38. The snowy night is slightly warm, reminiscing about the past

It was snowing heavily in the evening, and I was making tea in my room when I heard a quick knock on the door. As soon as the door opened, she saw Qingyue with snow on her head and a red face, and hurriedly welcomed her in and poured a cup of hot tea.

She took out a handful of plum blossoms from behind her, looked at me with a smile and said:

"This year's plum blossoms are particularly good, and if you are inconvenient to go out, I will fold it for you." My eyes were not on the plum blossoms, but on her cold hands with a frozen red nose.

Rubbing her hands in distress, tears unconsciously choked and said:

"You have been lost in the snow since you were a child and hurt your eyes, but now you are still picking plum blossoms for me, if you have an eye disease, how can I rest assured that you are alone outside." When I remember when I found her in the snow when I was a child, she covered her eyes and cried heartbreakingly.

Trapped in the snow and unable to see the road clearly, how scared she should be when she is young. After I came back, I had a fever for several days, and I woke up in my dreams countless times, just like yesterday.

I have been in poor health since I was a child, and Qingyue always tries to make me happy and coax me to take medicine. Whenever I do something I want to do, it's hard work.

In her eyes, I will always be the one who is put at the top of her heart, but what can I do for her?

I often dare not accept her kindness in my heart, and the more I accept, the more guilty I feel. But she told me that the family would just owe each other, and there was nothing wrong with that.

Sometimes I think she's extremely brilliant, sometimes she's extremely strong, and sometimes she's even a little willful and stubborn.

But only in her eyes, I have never been an outlier. After we were born, a fortune teller said:

"Heaven is blessed with the dragon's energy, and hitting the two women is really where the portal is prosperous. And I was congenitally deficient and lingering, so Qingyue was always highly valued."

Because of this, I often suffer from cold words, but Qingyue will always come to see me from time to time. In private, he always brings me delicious food, and if there is anything fun and what he likes, he will send it to me privately.

When I grew up with Qingyue, I never felt the shadow of being left out, because I knew that there was someone in this world who really loved me after all.

I took Qingyue in my arms and hugged her trembling body, and my heart was extremely warm. She buried her head in my neck and asked weakly:

"Can I stay with you tonight?" I looked at her with a smile and teased her:

"If you are not afraid of your father's questioning, just sleep." She poured an aura that was not afraid of death:

"Since I was a child, it's not like I haven't been beaten, I've never seen me afraid." If I hadn't seen her beaten, I would have believed it.

As a child, I was alone at home when a burglar broke into me and was ready to tie me up and ask my father for ransom.

But somehow, the thief raised his knife and didn't hurt me, but he was directly bounced away. In an instant, the flames and stars flew out, and the house was on fire.

The fortune teller said that I was afraid of something unclean in my house, and since then I have been sleeping alone. And Qingyue wants to sleep with me, but she will always be punished by her father.

There are a lot fewer days with Qingyue, and there are more people talking about it, so I naturally know why