Learning how to make porcelain was in its final stages, and for seven days I spent seven days ignoring Nanga as if I had grown up by the kiln.

Finally, after a lot of hard work, I was able to make my own first batch of porcelain.

Looking at the white porcelain with a full body and bright color, I held it in my arms and touched it again and again. The delicate touch on the white porcelain is like a girl's skin, but it is cold to the bone.

Li An stood behind me and wowed, "Yes, you, it's only been half a month, and you're almost in control." ”

Although I am happy to have achieved something at the beginning, in fact, at this moment there is still a long way from mastery. "Nowadays, it is just the simplest white porcelain, and it is still far from Yuezhou porcelain."

Li An nodded, "But the sales in Yundu will definitely sell well, and it's not bad." ”

Hu Yunnong followed Nanjia to our side, looking at the perfect white porcelain on the ground. Hu Yunnong couldn't help but say: "Sister Bai Jia, you are so powerful, if you are willing to stay in Yuezhou, you will definitely surpass the existence of Hu's porcelain." ”

I was a little embarrassed and said, "That's not true, you still need talent to be a businessman." I just want to improve the lives of the people in Yuxiu Mountain! ”

Nanga looked at me with a happy face, but when he saw the blisters grinding out of my palms, he still grabbed my hands and frowned.

"Of course, the people of Yuxiu Mountain are important, but you also have to take care of yourself."

I watched Nanga's affectionate behavior and unnaturally wanted to take off my hand, but he wrapped a handkerchief around it and bandaged it simply.

Hu Yunnong's eyes have been glued to Nanjia's body, and he looks at our actions with a complicated expression.

That kind of look is not only incomprehensible, but also attachment and sadness. reminds me of the day when the snow fell, I looked at Zhou Boheng and A Ning outside the palace gate, maybe I also looked like this.

"Now that you have done something, your hand is badly injured. Let's rest for a few days, okay? Nanga said with a gentle look at me.

Everyone looked at us, I nodded embarrassedly, and led Li An to leave here first.

In the courtyard where Li An and I lived, I was lying on the bed in distress, while Li An was leisurely leaning on the table and drinking tea.

"I said, you and the king are always so troublesome, what are you trying to do?" Li An said to me without replying.

I sighed, my fingers clasped on the delicate embroidery on the sheets. Actually, I don't know what I'm angry with Nanga.

If I am not half moved by the meticulous care for more than a year, it is false. He has always respected my opinions and taken care of my ideas.

When I proposed to build a porcelain factory in Yuxiu Mountain, he did not hesitate to support it, but at that time he didn't know whether it was feasible or not.

helped me fake my death, gave me a new identity, and let me experience the warmth and happiness of ordinary people.

These actions are vividly visible.

But my heart is always wavering here.

"I don't know, maybe those five years made me stop believing in love after all." I said silently.

Li An sighed, "You said you, think about it with your toes, what is he not marrying a wife or taking a concubine for so long?" ”

Li An turned around and looked at me who was in a mess, "At Yundu's age, children can get on the horse." But he has been waiting for you to forgive him, waiting for you to turn back. ”

I listened to Li An's words, and my heart was in turmoil. For a while, I didn't know how to answer.

"Also, you shouldn't know. When your life hung by a thread in Lingyang, it was the king who went up and begged the divine doctor of Yundu to save you. ”

I scrambled to my feet and looked at Li An, who had a serious face.

"At that time, all the healers said that you were going to die. He knelt outside the door of the divine doctor for a day and a night before he moved the divine doctor to go to Lingyang to save you. ”

Li An hated that iron could not be made of steel and continued: "I am afraid that I will cause you trouble afterwards, and I want the divine doctor to lie and say that he has traveled here, but where in the world is there such a coincidence." ”

I remembered that on the way back to Yanqi, Zhihong told me that when I was sentenced to no medicine stone, an old man with a crane hair and a childish face passed by and saved me.

At that time, everyone said that it was Bo Heng's feelings for me that moved God to save me. It turned out to be Nanga, who has been silently guarding.

Li An looked at me stunned and sighed helplessly. "Also, wasn't there a princess Fuji who was making trouble at that time? Why Yan Qi was so easy to exterminate was also the result of the king's secret reinforcements. ”

Li An snapped his fingers, "Also, why did General Wang Xian investigate so smoothly, and we secretly handed over the news." ”

My chest felt like it was blocked, and the year I was abandoned by Nanga, I spent the year complaining about him.

But now that he thinks about it, he can't let go of torturing himself, thinking about someone else's wife all the time.

I always felt that I was in pain, but I never felt his sadness and thought about it.

"You were given a persimmon, and the king sent my sister to the palace against all odds. Thousands of instructions to let her take care of your body, just afraid that you will have a half-point difference. ”

Leanne kept talking, and those words gnawed at my heart like ants.

