Chapter 109: Break Up
At night, everyone went to bed one after another, I originally wanted to wait for Gu Qihan to come to me, but I was too tired, so I finished washing, climbed into bed and went to bed, I was still a little nervous before going to bed, worried about dreaming of centipedes and other things again, but I was nervous, I still couldn't resist the temptation of sleepy insects, and soon fell asleep.
I slept until midnight, and was suddenly awakened by a knock on the door, I saw that everyone was not awake, so I had to get up, stand at the door, and ask who it was, I heard Gu Qihan's voice, "It's me." ”
I hurriedly opened the door and saw Gu Qihan standing at the door, the dormitory sisters were sleeping soundly, I was worried about waking them up, so I walked out of the room and stood in the corridor with him talking.
I asked him if things were taken care of, and he smiled faintly and said to me, "That's done." ”
He was wearing a black trench coat, and the dim light in the corridor was shining on him, making his face very white, and I felt sorry for him, and said, "It's getting late, you can go back and rest." ”
He reached out and stroked my hair, and smiled slightly, "I just came to see you, and you are willing to drive me away?" ”
I glanced at him, "I don't feel sorry for you, you were injured two days ago, and you didn't recuperate well, and now you......'re running around and working hard."
"I'm fine." He looked at me with a smile on his face, his eyes shining with some kind of faint light, a little different from usual, he took my hand and said, "Take you to a place." ”
"Now?"
He hummed lightly, didn't explain much, took my hand, walked downstairs, and walked to the gate on the first floor, I saw that the lock on the door was open, I don't know if the dormitory manager forgot to lock the door.
He led me out of the dormitory building and onto the boulevard, which was dark and quiet, with the occasional cicada chirping.
He didn't say anything along the way, and I was a little puzzled and asked him if he had something on his mind?
He said lightly, "No." ”
"And where are you taking me?"
"You'll know later."
I followed his steps and turned my head to look at him, still my familiar, handsome face, but the expression on his face was faint, even indifferent, and his eyes looked coldly ahead, without looking at me.
This is not right, after he said goodbye to me before, he would hug and kiss me very affectionately, but today not only did he not hug me and kiss me, but he was so indifferent to me, like a stranger.
I tugged at his hand, stopped, refused to leave, and stared at his face stubbornly, "You're very wrong tonight, what's wrong?" Is it not smooth to find a friend to help? ”
He finally turned his head to look at me, his deep eyes seemed to be shrouded in a layer of death, with a faint smile on his face, and his tone was calm, "It's really nothing, I just want to go for a walk with you to the lake." ”
I was still a little uneasy in my heart, holding his arm and coquettishly, "It's a big night, what are the steps, let's go back tomorrow, it's so late now, go back and rest, ah?" ”
"You're disobedient." The smile on his face gradually disappeared, and the cold fingers clamped my hand like pincers, pulling my fingers away from his arm a little bit, and his voice was cold, "I'm tired, I don't want to coax you anymore." ”
My heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and I let him shake my hand away, and watched him turn around and leave, without looking back.
I clenched my fists tightly, endured the ** in my eyes, and shouted at his back, "Gu Qihan, you stop for me!" ”
He stopped, but didn't look back.
I rushed behind him, grabbed his arm, dragged his body over, faced me, gritted my teeth, and said, "What did you mean by that?" You make it clear to me! ”
He looked at me indifferently, "I've made it very clear, it's troublesome to take care of you, I'm tired." ”
"Is this what you mean?"
I stared into his eyes, trying to find a trace of lying inside, but alas, all I saw was indifference, cold to the extreme.
"Honestly, of course." He relentlessly stroked my hand away and turned away again.
Tears welled up in my eyes in an instant.
I looked at his back, my heart was sore and painful, why was he so hateful, when I liked him, what did he say he was tired......
So, in his heart, have I always been a burden to him, a burden?
His back was getting farther and farther away, I was unwilling, I was so unwilling, I wiped a handful of tears hard, pulled my legs and chased after him.
