No matter how much the little girl cried, she was sent away.

Even if the mother was sad, the moment she saw the scars on the little turtle's body, all the distress turned into hatred.

Even Xia Yu was sent away directly, and he would take care of his life, but that's all.

The little turtle was well taken care of, life slowly got better, and everything in the past was like a dream.

But the little turtle was a little dazed, what was she here for?

In order to be happy, it is better to forget hatred.

Or something else.

She knew that the original owner wanted revenge. And she wanted her to let go, and in the end they kept pestering.

The little turtle suddenly became confused and did not know the meaning of its existence.

She thinks that there should be love in the world, but for these people who are already in the dark, how can they forget everything they have experienced so bitterly and hatefully.

Every late night, the little turtle will keep dreaming, dreaming that the original owner is tortured.

She knew it was the original owner's hatred.

It turned out that she just suppressed.

So what to do.

At this moment, she was suddenly at a loss.

I can only mechanically follow my parents' plan.

Ten years have passed.

The little turtle followed Xia Yu to visit the prison again.

This is the little turtle wanting to give himself a chance to let the original owner deal with it himself.

What is the future they want?

And as a heavenly dao, how should she deal with it.

The law is fair, but the pain they suffer is unforgettable, not that they go to jail. Not to forget.

Sometimes, we don't know what it takes to make everyone happy.

In the end, let everyone feel that it is okay, or follow your heart and do what you want. There needs to be a balance in between.

And the little turtle has not yet found this balance.

In other words, the little turtle doesn't understand how to be regarded as the original owner's resentment.

From her neutral point of view, the bad guys are punished by the law, and that's the end.

But the hatred of the original owner is still there, that kind of hatred, the moment when he was beaten day and night.

"You're finally here."

The two of them were thrilled to see them.

"Leisurely, please let us go, can you?"

"I'm happy to see you guys so bad, let you go?

Look for yourselves at my scars, why do you want me to forget?

If it weren't for you, would I be what I am today?

I will never forgive in this life, in the next life, in the next life! ”

She will never forgive them, it turns out that she has a happy home. But because of them, she left her parents and was still treated like that.

In the end, she could only be beaten to death, and she was unwilling. I really don't want to let them suffer even if I burn my soul.

The little turtle watched Xia Youran's soul slowly turn white, and finally disappeared with her words.

It turned out that this was what she wanted. I want to speak harshly about them, I want to never forgive.

At this moment, the little turtle suddenly felt some empathy.

So she moved on and threw a spell at them, and from then on they felt the pain of their original owner every day.

The little turtle finally left with Xia Yu.

"Brother, will you hate me? Because of me, you and your sister have a bad relationship now, and because my parents will never get out of prison. ”

The little turtle suddenly wanted to know Xia Yu's thoughts.

What the hell did he think?

The little turtle looked at Xia Yu in confusion.

"Sister, what does this have to do with you? Your mind is in turmoil, and you are doubting yourself when you ask this sentence.

Don't doubt yourself, you have to believe that no matter what happens, you are right and you are not wrong. Do you understand? ”

The little turtle's eyes widened, this ......

"Brother?" Brother Anning.

"How could you?"

"Little turtle, you have to know that everything you are doing is right, and no matter what happens, you must believe in your original intention. If you follow the other person's emotions, you will forget your original intention.

But you also have to understand that fairness and justice are actually sometimes for those people, they don't need justice, they just want revenge.

Because in their hearts, if justice cannot be given to me in this world, then I will fight for this justice myself. ”

After finishing speaking, Xia Yu fainted, and the little turtle hurriedly helped her away.

In the days that followed, she continued to study hard.

Until one day I came home and saw the girl. The mother looked at her daughter who suddenly came back in surprise.

"Leisurely, why did you come back suddenly."

"Sister, you're back, don't worry, I'll leave immediately, I'll leave immediately, don't be angry, don't be angry with your mother, it's because I miss her too much that I will run back."

The little turtle suddenly laughed, this girl has really grown up, and everyone can say such things immediately.

"That's what you say, you can come if you want, why should I be angry?"

"You're not angry?" The mother looked at her daughter in surprise.

"I'm angry, will you not see her? No, it won't. You'll still meet and because of that. You will think that your daughter is so pathetic, she has been wronged out there alone, and it is all because of me.

The balance in your heart will begin to tilt, and you think that I am ignorant, so I should accept her and become your daughter together. Is that right? ”

The little turtle's words directly tore open her heart, she didn't expect her daughter to actually know everything, but she was never willing to compromise.

"It turns out that you have so much care. So why don't you say it? ”

She looked at her daughter and why didn't she say.

"Because I care about you, I care that my dad cares about you, I come from the darkness and fear that I can't have the sun, so I can only think about hiding my darkness. Not to be seen?

But I came from the darkness. ”

Here's the phrase. Let the little turtle be shocked.

I'm from the darkness.

Why do you have to have sunshine.

Let the sun sting itself.

It turns out that this is the key.

"I'm stingy, I'm selfish, I don't want to forgive, I hate her.

I don't want to see her, and I don't want to tell you that I don't mind.

I even hope that she is having a bad day so that I will be happy in my heart.

I hate her. ”

With each word, the little turtle's tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.

No one is perfect, no one is going to face injustice and harm, and nothing happens to do it.

Even God has his own joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

Even the little turtle himself used to hate his uncle. Because they hurt Daddy,

At this moment, the little turtle finally cleared the clouds. Understood the meaning of this small world.

If I'm in the dark, I don't have to face the sun.

Even if it's dark, I can keep going.

As long as I step on the bottom line, in this range and so on, I can hate a person.

I can hate someone, I can dislike someone.

I am who I am, and I don't need to be perfect. It doesn't need to be too pretty.

