"Let's break up!" Leaning on the hospital bed, Li Sen said this with a blank face.

I wanted to cry, but I pretended not to hear him, so I skipped it and said, "The doctor said you should recuperate...... I'll take good care of you......"

"Zhao Xiaoyue! I said we broke up! Don't you understand? Li Sen raised his voice, and a furious light appeared in his dark eyes.

No one knows which will come first, tomorrow or the accident, we must cherish the present, cherish today and the present. We've just experienced a period of hysterical thrills, shouldn't we cherish each other more?

"Why?" My heart twitched, and tears welled up in my eyes.

"I don't like you anymore!" Li Sen lay down on the bed, turned his back to me, didn't want to look at me, his tone was flat and he couldn't hear any mood fluctuations, it was an indifferent attitude when he was disgusted with a person.

"Is it because Sun Haoning violated me today? …… But he didn't ......, "I still can't accept it, after all, he was so protective of me at that time, how could the deep affection he showed be a lie."

"That's right! Let's go! I don't want to see you again! My words were interrupted, in the most violent way.

Is he disgusted with me? "Hmm", my tears fluttered uncontrollably, hating myself very much, "Then you have a good rest" and left the ward, my heart was as calm as a death electrocardiogram.

Walking through the long corridor and out of the hospital gate, I looked back and saw only a "thank you", an ungrateful "thank you".

The bloody remnant sun stretched my figure very long, and the wind swept my hair, fluttering on my face, scratching a slight pain, which made me sober up a lot and think a lot.

Well, for so many years, that boy gave me his best time, and I, by his side, had no value at all except that it would consume his good to me.

With me, he's so tired, he should be happy, he should be happy, he should find a clean girl, he should have all the best gifts in the world.

Perhaps, I should have disappeared from his world altogether.

"Goodbye!" There was once such a person who disturbed my years, exaggerated my years, gave me infinite warmth, endless tenderness, all of which I will deeply remember.

After my graduation defense, I quit my job at the local internship unit, cut off all contact with him, and quietly left the city.

I thought this was the only and most correct choice I could make for Li Sen, but there seem to be a lot of people in this world who you think, but you think.

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Luckily, I quickly landed a job as a radio anchor in X City, working on an emotional show.

My life is neither refined nor so-so; As for work, there is nothing wrong with it, except that I will be moved to tears every day because of some touching emotional stories.

It's just that I often think of Li Sen, and my thoughts are getting heavier and heavier, but I know that I can't, I must not go to him.

Sometimes I also think of the great love in a certain episode of the show, for example, thinking about the future of the other party, getting an incurable disease, a major change in the family, etc., deliberately saying cruel things, doing desperate things, forcing the other party away, and "keeping all the sadness to yourself".

When I think about it like this, I will also feel that Li Sen said that he didn't like me, and he wanted to go back to him, but he would also think of the intimate photos I had taken by Sun Haoning's scumbag, and the clothes that were torn apart...... I really don't deserve to stand by Leeson anymore.

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One night of insomnia, I opened the Weibo account that I hadn't used for three years.

The number of fans has not increased or decreased, it is still 10.

I clicked on the "Fans" column and saw a screen name in the list, and as soon as my heart tightened, tears blurred my eyes, and hot tears slid down the corners of my eyes.

There was no "sister called me a little bit" in the previous list, did you change your screen name? That...... Isn't it Leesen? My fingers trembled a little, and I clicked on the avatar and opened his homepage.

There is only one post on Weibo, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Sorry ......" is a row of 7 "sorry", a total of 110 lines.

I look at the release time, it's the day I left, July 7th.

I didn't know what was going on, I couldn't guess why, and I didn't dare to put it in the wrong seat with me, and I convinced myself that every "sorry" had nothing to do with me.

I clicked back, and was about to clear up the long-accumulated message notifications, when I suddenly saw a private message from an unfollowed person, "Where have you been?" How about you come back? The date is also the day I left, and the screen name is "My sister calls me a little bit".

At that moment, I immediately switched to the booking software and wanted to fly to Li Sen immediately.

Can...... It's been three years, perhaps, he has been married, has children, and already has a happy life.

I switched back again, holding my phone, curled up in the quilt, except for crying, still crying, crying until I collapsed, in addition to being distressed, still distressed, so painful that I couldn't breathe.