"Later, you shut yourself up in Kunning, and the kite that fluttered every day was the hope he wanted to give you. It's also that he hasn't said it, but he can't hide the love of someone in his heart. ”

My tears finally couldn't help falling, mixed with the grievances of the past few years, sobbing quietly.

Lyanne silently walked up to me and put his arm around my shoulders.

"If you are really ruthless to him, let him die. He trapped himself in place, just for your forgiveness. ”

I listened quietly to Rian's words, silent.

After a while, there was a knock on the door, and Richard opened the door and went out. I listened to the steady footsteps, and I knew it was Nanga.

"Little Seven..." Nanga's voice was a little hoarse, and he called my name softly.

I didn't dare to look back at him, I was a coward at the moment.

"If you really don't want to face me, I'll go back to Yundu tomorrow. If I don't want to see you in the future, I... I won't go to Yuxiu Mountain in the future. ”

Nanga paused, "If there is anything in the future, you can let Li An tell me." If you have difficulties, you must tell me, don't hold back. ”

My hands trembled uncontrollably, a king high above Yundu. will also beg for mercy for love, his heart should be full of grievances at this moment.

"Nanga," I said slowly, "if I had said, I would have forgiven you. Do you believe it? ”

Nanga walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, today he simply raised his hair with a sandalwood hairpin, and his black hair was scattered randomly over his shoulders like a waterfall.

His eyes looked at me firmly, "You know, I believe you whatever you say." ”

I took a deep breath and said calmly, "At that time, I complained about your easy abandonment and abandonment of me, and I was very resentful of you. ”

I looked up into his confused eyes and continued, "But later, when I had a responsibility and a mission on my own, I understood that you were in a dilemma and could not choose. ”

"Even after I learned how dire the people of Yundu were at that time, and how cruel your eldest brother was, I can understand your feelings even more."

My lips were slightly open, and I trembled and asked the question that had been weighing on my heart for five years.

"But I still want to ask why you haven't even fought for a little bit. Even a little bit, I won't resent you so much. ”

Nanga and I looked at each other, each other's faces reflected in our pupils. Nanga bit her lip and looked away, tears gleaming in the corners of her eyes.

"That day you told me that you were willing to go to Yundu with me, it was really the happiest day of my life. Later, before I could pull the hook, I was called away. ”

Nanga choked up and said, "For countless days and nights, I wondered if everything would have been different if I had hooked up with you that day. ”

I remembered the day before I had time to pull my dangling hand, and the back of Nanga hurrying away.

Something must have happened, otherwise with his character, he would definitely stand up in the main hall.

"It was none other than Emperor Kang Yuan who called me away that day. He told me that my eldest brother had gone crazy and had burned hundreds of people alive in Yundu. ”

Nanga continued, "He told me that even if I don't go back for Yundu, he won't let you go. ”

My heart trembled, I knew that the emperor was indifferent, but I never thought that the emperor would harm me.

"Why, Di Yuan has no reason to kill me." I asked, puzzled.

Nanga's hand slowly caressed my face, "You are the daughter of General Sun, and General Sun is the head of the generals. No matter who marries you, it is equivalent to having all the forces of Yanqi. ”

My back is cold, no wonder Di Yuan once said that I can only be a concubine. Because he would never let others threaten his status, even his father, who has always followed him.

"Di Yuan told me, you and Yundu have to choose one of the two. If you choose Yundu, he will support me to ascend to the throne, but let me always return to Yanqi. ”

Nanga paused, "If I choose you, then I can only give me your corpse so that I can take it back to Yundu." ”

I sat down weakly, my emotions fluctuating violently.

The man I admired as a father and trusted in the last days of my life was the one who wanted me to die to fulfill his country.

"So... Behind the screen that night, he just deliberately made a show for me, didn't he? I looked at Nanga helplessly, but I saw the guilt in his eyes.

Nanga nodded, confirming my suspicions.

I laughed out loud, it was ridiculous, ridiculous!

No wonder I always felt that everything was too natural for me to marry Bo Heng, and why Nanga didn't resist a word was completely different from his character.

Emperor Yuan··· It is worthy of being the emperor who founded the country, killing two birds with one stone. What a good scheming and calculating!

recalled that in the past three years, the demon queen who was scolded by the people of the world for interfering in politics was calculated and rejected by her loved ones. The helplessness of being unaccompanied in the deep palace watched his best friend being dragged into the quagmire.

In the end, Daddy died tragically, and my internal organs were like tearing pain.

It was all thanks to Emperor Yuan, and I didn't know that I had entered the trap and realized the prosperity he wanted step by step.

I laughed self-deprecatingly. slammed the bed hard, and the pain of drilling came from his hand, but it was still as weak as smashing on cotton.

Emperor Yuan is gone, and my best five years will never return. Thinking of this, I couldn't stop crying.

Nanga hugged me tightly in her arms, smoothing my back again and again. Muttered in my ear that it was okay, it was okay, it was all over.

I vented the pain of the past few years with my suppressed emotions, crying so much that my body couldn't stop convulsing.