“……”

"Today, the school organized a two-kilometer run for all students, and when I was about to lose my run, a pair of big hands suddenly grabbed my hand, and there was a sound of cheering in my ears, I turned my head to see that it was Jiang Xiaobai in the class......

“……”

"I found that Jiang Xiaobai looked at Lin Jiayin's eyes, just like I secretly looked at him, he wouldn't be in love!"

“……”

"Today, the school organized a movie, Jiang Xiaobai sat in front of me, he was very tall, and he blocked me a little!"

“……”

"I'm sure they're together, and I'm so uncomfortable!"

"Don't want to talk to him!"

“……”

"I like him for real, but I can't stop him from running to someone better than me!

Therefore, I chose to leave, far away.

Then I won't see him, I won't see them! ”

“……”

"It's been three years since I was a teacher, and I'm about to graduate, and soon we will be separated, and I'm very reluctant, but I'm also relieved!"

"My parents wanted me to go to Castle Peak Elementary School, which is close to home, and I want to go too.

But when I knew he was going there too, I rejoiced and then ......"

“……”

"I chose to go to Tucheng, a place I'd never heard of before."

“……”

"Today is my first day in Shanhua Village, and my first impression here is not that it is poor, but that it is far away.

I'm finally far away!

I hope my stay away will not disturb them in the future! ”

“……”

"I gradually settled down in Shanhua Village, and gradually fell in love with the simplicity here, and the children liked me too, and I saw light in their eyes!"

“……”

"I like you, silently, but I can't love, because love is selfish, possessive. Love is selfless and fulfilling.

Both are love, and I chose to fulfill them. ”

“……”

"I only miss him once in a while!"

“……”

"I'm in another country, you're in your hometown, are you okay?"

“……”

"I went back to Qingshan today and met Yang Jie, she is already a mother of two children, I envy her, she advised me to get married early, but ...... I really can't like anyone else! ”

“……”

"Yang Jie gave birth to three treasures again, and she changed her method to urge me to get married, saying that a woman must have a child, otherwise it will be incomplete. I laughed and said, I have a lot of children.

Those children in Shanhua Elementary School, they call me teacher, and many children regard me as their mother in their hearts! ”

“……”

"Wang Xiaobao is sick, his father went up the mountain to chop wood and broke his leg, there is no mother, I will take him to the hospital......"

“……”

"Li Erniu's father didn't let him go to school, and during today's home visit, I told his father that reading is the hope of a child's life."

“……”

"Tian Dazhuang was one of the first batch of students I to, and he came back today to tell me that he was admitted to the county high school with the third place, and I was very happy for him, and he said that he would also study at the teacher college after being admitted to the university, and he would return to Shanhua Village to teach in the future.

I told him that boys could dream bigger, and encouraged him to go out. ”

“……”

"Today's salary is paid, and I have two more yuan this month, so I can buy a few more books for the children."

“……”

"In a flash, I've been here for five years, and the wild mountain flowers on the eastern slope have bloomed and thanked, thanked and bloomed, and I still think of him occasionally."

“……”

"The old principal is sick, I put the children of the two classes together in class today, and the children are very sensible."

“……”

"I'm sick too, but I can't live without teachers in school, I'm still young, gritted my teeth and passed!"

“……”

"It's snowing, the eastern slopes are covered with snow, and next spring, it's going to be full of flowers again."

“……”

"Today's salary, I bought a villain book for the children, and the children are very happy."

“……”

"When I went back to Qingzhou this time, Yang Jie took me to check my body, she spent a lot of money, she bought the tickets, and I had the rest of the money to buy a few more books."

“……”

"I went back to Qingzhou and saw him outside the bookstore! Seeing the smile on his face, I knew he was having a great time.

I'm happy, but I'm also a little sad, and I'm a little sleepless tonight! ”

“……”

"I thought I would never see him again, but I didn't expect to meet him outside the hospital, and with him was Lin Jiayin, and I could see that they were very happy.

He invited me and Yang Jie to eat crayfish, which was really delicious!

I think that the children of Shanhua Elementary School can also eat such food.

Also, Lin Jiayin said that he can make hot pot, he is really capable! ”

“……”

"Recently, my body has been getting more and more uncomfortable!"

“……”

"What does hot pot taste like, I want to eat it once!"

"Am I greedy?"

These are the last words written in the diary, Jiang Xiaobai looked at it, and tears couldn't help but flow.

He never thought that a girl he had never paid much attention to would love him so deeply.

People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless?

What's more, he saw such a beautiful girl in her diary!

Yang Jie is right, Li Manman will choose to go to a place so far away from Tucheng, it really has something to do with him.

Even if he didn't know, in fact, he had already affected Li Manman's fate.

If she hadn't gone there in the first place, maybe it would have really ended differently.

I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me!

Jiang Xiaobai cried bitterly.

The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, "crackling" and slapping on the car window and the roof of the jeep, like a slap in the face, which made Jiang Xiaobai's heart hurt.

He always thought that in the previous life, he only owed Lin Jiayin and his daughter, and it was not until he relived that he knew that he owed another person. A good woman who silently likes and loves him!

And this person, he watched her leave, and his youthful and brilliant life was fixed at the age of twenty-seven.

He didn't even go to give her one last ride.

She just went away quietly!

Just like the first time they met outside the Xinhua bookstore, she turned around and waved her hand gently, just like the second time they met, that afternoon, the sun was like blood, and the sky was dyed with red glow, and he saw Li Manman's figure gradually moving away, and he remembered the poem.

Gently I go, as softly I came;

I beckoned softly, and made a cloud of the western sky.

She really just left so gently and never came back!

He didn't think that that parting was goodbye forever.

From now on, heaven and man will be separated forever!

He turned the last page of his diary again, and then looked at what it read: "What does hot pot taste like, I want to eat it once!" ”

"Am I greedy?"

Jiang Xiaobai's tears were even more turbulent, he had never fulfilled one of her wishes, even if it was to eat a hot pot, such a small wish!

Jiang Xiaobai sat weakly in the car, feeling helpless and hesitant for the first time after being reborn.

What if you are born again?

Rebirth can't make up for all the regrets!

On the contrary, it adds to the regret!

He lost his wife and daughter for the first life, but he failed Li Manman for the second life!

The truth is that sometimes it's really cruel!

Cruel to him not wanting to know!

But in fact, he just knew.

Jiang Xiaobai looked out of the car, and the dark night sky was full of wind and rain.