Fifty-five have changed

The long street was empty. It's just me galloping, faster, faster. I don't have the mind to fall out of my hairpins, I just want to run home.

At the entrance of the Guogong Mansion, all of them are hung high.

I rolled over and dismounted, staring blankly at all this.

The old butler turned to look at me who had lost his soul, "Miss... Miss is back! "The people made way for me, and I also saw the mourning hall at the end.

My knees went limp, and I almost knelt down.

My nurse ran to me and helped me, crying so hard that she couldn't stop crying, and told me to mourn. I couldn't hear anything, tears blurred my vision, and I walked over indifferently.

The smell of burning paper money, the flying banknotes, are telling me that none of this is fake.

I approached step by step, and finally saw Daddy covered with a white cloth following the collapsed lady.

"Daddy!" My terrible voice pierced the night sky, and I ran over to Daddy, who was covered in blood, and began to cry bitterly.

Seeing this, everyone also put down what they were doing, and wiped their tears as they looked at my heartbroken appearance.

The eldest lady has long lost her dignified appearance as before, and she is crying like she has lost her soul, and muttering my nickname.

"Ahh Why, why why! I roared impotently, and at this moment I blamed myself incomparably.

Why do you want Daddy to lead the troops, why don't you fight for reinforcements from Bo Heng, why let Daddy suffer this kind of pain.

I regret it, I regret why I want to be this queen, so that my father has never enjoyed a day of Qingfu, but he always worries about me.

I shook Daddy's arm and looked at his bloodless face, hoping for a miracle.

But Daddy's stiff body and arms without body temperature are telling me that he is far away.

I threw myself down and cried, Daddy's body was covered in blood, and I didn't know how much he was tortured by defending the city alone.

When I think of this, my internal organs are about to crack open. The smell of blood filled my mouth, and I turned my head and spat out a mouthful of blood.

The eldest lady hurriedly crawled over and hugged me, "Little Seven Little Seven, your father is no longer here, you have to take care of yourself!" ”

I had lost my mind and pushed away the eldest lady in confusion. "No, no. Daddy is still here, Daddy, you get up. Get up! ”

I tried to pull Daddy's clothes, but Daddy couldn't respond anymore.

I came up with a boiling heat, spat out a mouthful of blood, and fainted.

I was unconscious for an hour, and under the doctor's needle, I came to my senses.

I stared blankly at the white above my head, devouring my hope little by little. "Mother, you vomited blood due to anger. This will hurt all the internal organs, don't be overly sad! ”

I listened to the doctor's words and nodded blankly. I changed into plain white filial piety clothes, and the nurse helped me to go to the mourning hall.

Daddy has already changed out of his bloody clothes, and the eldest lady is wiping his body. I slowly sat down on the sidelines, stunned and lifeless.

"At that time, I was seventeen years old. When my father asked me to marry your father, I didn't want to. The eldest lady lowered her head and wiped Daddy's hand and said slowly.

"But my father said that I was married and was the head of the house. Your father is a good person and an old minister of Conglong, and I will only be respected countless times in the future. ”

"Later, I couldn't resist my father and married your father. On the day of the wedding, your father hugged your aunt's rank and cried for a long time, I know it. ”

The eldest lady snorted, "But your father also solemnly told me that although there is a deceased wife in front of me, it is a friendship that cannot be forgotten." But they will still respect me and be good to me. ”

The eldest lady raised her bloodshot eyes, "After so many years, your father has really done it." People before and after have given me enough love. ”

The eldest lady smiled bitterly and continued: "I married him at the beginning, maybe I asked for something. But for so many years, I have seen all the good things he has done. I... It has long been shaken. ”

The eldest lady caressed my face and wiped away my silent tears. "So Xiao Qi, I didn't want my own children, but brought you and Qi Yu up as my own flesh and blood."

My heart thumped, it turned out that the eldest lady had no children, and this was the reason.

"In this way, it can be regarded as the completion of my marriage with the general." The eldest lady said that, slowly leaned on Daddy's chest, tears crossed the bridge of her nose and melted into Daddy's clothes.

"Aoyama... You always say that when you can't do it anymore, take me to find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to live a secluded life. ”

The voice of the eldest lady carried infinite desolation, and everyone present was moved.

"But, why did you break your word..."

The eldest lady finally burst into tears uncontrollably, buried in Daddy's chest, and her shoulders twitched.

I closed my eyes, and all that flashed was the warmth of a family of four, and the world was spinning, and I struggled to get up.

I took the cold hand of the eldest lady and lowered my head, my throat aching as if it were blocked. Choked up, and finally said the two words that were more than ten years late.

"Mother... Mother. ”

The eldest lady cried so hard that she did not hear my small voice. I struggled to control my sobbing body, my voice shaking and raising my voice.

"Mother!"

The eldest lady's crying stopped, and she looked up at me with tears on her face. "You... Call me what? ”

I cried uncontrollably, holding her hand and screaming over and over again.

"Mother, mother."

The eldest lady hugged me, and we both cried bitterly. Everyone also cried, the sky was snowing, and God was also unfair to my father.

The sky was about to light slightly, and the elder brother who lived in Tingwei also rushed back. climbed into the mourning hall, Daddy had already been put into the coffin, and Brother knelt in front of him and slapped himself.

