"Jiang Xiaobai, let go of me."

Being pointed at by passers-by, and couldn't figure out why Jiang Xiaobai suddenly looked like this, Lin Jiayin was angry and ashamed, and shouted while struggling to push Jiang Xiaobai away.

"Wife, let me hold you for a while!"

Jiang Xiaobai hugged her harder, rubbing her cheeks against her ears and temples, and murmuring softly.

Lin Jiayin stood stunned again, Sakura's lips opened and paused, unable to speak.

In the eighties, even husbands and wives did not dare to hold hands outside, lest they be called inappropriate.

But Jiang Xiaobai ......

not only hugged himself on the road, but also said such gentle and affectionate words.

Is this still the man I know?

"Wife, I'm sorry!"

"Wife, I was wrong before!"

"Wife, I will definitely let you and Shanshan live the best life in the future."

"Wife, it's good to have you here!"

"Wife, I love you!"

"Wife, let me hold you for a while."

“……”

Sentence after sentence, the wife kept screaming from Jiang Xiaobai's mouth as if she didn't want money, every sentence was affectionate and sincere, and extremely gentle.

Lin Jiayin was in a trance.

Even on the wedding night, this man has not been so warm and affectionate, right?

Did he take the wrong medicine?

Or do you have Soul Disorder?

But that sounds so impressive.

Lin Jiayin stopped struggling, her long eyelashes fluttered, and tears rolled down her beautiful eyes.

"Wife, let me hold you for a while."

Jiang Xiaobai completely forgot everything, and only kept repeating this sentence in a choked voice, as if he wanted to pour out decades of thoughts, regrets, and self-blame at this moment, he was afraid that this was a dream, and he would wake up and lose everything as soon as he let go.

Jiang Xiaobai is really afraid of losing again.

Only after losing it do you know the value of what you have, and those who have not experienced it really don't understand.

Jiang Xiaobai has lost, so he understands.

In his last life, he originally had a happy home, but when his daughter Jiang Shan was two years old, he contracted the vice of gambling, not only ruined a good family, but was also expelled from school for not doing his job.

After losing his job, Jiang Xiaobai did not repent, but intensified, gambling, drinking and causing trouble, becoming the number one second-rate child in Jiangwan, and almost all of his family, relatives and even the people in the village were harmed by him and avoided him.

Jiang Xiaobai didn't care, he still went his own way, played cards again the day before yesterday, and after losing everything, he still owed Boss Chen a gambling debt of 20 yuan.

Boss Chen came to the door to force debts, and his family was already surrounded by walls, where is the money?

Jiang Xiaobai was drunk and unconscious, Lin Jiayin had to deal with it by herself, and she didn't know where she heard that selling blood could sell for a lot of money, so she went to the Qingzhou City Blood Station to sell blood.

It was also this blood sale that Lin Jiayin was unfortunately infected with AIDS.

Of course, this was learned later.

At that time, Lin Jiayin did not know.

The tragedy doesn't stop there.

In order to make Shanshan stutter, Lin Jiayin later sold blood many times, and she sold blood for a lot of money, but I don't know how the people in the village knew about it, so that many villagers began to sell blood.

Without it, it's easy to get money.

According to later statistics, nearly 100 people in Jiangwan were infected with AIDS due to selling blood.

Jiangwan has also become a well-known AIDS village in the country.

The first person to be diagnosed with AIDS was none other than Lin Jiayin.

However, no one knew at the time that she had AIDS because she was infected by selling blood.

After Jiang Xiaobai learned that Lin Jiayin was suffering from AIDS, he once thought that Lin Jiayin had a relationship with a wild man and did something sorry for him.

Therefore, for a long time, Jiang Xiaobai either insulted or beat Lin Jiayin, and the people in the village also pointed fingers behind her back, saying that she did not abide by women's morals.

As a result, Lin Jiayin couldn't bear it and jumped into the river with her daughter.

It wasn't until relatives and neighbors scooped up the bodies of the mother and daughter that Jiang Xiaobai was like a thunderbolt when they saw the tragic situation after the death of his wife and daughter.

If it weren't for her gambling debts, if Lin Jiayin hadn't been forced to be helpless, she would never have sold blood, and she wouldn't have contracted AIDS.

It wasn't until that moment that he realized how deep his sins were, and after waking up, he started working hard from setting up a stall, and finally became a huge rich man with a net worth of tens of billions.

But what's the use of having more money?

The people who teach themselves to grow with their lives are gone.

There is no place to atone for your sins.

Since then, Jiang Xiaobai has never met another woman in his life, and for the rest of his life, in addition to honoring his father-in-law, mother-in-law and parents-in-law, he has paid for the treatment of all AIDS-infected patients in Jiangwan until they all die.

When these things are over, there is no longer any attachment to him.

He remembered that Lin Jiayin said that she liked blue the most, the most expansive sky and ocean were blue, and she wanted to see the sea once.

However, until Lin Jiayin committed suicide, he never accompanied her to see the sea.

So, with infinite guilt and self-blame, he flew a private jet over the Pacific Ocean on April 1 and jumped from the blue sky into the blue sea.

It's just that he didn't expect that he would be reborn.

Reborn on the day Lin Jiayin went to sell blood.

Before he caught up with Lin Jiayin, he was very scared, and it was not until he held Lin Jiayin in his arms at this moment that he felt relieved and unprecedentedly satisfied.

"Jiang Xiaobai, let go of me."

Being hugged by Jiang Xiaobai all the time, there were more and more people on the road, Lin Jiayin came to his senses after being moved for a short time, he was ashamed and anxious, and struggled desperately.

"Oooh oh ......"

Although Jiang Xiaobai was reluctant, he had no choice but to let go of his arms stupidly.

"Wife, let's go home!"

Although he let go and didn't hug Lin Jiayin anymore, Jiang Xiaobai was unwilling to let go, and grabbed one of her hands when he let go.

Lin Jiayin was stunned again, looking at this man she once loved, with a complicated look on her beautiful face.

"Home?"

Lin Jiayin smiled sadly, "Why are you going back now?" Boss Chen can't see the money today, so he wants to catch Shanshan to pay off the debt, why do you let me go home? ”

Yes?

Jiang Xiaobai was shocked, even if he had the memory of his previous life, he didn't know that Lin Jiayin was forced to come here, and Boss Chen actually used Shanshan to pay off his debts to force debts, and he didn't know about it in his previous life.

Also, in the previous life, Lin Jiayin sold blood to repay twenty yuan of gambling debts, Shanshan was naturally not arrested, and Lin Jiayin would not say it at all.

Jiang Xiaobai felt a pain in his heart, and his guilt was even worse.

"Let's go home, I'll take care of the money."

"You solve?" Lin Jiayinmei smiled with a hint of mockery on her face, and asked rhetorically: "Do you solve it?" ”

"In the past two years, apart from trying to get money from me, when have you ever given me a penny?"

"In addition to playing cards and drinking, what can you do?"

"Have you ever dug a hoe or pulled a piece of grass in the field?"

"You don't know what, why don't you solve it?"

The more Lin Jiayin spoke, the more angry he became, and he was hysterical and almost roaring.

One by one, it was like a hammer hitting Jiang Xiaobai's heart, which was all a debt he owed and a sin, which could not be refuted.

"Wife, I'm sorry, I used to be a bastard and made you and Shanshan suffer."

"Let's go home first, you trust me to figure it out."

Jiang Xiaobai said.