with me and playing with my feelings. Otherwise, how could they be indifferent and indifferent to this?

Therefore, his anger just now was only because the noisy class disturbed him, and it had nothing to do with me.

So, he doesn't care who I'm with at all, no matter who I'm fooling around with, he doesn't care?

Suddenly, I felt that the idea of revenge on Chen Xing was ridiculous, and I was completely humiliating.

My tears can't help but fall down, love in my heart? Is it hate? Is it pain? Is it sad? There is despair for Chen Xing, and there is also disgust for being cheap to himself, feeling that he is ruthless, and also feeling pathetic and pitiful.

I wiped my tears, pushed my hands in my pockets, leaned on the back seat, and looked vicious, staring at Li Sen on Chen Xing's back, and rushed straight through Chen Xing's back, slamming into the edge of the table next to me.

And at this moment, the pain in my body, how can I feel half of the pain in my heart? I choked back my tears and staggered out of the classroom.

"It's not out of class yet, why did she run away" Some classmates deliberately shouted at the top of their voices, probably because it was none of their business, just watch the lively psychology.

From the teaching building back to the dormitory, you must pass through XZ Lake.

There has always been a story about this lake: a girl was broken up, and she was heartbroken and had the idea of suicide, and jumped into the lake one night. But fortunately, he was rescued.

When I heard people talk about this, I just thought that girl was so stupid, what can life be precious?

Sure enough, I was still sane.

Although I feel that I am in love, stupid and deceived, it's over, and I definitely want to make people change their minds, which is very boring, ridiculous, and really embarrassing, but I can still think about it, spare my life, eh, and be afraid of death.

I sat on the stone bench on the edge of XZ Lake, looked at the lake that was lit with various lights, and threw a handful of stones into the middle of the lake, even throwing away all my feelings for Chen Xing.

I watched the ripples spread, and I remembered the smile on Li Sen's face, and said hatefully in my heart, "Chen Xing, what are you, I'm not rare to you", "If you don't love, you won't love, and the next one will be more well-behaved."

Zhao Xiaoyue ...... "I heard someone call me, and I followed the sound and saw Li Sen's head swinging like a rattle, and his feet were also looking for me in all directions.

It's the first time I've seen a boy so anxious and nervous for me, and I feel a warmth in my heart.

"I'm here" I didn't know what was going on in my brain at the time, but I raised my voice in response to him.

He walked up and rushed over and looked at me all over the body, "You didn't hurt just now, did you?" Let me see. ”

"No, I'm fine." I squeezed out laughter unnaturally.

He hugged me and buried my head in his chest, "What are you doing here?" We can't do anything stupid, good. ”

",, who's going to do something stupid?" I pushed him away.

"Eh, you're a man...... Why are you like this? …… Lao Tzu is so worried about you. Li Sen suddenly became angry.

"Who wants you to worry?" I turned my head away from him.

"Okay, I'll accompany you back to the dormitory," Li Sen's voice softened.

I suddenly hugged Li Sen and cried bitterly, he didn't ask much, just stroked my back and said, "Cry, just cry." When I heard him say this, I cried even more sadly.

I cried for a while, wiped away my tears, pushed him away again, turned around and walked in the direction of the dormitory.

"Eh, what do you mean by that?" Li Sen grabbed my arm, "Hold me and cry, and leave when you're done crying?" ”

"And what do you want?"

"You're my girlfriend now!"

"So what? …… Not anymore, though...... I'm just using you. "I confess my dirty practices.

"I know, I do!" Li Sen's eyes were firm, "I like you!" ”

"But I don't ...... I don't like you" I don't know why, how to say it is not resolute at all.

"It doesn't matter, I like you anyway."

……

Li Sen suddenly took off his T-shirt and stuffed it to me, lost his temper, and became arrogant, "You made my clothes cry dirty, go back and wash them for me!" ”。

I rolled up my clothes with an "oh" sound, but it was pulled back again, and by the time I reacted, his lips were already attached to mine, and this time, I actually cooperated.

There are many pictures floating in my mind, there is hatred for Chen Xing in this kiss, there are my tears, there is venting, and what else, I don't know.

After a kiss, I suddenly panicked, my eyes were confused, I picked up my T-shirt and ran to the dormitory.

And maybe it was my initiative that made Li Sen very happy, "Run slower, baby, be careful of wrestling" His excited voice echoed behind his ears.