Why should I sacrifice my ideas to please others.

Why should I make myself look so kind, I just have something bad about it.

Saying all this, the little turtle was actually in trouble with his former self when he was discovered. I always think that the law is used to solve the problem, but what about the rest?

What about the injuries that were taken?

And why should the injured be forgiven?

It's okay if you don't forgive.

"I don't like her, but I can't force you, so let's just keep our choices."

Before the little turtle could finish speaking, the mother suddenly ran over and held her daughter in her arms.

"I've been waiting for you to say this for a long time, and I've always wanted you to say what's in your heart, to say what you don't want to do, but you always seem to be running away.

You always make it look as if everything in the past is gone and you don't care anymore.

You keep everything in your heart, how do I know what you want, don't you say? ”

The little turtle was a little confused, what was going on?

"You can go back, thank you for today, and I also know that you just want to provoke my relationship with my daughter, but you are mistaken, I just hope that she can face up to her feelings.

She cries when she wants to, laughs when she wants to laugh, hates a person if she wants to hate someone, doesn't have to compromise on everything, and doesn't have to force herself to do anything she doesn't want to do, my daughter I spoil! ”

Hearing this, the last trace of resentment of the original owner was gone.

At this moment, the little turtle understood a lot again.

Not everyone is suitable for sunshine, even if I am in the dark, there is always someone who will accompany me to embrace the darkness.

The little turtle and his parents untie their hearts. She began to look more and more like a child. You can be willful, you can be coquettish, you can be sad, and you can cry.

It turned out that it was herself who had been imprisoning her.

Fear of being disliked by yourself in the dark, so make yourself look like you are particularly hungry for sunshine.

Actually, that's not the case.

She doesn't really like sunlight.

Time passed year by year, and when the little turtle returned to the light. I don't know how long it has been.

"Little turtle, what do you understand?"

"The meaning of darkness and sunshine, at the beginning, I hoped that the original owner could let go of the darkness, forget the past and embrace the future.

But then I found out that this was not the case. She was already in the dark, and those injuries were there, not that she could forget them if she wanted to.

In that case, why do you have to have sunlight? Whether it is jealousy, disgust or other negative emotions, this is also what should be there in the first place, and we should face it squarely, not directly erase it. ”

"Well, this world is not only bright, you were like sunshine. If you want to warm every corner of this world, you forget that there is darkness behind the sun, and we should face up to the negative emotions in our hearts.

Are you ready for the next small world? A small world that makes you desperate even more. ”

"I'm ready."

How could she not be ready, she could. She'll definitely be able to.

The corners of the little turtle's mouth raised a big smile, her original intention was to protect this world forever.

Then whether it is good or bad, it is a creature in this world, and she should protect it.

"I've been dead for a month."

When he heard this, the little turtle looked blankly at the soul in front of him.

That's a very pure soul after that.

"I've been dead for a month."

"But I see you're not dead yet."

The little turtle looked outside, and she was curled up outside, underneath a cardboard shell.

"But legally I'm dead, I'm a design engineer, and it's not easy for a woman to do that.

I worked overtime desperately, I was not afraid of tanning and ran to the construction site, and finally I became an engineer.

I was in charge of more and more projects, but once I was directly pushed down by the boss who caused trouble, and I became mentally retarded.

My company is not willing to compensate, and only pays social security and living expenses.

They told my parents that I had a sky-high insurance policy that they would be able to have if I died.

So, I died.

I was thrown by them, thrown in the mountains, I survived tenaciously, and I returned home from memory, but they said I was a fake.

I'm dead.

It's strange that I'm dead, and I can't prove that I'm me. ”

Hearing this, the little turtle understood. The girl in front of her felt that she had been abandoned. She wasn't dead, but everyone thought she was dead.

Life is nothing in the face of profit.

"So what do you want me to do for you?"

The little turtle looked at the spirit in front of him.

"I want you to help me be happy. Lots and lots of happiness. ”

The next moment, the little turtle's eyes went dark.

She is now found in a dilapidated room.

There is also a heavy gauze on the head, and it hurts to touch it.

The pain is a little unbearable.

Isn't this in modern times?

But this room also looks a little too retro.

No matter how you look at it, it's just the appearance of a farmhouse.

"Good baby, you're awake, don't move, there's still blood on your head."

The little turtle looked at the old lady blankly, a little confused.

"I don't remember who you are."

Well, this sentence is learned, although I don't know what happened, but there is no problem in saying this almighty sentence.

The old lady was even more devastated when she heard this, and rushed over directly to hold the little turtle in her arms. "My good baby, it's all those two who killed a thousand knives, they actually tricked you to the back mountain, and let you get hurt, not to mention that you forgot your milk.

My good baby has been greatly wronged. ”

The old lady was distressed holding the little turtle.

She smelled of grass on her body, and the maintenance in her words was like that of a grandmother.

"Milk, I'm fine."

The little turtle blurted out and spoke directly.

"It's okay, it's a fart, I have to go and beat those two heartless people directly, and let my good baby suffer like this."

She just stood up and rushed out.

"Milk, where are you going?"

The little turtle hurriedly came down and chased it out.

Although she didn't know how, she instinctively didn't want her milk to hurt.

She went out and found two little girls kneeling in the courtyard outside.

They looked like I was seven or eight years old, kneeling on the ground with hatred in their eyes.

"See, this is my past life. Originally, I had a grandmother who loved me to the bone, and she was very kind to me, although she was a little broken, but she loved me very much. Just because of this time-traveling woman, our lives have been ruined, and even my next life has been ruined, I hope you can change my past life for me and prevent them from cursing me to succeed. ”

The child was hospitalized with his wife, and I ran in the hospital every day.

(End of chapter)