Chapter 53: Chatting

"It was still meaningful just now, why are you sighing here alone now?"

The sudden sound made Lu Weimang a little surprised, but she had just drunk some wine, and she didn't bother to move at this moment. Turning his head to look at the source of the sound, it was Huo Jing, who was standing in the attic on the second floor, and he didn't know how long he had been watching.

It was still the dark clothes he was used to wearing, and the jade belt around his waist made him more and more long, jade and straight. His face was still as solemn as usual, and with his thin face, it seemed that it was very difficult to get close to. But his high eyebrow bones, high nose bridge, and bright phoenix eyes are so handsome that they are particularly eye-catching.

Lu Weimang looked at Huo Jing on the second floor and leaned over to look at him.

Who doesn't like to look at a handsome eye-catching person? On weekdays, Lu Weimang hid and didn't look at it, because he was afraid that his gaze would cause some trouble. But at this time, Lu Weimang drank some wine, and was annoyed by the recent gossip, so he simply indulged himself to watch it for a while. Anyway, some people say that it's better to watch more, but it's not wronged.

Huo Jing was a little surprised to see that Lu Weimang didn't avoid his gaze as usual. After thinking about it, he turned over and jumped out of the attic and walked to Lu Weimang's side.

Lu Weimang's nerves were relaxed because of drinking, and people were a little excited, seeing Huo Jing's chic movements, he no longer held back as usual, and directly clapped his hands and applauded, and his mouth was also praised, "It's amazing, the action is so good!" ”

As soon as Huo Jing approached Lu Weimang, he smelled a faint smell of wine, and thought that this was indeed the case. This little girl has consciously kept her distance from herself since she was a child, every time they meet, Huo Jingjing wonders if she has ever looked up at herself, this time she looked at herself in a daze, so abnormal, there is a reason.

"Is it the wine they drank in celebration with Qin Xuan? Why didn't you go back to rest? ”

Huo Jing's face softened a little at this time, and he didn't have the coldness just now.

Lu Weimang felt that drinking seemed to make him more sensitive and bolder, and when he saw Huo Jing's face softened a little, he blurted out directly, "How good it is for you to talk like this." Every time you have a cold face, I am even more afraid of saying the wrong thing, and I don't know what to say to you. ”

Huo Jing listened, looked at Lu Weimang's eyes, because of drinking, her eyes were a little confused, and she lost her former look, "Are you afraid of me on weekdays?" ”

Lu Weimang nodded, "I'm afraid." ”

Huo Jing squatted on the edge of Lu Weimang's recliner, straightened his upper body, and looked at Lu Weimang, as if he wanted to see her eyes more clearly, "Why are you afraid of me?" If it's because of my status, then Qin Xuan's status is not bad, why can you get along with him naturally, talk to me, but only have a perfunctory response of one word or two? ”

Lu Weimang seemed to be confused by the person in front of him, and looked at him stunned, "You are too powerful, I'm afraid." ”

Huo Jing was a little puzzled, "When have I ever been so cruel to you?" ”

"Every time you talk to me, you're better than my daddy. Discipline me, but it's right, so I can't refute it. Isn't that amazing? Lu Weimang felt a little aggrieved at this time, every time he met Huo Jing, he had to be lectured by him, he was not her, why should he care about her?

"I'm for your good. It's okay if others want me to say a few words, but you don't know what to do. ”

Wine is a good thing, not only can it make people brave and make people tell the truth, but it also allows others to talk to drunk people without defense.

"I don't want you to treat me differently, you treat me like others, it's better to be too lazy to speak." Lu Weimang sat up straight, turned his head and said to Huo Jing.

Huo Jing was a little angry at this moment. This Lu Weimang, if you don't force her, she won't raise her head in front of you, and if she does, she will speak badly and hurt. Obviously, she gets along with others and is very easy-going.

"Then why do you treat me differently? You talked and laughed with Qin Xuan, but in front of me, you didn't say a word. Huo Jing said the words in his heart. He always wanted to ask, but Lu Weimang talked to him every time, and he was in a hurry to get out after only three sentences, and this time Lu Weimang was drunk and gave him this opportunity.

"Because, because..."

Even if he was drunk, Lu Weimang had words that he couldn't say. She can't take her biological parents for granted, let alone ask for a hug.

"Because of what?" Huo Jing came closer and looked directly into Lu Weimang's eyes, so that she had nowhere to hide.

"Because I don't want to like you!" Lu Weimang, who was approaching, said this sentence in a panic.

"What do you say? You, like me? Huo Jing looked at Lu Weimang's eyes.