I grabbed his hand, and my brother yelled at me not to stop me.

"Sun Qiyu, the Sun family will rely on you in the future, cheer up a little!" My voice brought my brother back to his senses, and he fell to the ground crying and slamming his fist on the ground.

For the next seven days, I held on to the guests who came to pay their respects. Bow numbly and accept those cookie-cutter comforts.

Yun Zhi took Yan'er by the hand and kowtowed to my father. Seeing that my face was sunken in the skinny, but seven days made me so haggard.

Yun Zhi stroked my arm distressedly, and I squeezed out an ugly smile to signal that I was okay.

Bo Heng sent Li Yun to send a condolence gift to posthumously seal my father's will. There is no wave in my heart, no one is gone, what's the point of chasing the seal.

It's just to make it look good for the living, and it's all about your reputation.

Li Yun squeezed through the crowd and came to me kneeling in front of the spirit.

"Niangniang, you are the queen. It's like this in the Guogong Mansion, it's not in line with the rules. Although you are sad, it is time to go back to the palace in many days. Li Yun whispered, and my hand throwing the paper money was in the air.

I stiffened and slowly turned my head to look at him.

His eyes were full of hatred and murderous aura, and Li Yun involuntarily stepped back half a point.

"Get out! In front of my father's coffin, I don't want to kill anyone. I said coldly.

Li Yun was frightened by my words, but he still wanted to say something more.

"Of course, I don't mind killing you and bringing a slave to my daddy on Huangquan Road. You tell me? I gritted my teeth and said, Li Yun didn't have the courage, so he could only be instructed by Bo Heng.

Li Yun nodded and left the mourning hall, and I silently continued to burn paper money.

The voice is noisy, and Daddy has accumulated excellent popularity and fame in officialdom for many years. Many colleagues and the generals who were promoted by my father cried loudly while holding on to my father's coffin.

I looked at them more than a little better than those false comforts. I muttered, Daddy, there are still a lot of people who miss you.

Although Huang Song did not deal with Daddy very much in the early stage due to civil and military reasons, he still came to pay tribute to the civil officials in plain clothes.

According to the number of etiquette, Huang Song can not come. He is the prime minister of a country and a very respected status.

But Huang Song still came, and knelt down in front of everyone and gave incense to my father. The eldest lady and I bowed in return according to the number of courtesies.

Finally, when it came to the day of Daddy's funeral, Brother broke the bowl and got up, and I walked silently behind the team.

As soon as I left the alley of my house, I found that the surrounding streets were full of people. Everyone had a white cloth tied around their heads or waists, and I knew they were here to see Daddy.

The eyes that had been dry for a few days were still uncontrollable. Daddy, did you see it, the people of Yanqi remember you.

Wherever Daddy's coffin passed, the people knelt down and shouted for Daddy. The originally bustling street market was stagnant because of Daddy's departure.

Everyone's expressions were full of regretful sadness and reluctant grief. Old people, women and children, seven-foot-tall men, and small children are all seeing them off.

Daddy was buried in Fengchong Mountain, looking at the direction of Ah Niang from afar, but this decision was decided by the eldest lady.

"Your aunt is an amazing woman, I have been with your father for a long time, and I can't be greedy anymore. Let them be reunited. ”

I gratefully shook the eldest lady's hand and was speechless.

My brother and I stood in front of Daddy's grave and were speechless for a long time.

"Brother, the Sun family has no side branches, and Daddy has no other sons besides you. I hope you can continue Daddy's glory in the future, and don't let Daddy down. ”

I said to my brother, but I seemed to say to my father.

Brother nodded, "I will, you have to take care of yourself." I've heard... You and Your Majesty have not been on good terms lately. ”

I sneered, and it was all spread to Tingwei, and I am afraid that the whole world will know about it. But now there are too many things between me and Bo Heng.

Just the creepy calculation and Daddy's death are already unforgivable. What kind of harmony to talk about, what kind of emperor and queen are together.

"Brother, don't worry, I'm fine."

As night fell, I quietly returned to the palace. Zhihong, who got the news, hurriedly ran to pick me up, and couldn't help crying at the first sentence.

I touched her head, "Silly girl, don't cry." ”

Zhihong looked at me, who was haggard as if I had taken off a layer of skin, but she still tried to hold back the tears that fell.

"Is there anything going on in the palace today?" I asked, going to be an inevitable queen again.

"Concubine Yuan gave birth to a little prince." Childlet said cautiously.

My heart shook slightly, but I still let out a faint oh.

I didn't want to alarm too many people, so I walked quietly with my cloak and hat over my child. Passing through the Lin Pavilion is the only way to return to Kunning.

At this moment, in the Shanglin Pavilion, the palace gate is opened, the color red is hung high, and the palace people are beaming.

Zhou Shu held the child in his arms and stood at the door of the hall with Bo Heng, celebrating the fireworks of this little life born in Shanglin Pavilion.

With a bang, a firework exploded in the sky.

Under the bustle of the wrapping, Bo Heng gently hugged Zhou Shuning and covered the child's ears intimately. A warm picture, as if she was his real wife.

I looked up numbly, "This firework is so beautiful." ”

But let the snowflakes fall on the corners of his eyes and melt into half a tear.