42. If you want to see, you can't love each other

Qingyue's eye disease recurred, and Lang Zhong explained that he needed to recuperate. I always went to see her secretly when no one was around, so as not to disturb her rest, I didn't dare to stay for a long time every time.

The snow was falling heavily, and I put on a thick cloak and hugged the stove and went straight to see Qingyue. But not far from the front of the corridor, I saw Liu Mianxi standing there looking from afar, neither entering the door nor leaving, I thought he was about to leave after visiting.

After glancing at him, he walked straight into Qing Yue's room, and looked at Qing Yue's face like paper and fell asleep. The snort was a little heavy, the redness and swelling at the corners of the eyes had not faded, and there was a slight moist feeling on the eyelashes.

I couldn't bear to wake her, so I was going to walk around here and wait for her to wake up. When I lifted the curtain and found him still in front of the porch, I went up and said:

"Are you still used to living here?"

"Everything is fine, thank you for your hospitality", he looked at Qingyue's room, and stopped talking. Then he asked:

"How is she?" I knew that he was worried about Qingyue in his heart, so he asked with a smile:

"Why don't you go see her in person?" His face was a little gentle, and the next moment he was extremely restrained, and said quietly:

"I am only a stranger, how can I enter her boudoir at will, and my reputation will be hindered. Just know that she's good, and I'll be at ease."

I admired his gentlemanly demeanor a little, and asked curiously:

"Thank you for bringing Qingyue back safely, I don't know how Gongzi Liu met Qingyue?" Liu Mianxi's mind came to mind that day she crashed into his arms, like a frightened rabbit.

The eyes were slightly red and slightly helpless, making people want to hold her in their arms and take care of her. A smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and it was immediately hidden.

only said lightly:

"I met in the plum garden a few days ago." Could it be that Qingyue happened to meet when she went to pick plum blossoms, I always felt that he was a little incomprehensible.

Come to think of it, he won't put Qingyue in danger. Seeing a look of doubt on my face, he wanted to end this awkward meeting, and turned to leave.

I stopped him and whispered:

"You are her savior and the noble man of our family. I respect you as a gentleman, and if you want to see her, I'll help you. He looked at me in a daze, as if he thought he had misheard, perhaps mistaken for a contradiction in my previous words.

A glimmer of expectation flashed in his eyes, but he said:

"It's okay, if she's fine." I was a little confused for a moment, and I felt that my kindness had turned into cold water poured on my face, colder than this snowy day.

When I entered the door again, Qingyue's spirit was a little better, and I took the porridge sent by the next person, put it to my mouth, and gave it to me one bite at a time.

After drinking the porridge, she got up and sat in front of the bed, she stared blankly at the shadow through the window, stretched out her hand and shook it.

I whispered in her ear:

"It's snowing a lot today, I met Liu Mianxi in front of the corridor, do you want to see him?" Qing Yue's eyes were stunned, her eyes drooped a little weakly, and she only shook her head.

muttered:

"How can I go to see him like this......"