Lu Weimang was a little drunk, he couldn't bear the hot gaze, and wanted to lower his head, but he was pressed by Huo Jing step by step. "Why don't you want to like me? Am I not worthy of your liking? ”

Speaking of this, Lu Weimang couldn't avoid it, but wanted to say it all at once, "I don't want to like anyone, anyone I might like, I will avoid it." ”

Huo Jing had some differences, "Why? Isn't it a lucky thing to like someone? Do you think everyone is lucky enough to meet someone they like? ”

Lu Weimang shook his head, "Buddhism says that from love there is fear, from love there is also worry, if there is no love, there is no fear and no worries." I don't want to live in fear and worry. ”

Huo Jing couldn't laugh or cry, "Are you just afraid to take this step just because of what others said?" If you don't try it yourself, how will you know it's not good? ”

Lu Weimang seemed to be caught in his emotions, "It's not good, although I haven't experienced it, but I've seen a lot of similar stories." Love makes people tragic. I don't want to become a tragedy myself. ”

Huo Jing grabbed Lu Weimang's arm, as if trying to shake her awake, "You have always been fearless. At the beginning, you yourself were such a young child, and with two younger brothers, you dared to come out and explore. Now that you've grown up, why have you become timid? If you don't even dare to try, how do you think you will get hurt? ”

Huo Jing never imagined that Lu Weimang would think so much at such a young age.

Lu Weimang looked at the handsome face in front of him and shook his head, "I've always been unlucky. I don't dare to hope for anything other than what I can actually hold in my hands. What's more, is it a love that is held in the hands of others without a trace? ”

Huo Jing let go of his hand and sneered, "It turns out that you are just an ordinary person." Or that you don't even have the courage of ordinary people. Such a person is indeed not worthy of being liked by others. ”

Lu Weimang seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "I'm just an ordinary person, and I don't deserve anyone to add a halo to me." Maybe I was too blind when I liked it, so I added an aura that didn't belong to me. In fact, I am really an ordinary person, and I can't be more ordinary. ”

Lu Weimang's appearance made Huo Jing angry. But she drank again, and she couldn't beat or scold.

For the first time in his life, he felt a little powerless.

After glaring at Lu Weimang for a long time, Huo Jing turned his head and walked towards the attic.

Looking at Huo Jing's back, Lu Weimang breathed a sigh of relief.

Sometimes liking is a subtle feeling of reciprocity. You didn't talk to him, but you could feel his gaze on you. You don't even see him clearly, but you subconsciously dodge it.

But peeling back this subtle coat, the real appearance of real people can't stand the reality.

Maybe he won't have to deliberately avoid General Huo in the future. Lu Weimang thought.

Unexpectedly, the person who turned around and walked away just now walked back, carrying a recliner that was the same as that under her, and a blanket.

This is what Lu Weimang has placed here in recent years.

Huo Jing placed the recliner one meter away from Lu Weimang, and threw the blanket in his hand on Lu Weimang. "Far enough away from you. You won't be scared, will you? ”

After saying that, he also lay down on the recliner.

Lu Weimang hugged the blanket and lay back in a daze.

"The fireworks will go off in a while, and you can lie down here and watch."

Huo Jing's voice like water came, and he inexplicably thought of what the third prince said, watching the stars with the girl.

"Hmm."

Lu Weimang replied stunned.

"Don't you know what to say again?"

"Nope."

"Jumping out word by word, isn't it?"

Lu Weimang shook his head, sensing that the person next to him might not be able to see it, and hurriedly said, "No." I just have a slow brain and can't speak. ”

"But you and Qin Xuan seem to have endless words."

"Qin Xuan is different from you. I don't have pressure to be with him, I can say whatever I want, and I'm not afraid of saying the wrong thing and making people laugh. ”

"With me, you can say whatever you want."

"That's when I suddenly thought about what would happen after I graduated. I want to go out, but I can't bear my family. Cheng Yang is like a stuffy gourd all day long, but he has pressure in his heart, and he needs someone to explain it from time to time. There is also Changfeng, he is still young, and he has to be controlled by people at all times. ”

Huo Jing turned his head to look at Lu Weimang on the side, "What you said doesn't have to be you, your father can too." ”

Lu Weimang thought for a while, "It seems like this." I'm too much looking for a sense of presence in my family, maybe they annoy me? ”

Only then did Huo Jing know that under Lu Weimang's powerful appearance, he seemed to be very fragile inside, like duckweed with nothing to rely on, and he didn't know how a person who looked so smug could be so sensitive. "You can put your mind to me. I won't bother you. ”

"It's not a matter of human will. At first, I didn't know how to get along with my siblings, and I didn't know how to get along with my father. Later, after a long time, it became a habit. ”

"Then you can try to put your mind on me. I can give you time to get used to it. ”

The darkening night seemed to hide the blush and shyness. Lu Weimang turned his head to look at Huo Jing on the side, looking at his hazy silhouette in the night.

"There are many noble ladies in Kyoto, they are beautiful, beautiful, intelligent, and have a kind personality, and they can help you take care of the middle feed, and that is the person who is satisfied with the queen's heart. And I, who am rough, don't care about people, have a very stubborn temper, and don't have high skills, but I always want to do something and won't be content to stay at home. Whoever marries me is considered to have poured eight lifetimes of mold. ”

The wine diverged, and Lu Weimang's consciousness seemed to diverge, becoming more and more light. What you can't say on a daily basis can be easily said today.

"I just like to be stubborn."

Lu Weimang seemed to hear someone say this.