Chapter 178: Feelings
"Still thinking about what happened during the day?"
By the time he had dinner, Huo Jing, who had returned from the camp outside the city, already knew what had happened during the day.
Although this kind of parental shortness is not as exciting and engaging as a homicide case, it is a topic that everyone talks about. Because everyone has a different experience, whether it is a big girl, a little daughter-in-law, a father-in-law, a mother-in-law, or even a son and daughter, everyone has multiple identities, and everyone has a scale in their hearts. Life is as thick as leaves, sometimes you say a word, others don't hear, don't agree, have to hang in your heart for a long time, sesame-sized things are intertwined into everyone's heart The biggest bond and relationship in everyone's heart, close or not.
And Lu Weimang, as the judge, of course, also had mixed feelings in his heart.
Lu Weimang put the bowl down and sighed
"Maybe pregnant, upset. I always feel that Old Man Zhang is also a baby who has grown from babbling to a determined teenager, and he has gone through this life, which is really hard and admirable. How many people have been in a mess all their lives, but he always remembers the dreams of his youth. Now the dream has come true, but it has ended up in a bleak end. You don't know, the two sons of the Zhang family are in court, and they don't have a trace of guilt and feelings for their father, only some fear of being blamed. Human nature is cold, and it has come to this. It can be seen that in this life, no matter how much merit you have received and how prominent your status is, in the eyes of those around you, you are a man and a woman, a husband and a wife, a son and a daughter, a father and a mother, and even the brothers and sisters of others. These multiple identities, no matter which one is not done well, will attract resentment and dissatisfaction. When I was a child, I admired heroes very much, and I felt that being a hero for the country and the people in this life is the most rare and satisfying thing. But now that I think about it, heroes also have families and people close to them. If your family and people close to you can't understand you and have a grudge against you, no matter how much you do, it's in vain. At this point, all men are created equal. The poor may have a harmonious family, and the noble may die in loneliness and coldness. ”
Speaking of this, Lu Weimang paused and looked at Huo Jing, "To tell you the truth, I often feel that I am born extraordinary, whether it is when I have nothing, or now. I often think that I will live under the attention of everyone, so I will often reflect, be cautious, and always do something, not show it on my face, and be smug in my heart. And now I am not only satisfied with myself, I am also proud of my father, brother, and you and even Ding Yi, Lin Chen, Xiaoqiu and Xiaoxia, I think we are special and shining people. Today's trial of the old man Zhang, I feel that if I get along in a different place, I may not be able to work hard for my goals day after day like old man Zhang. He accomplished his goal with such difficulty, and I admire him from the bottom of my heart. ”
"But such an admirable person, at this time, is just a stranger sighing for him, and his family has their own thoughts, and they can't fully understand him."
"It's sad, isn't it?"
"His sadness made me doubt myself, is it really necessary to insist on something out of place and be a special person? Isn't it easier to go with the flow? ”
Huo Jing held Lu Weimang's hand, "You know the answer yourself, don't you?" Don't consume yourself because you feel sorry for Old Man Zhang. Rather than going with the flow and getting a few grieving relatives and family members after death, it is better for Old Man Zhang to be firm in his dreams, and the sense of gain that comes from finally realizing it is more satisfying. Old man Zhang's happiness must be more than the sense of alienation and loss of his family. ”
Lu Weimang listened to Huo Jing's words and nodded, she understood the reason, but she just needed a like-minded person to persuade her.
Whether this is a special coquettish mode Lu Weimang doesn't know, but she is very grateful that someone can listen to her thoughts like this, listen to her broken thoughts, and give back to her sincerely.
Lu Weimang always felt that there were no stupid people in this world, only people who thought they were smart. People get along with people, sincerity and perfunctory are clear at a glance.
She is silent because she doesn't want to perfunctory others, and she is happy that others are not perfunctory.
"I have to live longer than those who don't like me, so that I won't be told cold things after death and won't be able to fight back."
Lu Weimang suddenly clenched his fists and said.
Huo Jing couldn't cry or laugh. I was still depressed just now, but now I am full of fighting spirit, does pregnancy really make people's mood change instantly? Huo Jing didn't understand, "It seems that I have to find a few medical logs to see, especially the pregnancy diary", Huo Jing suddenly thought of this.
"Okay, don't think too much, it's too sad. We eat what we love every day, do what we want to do, and do what we should do. Of course, people with ambition have to do unusual things and be ordinary people. ”
Huo Jing shook Lu Weimang's hand hard.
When he was young, he only felt that he was the center of this world, and the older he gets, the more he discovers that they are just ordinary people, but they are ordinary people who have not been smoothed out by life and have ambitions.
"Do something unusual, be an ordinary person?"
Lu Weimang seemed to be shocked by Huo Jing's ordinary words, and his heart was thoughtful and suddenly enlightened.
"Yes. You are the first student of the National Prison and the first female official in Daqian, and you have been in the DPRK for a few years, with outstanding results, and you know everything about the government and the opposition, so you can be in charge of the government for just three years after entering the DPRK. There is also the name of the little God of Wealth. Do you know that this casual thing, put on others, can easily live a life with a name held high. But you don't. The jealousy and envy of outsiders seem to be completely invisible, and you only do what is in front of you diligently every day. I think it's talent. You have always done unusual things, to be typical of ordinary people, and I have also been infected by you to act like this. It makes me feel very grounded. ”
Huo Jing's words moved Lu Weimang's heart, and he waved his hand hurriedly, "Don't praise me, I can't hold it when I praise it." ”
Lu Weimang has always felt that he is a person who can live a single life, but now he feels that it is good to have a companion.
"Okay, don't think about it, Changfeng may be able to enter Jincheng tomorrow, and when the time comes, you will have someone to talk to on weekdays, you can stop thinking nonsense, and I can rest assured." Otherwise, your official business will stop for a few days and follow me. You are pregnant, and you are thinking too much, and I don't feel at ease if you are alone. ”
Lu Weimang was diverted by Huo Jing's words, "Changfeng? Will it arrive tomorrow? Why so suddenly? ”
Lu Weimang was overjoyed.
Huo Jing explained, "If there is no accident, it should be able to go to Jincheng tomorrow." Not necessarily if there is an accident. Since Changfeng stepped into the territory of Yongzhou, I sent people to protect him secretly, and as a result, the three-day journey forced him to walk for seven days. When he heard that there was a new place or person, he would go and take a look. It's exactly the same as when you came back from Qionglai alone. ”
Lu Weimang nodded indifferently, "That's how it should be." Because every road you take may be the only time you walk in this life, take a look at it more and see more so that you can have no regrets! ”
"Tomorrow I'll go out of the city to meet the long wind."
Lu Weimang said.
(End of chapter)