He should have known that I was chasing him from behind, and his pace quickened, and he saw that he was not far from me, but I just couldn't catch up with him.
"Gu Qihan, you wait for me, we still haven't said clearly."
No matter what I called him in the back, he ignored me, and his body was slow and fast, so that I couldn't catch up with him.
Ahead, he finally stopped, I quickly picked up speed and ran over, but I saw him standing on the edge of the lake, this lake is quite deep, someone used to fall and drown, and the school was surrounded by an iron fence more than one meter high on the edge of the lake.
He turned his back to me and looked at the dark lake, motionless, like a sculpture.
I ran over, clenched my fingers, gritted my teeth, and said, "I know that you have paid a lot to protect me before, and I will study hard in the future to become strong as soon as possible and no longer drag you down." ”
He didn't know how much courage I mustered to say this to him, but he, ignoring me, made me feel that my dignity was trampled under his feet.
Tears of sadness welled up in my eyes again, and I gritted my teeth, hung my head, and blew the cold wind, feeling like dead ashes.
I think the cruelest thing in the world is to try hard to warm someone's heart, and when she likes you, you let go of it ruthlessly.
Tears fell one by one, but I gritted my teeth and didn't make a sound.
Suddenly, a hand reached out in front of me, gently wiping my tears, my heart like a dead heart instantly ignited hope, I looked up at him, I thought he had changed his mind, but I didn't expect him to say with a cold expression, "Do you want to keep me?" Then jump off here. ”
He looked at the lake beside him, and the dark night had dyed the lake black, and the light of the street lamp was shining on the lake, leaving a little bit of sparkle, just like my heart, which had been broken.
I didn't give up and asked him, "Are you really making me jump?" ”
He bowed his head slightly.
This man is really ruthless. A nameless fire rose in my heart, the two of us have gone through a lot of twists and turns together, if he really liked me before, he wouldn't have forced me to this point, right? I was furious, but I couldn't help but wonder, did he really want me to die? Is he really willing to let me die?
I stepped out of the way, climbed the railing, and looked at him with a little provocation and a little expectation, "Did I really jump?" ”
He smiled faintly and said subtly, "Jump, I'm waiting for you to jump." ”
"Gu Qihan, don't regret it!" I was so angry that I forgot that I couldn't swim, so I threw myself forward, and jumped into the lake with a thud, and the cold water rushed in and poured into my mouth and nose, and I opened my eyes uncomfortably, and my hands and feet fluttered in the water.
I was like a scale, slowly falling into the water, I waved my hand in panic and shouted for help, Gu Qihan stood by the lake, looking at me coldly, without the slightest intention of saving me.
I regret it, my intestines are about to turn blue, I shouldn't have jumped, why should I joke with my life because of a heartless man's heartless words.
My body was getting heavier and heavier, and I was forced to drink several sips of lake water, choking on the point that I was about to suffocate, there was no air in my lungs, and I was about to explode, and the feeling of being on the verge of death made me afraid, so uncomfortable, I couldn't hold on......
Suddenly, something grabbed my clothes and dragged me backwards with all my might, and at the same time, an earth-shattering roar resounded through the heavens and the earth, and woke me up violently.
When I opened my eyes, I was suddenly in a cold sweat on my back, and I was sitting on the railing by the lake, and my body was still leaning forward slightly, and as long as I went a little further, I fell into the water.
Behind me, the snow-white Meng Meng was holding my waist with four paws, and there was a deafening roar from his mouth, and it was this voice that woke me up.
I jumped off the railing in shock, and hugged Mengmeng tightly in my arms, the lake, empty, how can there be any Gu Qihan, for a long time, I was dreaming just now, no, it was sleepwalking, I actually sleepwalked to the lake, and almost jumped.
"Xiao Nan-" Wang Xiaoya was wearing pajamas, panting and running towards me, she hugged me suddenly, and she was scared and cried, "What are you doing, in the middle of the night, run to the lake, if it wasn't for Meng Meng to wake me up, something really happened to you, we don't know!" ”
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